M.L.N. Hanover - Vicious Grace

Aubrey’s room was even smaller than mine, his bed little more than a cot. I always thought of sleep as making people look younger, but it only changed the shape of his face a little. Softened his eyes and let his lips relax. His breath was deep and regular. I sat next to him, willing my gaze alone to wake him. After about a minute, I put my hand on his shoulder. He took one breath that was almost a sigh and opened his eyes. A few months sleeping together and he didn’t even startle when I touched him.

“Hey,” I said.

“Hey. Rough night?”

“Sort of. Kim called.”

He frowned. Even in the faint moonlight, I knew that the softness had left his eyes.

“What’s the deal?” he asked. Which, oddly, was better than either is she okay or What did she want , though I couldn’t quite have said why.

“High weirdness in Chicago. Something about a sleep study with funky results. A lot about blood flow and visual cortex layers. Upshot is she wants to call in the troops, see if we can make sense of it.”

Aubrey sat up and I slid in next to him. With a bed that small, it felt like we were sitting on a bench together.

“Do you want to?”

“I don’t know,” I said. “I mean, yes. Of course. It’s Kim. She came through for me when I called her for help. We should absolutely return the favor.”

“But,” he said. He didn’t have to say the rest. But he was her ex-husband. But the divorce hadn’t been finalized until about six months ago. And add to that the things I knew that Aubrey didn’t. That she’d been having an affair with Uncle Eric when she’d still been with Aubrey. That the reason she’d left Colorado was to get away from both of them. That she’d still had feelings for him as recently as last year. I scooped his hand up in my own. He had a scar on his thumb, right below the nail bed. I’d noticed it before, but I’d never asked where it came from. I bet Kim knew.

“I think the Miss Manners center of my brain is having a little seizure over it,” I said.

“Would it help if I reminded you that she and I have been separated for almost four years, and that she was seeing other men a long time before you and I fell into bed together?”

“It couldn’t hurt.”

“We’ve been separated for almost four—”

I nudged against him, feigning annoyance. Then I smiled.

“Look,” he said. “If it’s too awkward, we don’t have to go.”

“Of course we have to go,” I said.

“Whatever you pick, I’ll back your play,” he said.

I leaned into him with a sigh. He smelled of soap and clean hair and the small, elusive scent that was just him.

“You break the news to the troops?” I asked.

“Now or in the morning.”

“It’ll wait,” I said.

“All right, then.”

One of the nice things about dating men who are past their twenties: snuggling for the sake of snuggling becomes an option. Even on a cot.

In the morning, I told Trevor we were going to cut things short and popped up my travel-site bookmarks. The way I saw it, we had three options: a direct flight in coach that lasted around five hours, a first-class flight that went seven hours with a twenty-minute layover in Denver, or wait until next week. My own mental calculus said that this week was better than next, and big seats at the front of the plane beat tiny little seats in the back.

The big drawback was my irrational unease about Denver itself. I hadn’t been back, even just to pass through the airport, since Uncle Eric had been murdered by a rider cult called the Invisible College. And while we had finished Eric’s work—killing the cult leader, breaking his magical influence, and scattering the Invisible College to the winds—it had nearly killed me at least twice. Aubrey had had to use the Oath of the Abyss, a magic so raw and destructive it had taken a year off his life, just to get me through my first brush with a rider. Ex and Kim had barely managed to keep an evil wizard from pitching me off a skyscraper. Just breathing Colorado air seemed risky. They say that lightning never strikes the same place twice, but I had the feeling that was because no place survives being struck. Leaning against lightning rods seemed dangerous, even if the sky looked blue.

But living in a world of possessing spirits, magic, wizards and werewolves, and vampires didn’t make me a superstitious nut. I booked the flight to Chicago through Denver, leaving Missoula just after noon, and put it on my nifty American Express black card just as Aubrey and Chogyi Jake came down the stairs, packed bags in hand. We loaded into the rented minivan, said our last good-byes to Trevor, and started back to civilization.

I rode shotgun, Chogyi Jake and Ex in the backseat, Aubrey driving. The same configuration as always. Behind us, Trevor’s private boot camp turned into just another swath of trees preparing themselves for an autumn that wasn’t quite here yet. The winding gravel road that led out to state highway 83 shuddered under our wheels and left a low cloud of white dust behind us.

“Well,” Chogyi Jake said, not looking up from his laptop and our still-in-progress wiki. “According to the lawyer’s documents, you have a condominium in Chicago.”

“You’re sounding tentative,” I said.

“It has two of Eric’s annotations.”

“What kind?” Ex asked.

“It was listed in the Lisbon papers with YNTH and DC1,” Chogyi Jake said.

“And do we know what he meant by those?” Aubrey asked.

“No, we don’t. Except that the only other DC1 entry was the place in Los Angeles.”

I groaned. The Los Angeles property with the DC1 annotation had been a royal pain. A converted warehouse in a bad section of the city, it had undocumented locks on every gate, extra dead bolts on the steel doors, and a system of wards and countermeasures that would have made the place impossible to get into at all if they’d been at full strength. But since Eric’s death, no one had been around to do the upkeep, and so working together, Chogyi Jake, Ex, and Aubrey had been able to untangle that knot in six twelve-hour days. And I’d spent a small fortune on locksmiths.

“There are four other YNTH entries,” Chogyi Jake said, “but we haven’t been to any of them yet.”

Since I’d put the three guys on my payroll a year ago, most of our time had gone into trying to make sense of Eric’s world. The list of properties he owned—that I owned—was pages long even if you single-spaced it. After we’d left Denver, we’d gone to Santa Fe; New Haven; New York; London; Athens (the one in Greece, not the one in Georgia); New Orleans; Savannah (but only briefly); Eugene, Oregon; Los Angeles; Barstow, California; Tulsa; Lisbon, Portugal; Gdansk, Poland (for a day and a half); Shiprock, New Mexico; and Bangor, Maine. We’d also taken a two-week vacation in Portland, Oregon, specifically because my uncle hadn’t had anything there that we needed to explore, catalog, or decipher. All in all, it made for seventeen locations in thirteen months, with the contents of each place cataloged—books, objects, the contents of storage facilities, the names of people we found who had known or worked with him. We’d made a good dent, I thought, but even once we got the whole list of things, there would be years of work after that making sense of it all.

Half the time it felt like a permanent occult Christmas with new surprises every day. The other half, I was just overwhelmed.

“I’ll call my lawyer as soon as we get to Missoula,” I said. “She’ll probably have keys and information.”

“Not that they helped in Los Angeles,” Ex said.

“If it’s another high-security site, that’ll be a good thing, right?” Aubrey said. “I mean, then we’ll know what DC1 means.”