Caitlin Kittredge - The Nightmare Garden

“ I’m making her feel worse?” Conrad came to the bars, looking for all the world as if they were the only thing preventing him from wringing Dean’s neck. “You little grease monkey, it’s your mother who locked me up in here!”

“Both of you shut up!” I shouted, sick of their arguing. My head throbbed, warning me that all the iron on the prison level was building up in my blood. “Let me think!”

Dean and Conrad stared at me for a moment and then went quiet. They both knew me well enough. I pressed my palm against the door lock and tried to tamp down the panic inside me, control my heartbeat and breath. It wasn’t easy. I felt fragile, as if the frantic racing of my pulse would shatter the delicate vessel of my body.

My Weird came as intolerable pressure against my skull. My vision skewed and filled with the glow of the aether lamps, but I pushed the pain back. I grabbed the pressure and squeezed it out through my pores, my tear ducts, my nose and mouth, funneled the thing in my blood into the lock. It popped open, dead bolt flying back so violently it bowed the iron of the door, which in turn swung back and hit the cell wall with a sound like a gong.

“Come on,” I said, reaching for Conrad, who stood still and glassy-eyed, and grabbing his arm. This was the first time he’d seen me use my Weird, and much as I wanted to know he didn’t think I was a freak, we just didn’t have the time to talk now. He stumbled as I yanked him.

“Jeez, Aoife,” he said. “I’m coming, I’m coming.”

Dean leading the way, we ran toward the balloon bays as fast as the jostling, tilting vessel would allow.

Just before we reached the outer catwalks, which sprang away from Windhaven like a collection of spindly antennae, we ran into Cal. Bethina was with him, clinging to his arm as Windhaven shuddered under our feet, the death throes of the city feeding through the soles of my boots.

“It’s no good in the balloons,” Cal said. “Some got off, but they got shot down. They’re trying to slag the docking arms.”

Indeed, many of the catwalks were wrecked and smoking, just twisted memories of what they’d been. My heart sank to my feet. Draven was going to make me his prisoner again. Torture and interrogate me. Use me to bring in my father.

No .

I dug my fingers into my temples, determined to stop the clawing and whispering of the iron poisoning that tried to seduce me into the frantic, illogical thoughts of end-stage madness.

“Is there another way off?” I demanded of Dean. He nodded.

“There’s emergency craft for the crew and the security force. The last ones off the boat.”

“Good,” I said, already moving. “Let’s get there before somebody else has the same great idea.”

“I don’t know if they’re anything you want to try to escape a hail of gunfire in,” Dean said. “Took one out once when I was a kid and damn near pasted myself against a mountain.”

I kept moving. “We don’t have a choice.” We could either risk dying while getting off the ship or be condemned to something worse when Draven caught us. In my mind, the course was obvious, no matter how slim the chance we’d all survive in one piece might be.

“Agreed,” Conrad said. “We have to run. However we can. If we stay here we’re dead for sure.”

“Okay.” Dean nodded. “Better than no damn plan at all. Come with me.”

Cal grabbed Bethina’s hand, and Conrad brought up the rear. I followed Dean, and we made our way back toward the top of Windhaven so we could fall toward the ground, and freedom.

BEFORE LONG, WE ran into clots of Erlkin in the corridors, and Dean cursed. “We can’t get down to the bay.”

“Where is it?” I said. Dean pointed his finger at the floor.

“Below the pilothouse,” he said. “They can reach it by evacuation tube.”

I bit my lip. The idea that sprang to mind just then was insane, but it was less of a danger than passively waiting for Draven to catch us again.

“Come with me,” I said, hoping the others wouldn’t ask too many questions, because I didn’t have a lot of answers. That was the problem with on-the-fly plans—sometimes you fell. I turned and started toward the room where Shard had kept me, hoping now wouldn’t be one of those times.

Dean shook his head as I crossed the room and opened the porthole. “Oh, no, Aoife,” he said, realizing what I had in mind.

“We’re not moving,” I said. “We can make it.”

“Yeah, and the next time we take a direct hit we’re going to get shaken off like so many pieces of dust,” Cal said, gesturing at the porthole and the ledge beyond. “This is crazy, Aoife.”

“You of all people have something real to lose when Draven boards us,” I told him, giving him a cutting look. Bethina glanced between us.

“What’s she mean?”

“Nothing,” Cal snarled. “Nothing.”

Above us, I heard the whirr of powerful turbines and a knocking against the hull.

“Boarding ladders,” Dean said. “The Proctors are coming onto Windhaven. We don’t have any more time.”

I levered my leg out the porthole. “I’m going.”

“Me too,” Bethina said, squaring her shoulders. “It couldn’t be any worse than here.”

Clinging to the metal skin of a vessel floating in midair was not my idea of a pleasant experience. I reached out and grabbed the nearest rudder, and for a breathless moment before my foot found the ledge, I swung free.

Dean followed, then Cal. He helped Bethina, and Conrad came last. I allowed myself a small moment of relief that everyone had gone along with me with minimal arguing. We might have a chance after all.

“I changed my mind!” Bethina shrieked above the wind howling around us. “I want to go back!”

“No!” Cal shouted. “No going back now! I’m right behind you.”

I crawled down the side of Windhaven, gripping the rudders and the rungs of a maintenance ladder, feeling the shudders of Draven’s boarding under my hands. But as the bottom hull curved, holding on became harder, gravity pulling my weight away from the hand- and footholds.

“You okay?” Dean grunted as we climbed.

“No,” I gritted out. I couldn’t see him where he hung above me, just heard his ragged breathing. “Okay is not what I am at the moment.”

“Hang on, princess,” he said. “This is nothing. This is a walk in the park.”

“You have a very strange idea of a park,” I panted. Two plump blue balloons were tethered at the bottom of Windhaven’s hull. I reached the first and risked taking one hand off the hull to open the basket door. My hands and arms were on fire, and I could feel tremors starting in my shoulder and working down to my fingers.

“Go on,” Dean said. “Start untethering this thing and I’ll help the others.”

To get into the basket, I had to turn myself around and crawl in upside down and practically headfirst. Spinning with vertigo, I let go and dropped onto the wire mesh. I pulled myself to my feet and went to the balloon’s tether, a flexible metal arm that was attached to the evacuation tube above us.

Dean landed on the mesh next to me, then stood and pulled Cal into the basket after him. He reached out for Bethina, who shook her head, copper curls hanging free in space. “I can’t let go!”

“Foul the gears, Bethina!” Dean shouted. “You can’t stay plastered to the bloody hull for the rest of your life!”

“If I let go, I’ll fall!” Bethina cried. Tears were streaming down her face, streaking like rain in the wind.

“You won’t fall, doll,” Dean promised, his voice changing to a soothing tone. “I’ve got strong arms. I’ll catch you.”