Cate Culpepper - A Question of Ghosts

“Not him. The recorder captured another voice, along with your uncle’s.” Jo reversed the recording and fine-tuned the meager filters. “I’m not surprised you missed it; I only caught a moment.”

“Mute the box, babe,” Marty told Khadijah, who scrambled for the remote and silenced the TV.

“Jo, are you sure you didn’t hear Patricia?” There was a new stiffness in Becca’s shoulders.

“It wasn’t your aunt, or you, or me, or Rachel Perry.” Jo set the recorder to maximum volume. She thought she had zeroed in on the right thread to enhance the second voice. She hit play. “Listen again.”

Beneath Mitchell’s pedantic tone, between his words, after one breath and before another, a woman whispered.

“ …it’s a fact of life ,” Mitchell Healy repeated.

And a woman sighed, “ He wanted me, Becca .”

“Oh, sweet sonny Jesus Christ on a crutch,” Khadijah said softly.

Jo tapped keys again, moving back into their circle. She sat on the floor carefully and played the recorded passage a third time. She heard the same message, muted and mournful but clear.

“ He wanted me, Becca .”

Interpreting facial expressions still required study, but Jo had always been able to read the emotional nuance of voice. This one was infused with sadness. She looked up at Becca, who was staring at her in shock. “Can you confirm the identity?”

Becca just nodded. “It’s her.”

“That’s your mother , Rebecca?” Khadijah slid off her knees and sat hard on the rug. “Holy smokes. I’ve always believed in…but I never thought I’d…holy smokes.”

Jo couldn’t believe her luck. This was rare in the literature, capturing a voice that had been homebound in a second location. Madelyn Healy had “left” this house and followed her daughter across the dark waters of Lake Washington last night. She didn’t expect Becca to share her excitement in this milestone, but at least she seemed to be recovering more swiftly than her friends.

“Hey.” Becca frowned at Marty. “Are you going to faint?”

Khadijah slid a protective arm around Marty’s waist. She was decidedly pale and she couldn’t take her eyes from the recorder in Jo’s hands, but she shook her head.

“I’m not fainting, I’m just gobsmacked.” Marty swallowed visibly. “We just heard a ghost, Kaddy.”

“We did. The ghost of a mother this girl loved very much.” Khadijah’s tone regained its natural warmth as she regarded Becca. “Are you all right, Bec? This must be pounding on all kinds of buttons.”

“Well, I haven’t bolted from the room yet. That’s progress.” Becca’s hands trembled as she swept them through her hair. “I’ve already moved past the whole, she’s a talking dead person thing. I’m focusing on what she said.”

“And you’re taking her literally?” Marty looked from Becca to Jo and back. “She said ‘he wanted me’ when your Uncle Mitchell was droning on. Are you thinking those rumors were true? He had a thing for your mom?”

In the second it took Becca to clear her expression, Jo learned that’s exactly what she believed. She wondered if Becca had taken the next step in logic, and was afraid she had.

“Messages received through EVP are rarely factually false.” Becca quoted Jo. “If Mitchell wanted my mother…did he come after her? And if she resisted him, is she saying he killed her, Jo? And my father?”

They all looked at Jo with a solemnity she found disconcerting. She was neither an oracle nor a homicide detective. But she had studied these voices for years, and Becca deserved any insight her experience might offer.

“Well.” She checked the recorder’s settings carefully before turning it off. “It’s true that ghost messengers rarely lie. But they’re still human entities, Becca. Death doesn’t make them suddenly omniscient or divine. Their communications can be incomplete — or factually accurate, but misleading.”

“Incomplete, no woof.” Marty counted the words on her fingers. “Becca, the, person, who, shot, us, is, name-name. Nine words. Your mom could make things a lot easier on us if she’d just spit out those nine words.”

“We probably shouldn’t count on that.” Jo wished she could give Becca a better answer. “If we understand your mother correctly, Becca, this is all we know so far. She may not have committed suicide. She believes you’re in some kind of danger. And a man, possibly Mitchell Healy, wanted her. Whatever that means. We can’t even be certain she was referring to your uncle.”

“Or even if she did mean Mitchell, that doesn’t mean he killed your parents, Bec.” Khadijah nodded agreement. “If our Maddie’s going to be this vague, I guess we can’t jump to conclusions like that.”

“Gaah, why can’t we?” Becca snatched a small cushion from the rug and pressed it to her face. “Let’s call Mitch the shooter, award Jo a Nobel, and let me pack my chobos. I have a life to get back to.”

“You say the word, baby, and we’ll haul you out of here.” Khadijah patted Becca’s leg with the patience of a mother for a peevish child. “But I think you know you have to see this through.”

Becca sighed with a harshness that told Jo to wait her out. Jo realized she had correctly interpreted an emotion-based cue, a noteworthy event.

Becca lowered the cushion from her face and stared toward the kitchen, her features set in a mature, controlled anger. “What’s she expecting me to do, Jo? If we ever do find she didn’t kill herself, am I supposed to drag the real murderer to the police? What kind of justice does she think I can give them after thirty-five years?”

“Maybe you’re the only one she needs to know the truth.” Jo watched the silent screen as Xena draped one arm across Gabrielle’s shoulders. “I don’t know of any homicides officially solved through EVP, Becca. Hamlet aside, murder victims don’t often speak up to demand justice. This communication feels more personal to me. This is one woman asking another for understanding.”

Khadijah was watching her with a small smile, which Jo found puzzling. After a moment, she smiled back with mechanical courtesy. She guessed she couldn’t expect to understand every emotional nuance overnight.

“Yeah, getting back to that whole, Becca’s mother thinks she’s in danger piece?” Marty sat up and rested an elbow on her knee, no humor in her now. “We need to talk about some other possibilities. You game, Becca?”

“Sure.” Becca sagged back against the couch, looking as game as a wilted flower, albeit a lovely one. “Hit me.”

Marty opened her mouth, then closed it and nudged Khadijah with her shoulder.

Khadijah sighed. “We need to talk about John William Voakes.”

“Okay.” Becca slapped the rug and rose smoothly to her feet. She lifted a hand at their startled looks. “Don’t worry. I’m still willing. But if John William Voakes is joining us tonight, we’re going to need fortification.”

She stepped around them and went to the low bookshelf near the arched doorway. “Jo, get some glasses from the kitchen, please. Right-hand cupboard.” Becca opened the brown sack resting on the shelf and pulled out a bottle of wine. “I got this today so we could toast our ladies.” She waved the bottle at the television. “This is expensive stuff. I’d rather drink to Xena, but if we’re going to discuss mass murderers, in this house, after midnight—”

“Jo, sit down,” Khadijah said.

Jo had gotten to her feet to go to the kitchen, but she sat again promptly at Khadijah’s command. It had not been a request.

“Becca, you sit down, too. And leave that bottle over there.” Khadijah’s tone was still friendly, but her broad features were unusually impassive.