This was her last chance, Janet knew. The balance simply had to be restored. Otherwise, she was liable to be earth-bound until Murgy, finally, died and a higher justice thus restored the cosmic balance.
But what if they send someone like Doctor Roberts?
The policeman came at last.
He was a big man, had sandy hair and gray eyes and a jaw that looked as if it had been hacked from seasoned oak. His nose had been broken sometime in the past and reposed flagrantly misshapen on his face.
Janet hovered over him.
Look at Murgy!
For Pete’s sake, one second there, when you walked in, it was naked in Murgy’s eyes!
Intent on his job, the policeman walked to the stilled form at the foot of the stairway. He looked at the left shoe, then up the stairs.
After a moment, he walked up the stairs, examined the carpet, the railing. He measured the length of the stairs with his eyes.
Then he came slowly down the stairs.
He paused and looked at the beautiful girlish body.
His compassion came flooding out into the room. Janet felt as if she could ride the edges of it like a buoy.
It was a quiet; unguarded moment for him. Janet threw her will into the effort.
It was Murgy. Look at Murgy, the murderer!
He glanced at Murgy. But then, he glanced at the others too.
He began talking with Doctor Roberts.
Janet stayed close to the policeman.
If she could have met him in life, she knew they would have enjoyed a silent understanding.
I met a lot of people like that. Everybody meets people whom they like or distrust just by a meeting of the eyes.
You re feeling them out forming opinions right now, by looking into their eyes, talking with them, letting the edges of your senses reach out and explore the edges of theirs.
I feel your respect for the doctor.
I feel you recoil now as you talk with Murgy. The dark, slimy thing is deep down, well hidden, but somehow you sense it.
But for Pete’s sake, feeling it isn’t enough. You must pass beyond feeling to realization.
Murgy killed me.
The balance simply has to be restored.
The policeman broke off his talk with Murgy. More official people had arrived. They took photographs. Two of them in white finally carried the body away on a stretcher.
Except for the policeman, the official people went away.
Blake went out. The doctor departed. Murgy was standing with tears in his eyes. The policeman touched Murgy’s shoulder, spoke.
Janet was in the doorway, barring it. But Murgy didn’t know she was there. He went across the lawn, to his apartment over the garage.
Only the policeman was left. He stood with his hat in his hands looking at the spot at the base of the stairs with eyes heavy with sadness.
He was really younger than the rough face and broken nose made him appear.
Young and sad because he had seen beauty dead. Young and sad, and sensitive.
Janet pressed close to him. It’s all right, for me. You understand? There’s no pain. It’s beautiful here—except for the imbalance of Murgy’s act.
It wasn’t an accident. You mustn’t believe that. Murgy did it. You didn’t like him. You sensed something about him.
Think of him! Think only of Murgy!
Don’t leave yet. Ask yourself, are you giving up too easily. Shouldn’t you look further?
He passed his hand through his hair. He seemed to be asking himself a question. He measured the stairway with his eyes.
She could sense the quiet, firm discipline that was in him, the result of training, of years of experience. The result of never ceasing to question, never stopping the mental probe for the unlikely, the one detail out of place.
Yes, yes! You feel something isn’t quite right.
The shoe—if a girl came home to change it, would she go all the way upstairs and then start down again without changing it?
Oh, the question is clear and nettlesome in your mind.
It’s a fine question.
Don’t let it go. Follow it. Think about it.
He stood scratching his jaw. He walked all the way upstairs. Down the hallway. He looked in a couple of rooms, found hers.
In her room, he opened the closet. He looked at the shoes.
He stood troubled. Then he went back to the head of the stairs. Again he measured them with his eyes.
But finally, he shook his head and walked out of the house.
Come back! You must come back!
She couldn’t reach him. She knew he wasn’t coming back. So she perched on the roof of his speeding car as it turned a corner a block away.
He went downtown. He stopped the car in the parking lot at headquarters. He went into the building and entered his office.
Another man was there, an older man. The two talked together for a moment. The older man went out.
The policeman sat down at his desk. He picked up a pen and drew a printed form toward him.
Janet hovered over the desk.
You mustn’t make out the form. You must not write it off as an accident.
Murgy did it.
He started writing.
It was murder.
He wrote a few lines and stopped.
Go get Murgy. He was the only one on the estate when it happened. Can’t you see it had to be Murgy?
He nibbled at the end of the pen.
Think of the shoe. I went up, but I didn’t change shoes.
He ran his finger down his crooked nose. He started writing again.
Okay, bub, if that’s the way you want it, go ahead and finish the report. Call it an accident. But I’m not giving up. I’m sticking with you. I’ll throw Murgy’s name at you so many times you’ll think you’re suffering combat fatigue from being a cop too long.
Ready? Here we go, endlessly, my friend, endlessly. Murgy, Murgy; Murgy Murgymurgymurgy…
He drove home. He showered. He got in bed. He turned the light off.
After a time, he rolled over and punched the pillow. After another interval, he threw back the covers with an angry gesture, turned on the light, sat on the edge of the bed, and smoked a cigarette.
There was a telephone beside the bed and on the phone stand a pad of paper.
While he smoked, he doodled. He drew a spiked heel. He drew the outlines of a house. He wasn’t a very good artist. He looked at the drawing of the house and under it he wrote: “No sign of forced entry. Only that servant around…”
He drew a pair of owlish eyes, and ringed them in black. He added some sharp lines for a face.
Then he ripped off the sheet of paper, wadded it and threw it toward the waste basket. He snubbed out his cigarette, turned off the light for a second time, punched his pillow with a gesture betokening finality, and threw his head against it.
He reached the curtain of sleep. He started through it. Cells relaxing, the barriers began to waver, weaken.
She pressed in close.
MurgymurgymurgyMURGY!
He tossed and pulled the covers snug about his shoulders. Then he threw them off, got out of bed, and snapped on the light.
He was still agitated as he dressed and went out.
* * *
He sat in the dark car for many long minutes, before starting it. He drove aimlessly for a couple of blocks, his mind a pair of millstones grating against themselves. He stopped before a bar and went in.
He sat down at the end of the bar, alone. He had one, two, three drinks. His face was still troubled by nagging questions.
Two more drinks. They didn’t help. The creases deepened in his cheeks.
Janet balanced atop a cognac bottle. Better give Murgy a little more thought. Why not follow him, shadow him? He isn’t resting easy. He’ll want to get rid of those jewels in a shady deal now and be ready to run if the fakes are spotted.
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