Chris Holm - The Big Reap

I’ve had meat-suits wail and scream and cry and beg, but he’s the first I’ve ever had one get cheeky.

I pressed onward. The quiet between footfalls was so very, I began to jump at nothing. The subtle shift of my gun strap against my shoulder. The brittle crunch of gravel beneath my feet. The burst of static from the radio as my reluctant scouts checked in — every ten light bulbs, just like we agreed. I made that distance out to be no more than fifty yards, though the twisting of the narrow wood-ribbed tunnels ensured you could never see more than two or three bulbs ahead at a time. They sounded off with just their names, two Alvarezes for every one Mendoza or Castillo. Kid was trying to get through and into open air as fast as he could manage, and I couldn’t blame him. But his fear did more than make him quick. It made him sloppy, inattentive, which is to say I wasn’t terribly surprised when he failed to check in.

At first, I confess, I thought nothing of it. I figured maybe he’d just slowed. But then Castillo checked in twice, and then Mendoza, but still no Alvarez. So I closed my eyes, stretched my consciousness, and felt nothing where he should have been.

So, okay: dead, you’re thinking. And you damn sure aren’t wrong. But that’s only the half of it. I spend most of my time inhabiting the recent dead. Collector juju’s strong enough to restart halted hearts, and to shake the meat of mortis, rigor and livor both. So when I say I reached out and felt nothing, that meant more than Alvarez just being dead.

That means something took him apart so thoroughly, he no longer registered as viable. And that something managed to do so in a span of minutes. Not to mention it was on him quick enough that, jumpy though he was, he never managed to so much as trigger a burst of static from his radio. I hadn’t heard any gunfire, either, but I had no idea if down here the sound would carry.

Two minutes later I got my answer. It sounded like distant fireworks. The grand finale, seemed like, when they launch all the stuff they’ve got left at once. I figured that for Castillo — he of the two autos locked and loaded — a guess that was confirmed when Mendoza took to the radio, calling out to him in rapid-fire Spanish. Solares filled me in on the gist, which I could have guessed — Mendoza was demanding to know Castillo’s position. Mendoza spoke with the breathlessness of a smoker suddenly exerting himself. I knew at once he was headed toward the artery Castillo had chosen as his own, either by backtracking, or through one of the secondary tunnels.

Lucky for me, I wasn’t limited to such earthbound modes of transportation. Not when I had a meat-suit to lock onto, and an approximate location in which to look.

I closed Solares’ eyes and probed the darkness for the spark of life that was Castillo. It took longer than if I’d had a better fix on his location. I hoped it hadn’t taken too. I hurled my consciousness at him with all I had, and when my eyes next opened, they were no longer Solares’s, but Castillo’s.

The sharp reek of kerosene. My lantern, shattered beneath me, glass biting skin. I was on the ground, face pressed to dirt. A hard metal rod beneath my cheek, searing hot. Castillo’s recently fired gun barrel, blistering a brand into his cheek that will last him until his dying day. Which may well be upon him, come to think.

I vomited — possession reflex. Then I rolled over, and blinked against the dark. It was near me. I could hear it breathing, low and wet and oh so patient. But as I cast about in search of my quarry — my prey turned predator — I could not see it. There was a faint glow behind me to the west, toward the bar, toward Mexico. Nothing but pure black headed east.

Something shuffled in the eastern darkness. I patted the ground around me, trying to arm myself. Castillo’s handgun was nowhere to be found, nor was his second rifle. One borrowed shoulder was wet and burning, the corresponding arm cold and numb, my mind dull and slow to focus.

I grabbed the gun beneath me — the one that had seared Castillo’s cheek — and checked it for ammo, or tried. Couldn’t make my numb arm do anything I told it to. Pop the magazine, I said. Work the slide to check the chamber. But it wouldn’t.

Spacey as I was, it took me a sec to realize why.

Working the slide was hard to do from twenty feet away.

Castillo’s other arm lay in the faint half-light to the west. Palm down, and trailing gore at the shoulder, all wormy blood vessels and gleaming flat, white tendons. Still twitching, it seemed to me, but that could have been my vision jumping with every mutinous heartbeat, every pump hastening this meat-suit’s death.

That’s why the creature wasn’t striking. It didn’t have to. It could just wait out the clock and feast on food that wouldn’t fight back.

“Coward,” I called into the darkness.

The darkness hissed. I heard a rustle, and caught a flash of movement, too fast to track. When I glanced once more back toward Castillo’s severed arm, I discovered it was gone. Slurping noises filled the manmade cavern, like a hobo eating soup.

“I know what you are,” I said.

Another hiss, a voice like rusted hinges. “You know nothing.”

“I know you were once a Collector, just like me. I know you’re an abomination who feasts on blood and brain and God knows what else to fuel your bastard half-existence. And most importantly, I know you can be killed.”

“You lie.” A nauseating pop as Castillo’s elbow-joint separated, and then a sucking noise like a baby with a bottle. But this thing was no one’s baby, and it sure as hell wasn’t drinking mother’s milk.

“I don’t.”

“If I could be killed, I assure you my beloved mountain cousins would have found a way. They begrudge me my appetites, as if their method of procuring sustenance is any more humane. As if the very word humane applies to such misbegotten souls as we. They cast me out as they cast out poor Ricou so many centuries ago. Ever since, I’ve been forced to contend with the crushing loneliness of exile — and an endless diet of Mexican.”

“Yeah, I bet it’s hell on the digestive system,” I said, gritting my teeth against the ice-cream-on-exposed-nerve ache that built with every heartbeat in my shoulder. “And anyway, I never said that they could kill you, but I sure as hell can. You could ask your brother Simon if you don’t believe me, but you might find him a little hard to get a hold of at this point, seeing as he’s dead and all.”

At the mention of Magnusson, the creature in the dark went silent, and its breathing quickened. I couldn’t tell if it was fear, or merely anticipation of a meal. Woozy as I felt, this creature wasn’t gonna have to wait long to run out the clock. Castillo was fading fast. But when I stretched my flickering consciousness back toward Solares, he wasn’t where I left him, and weak as I was, I didn’t have the mental energy to scan the tunnels for my next meat-suit.

Then I saw a golden wobble in the darkness, and just this once, thanked God for my good luck. Because that wobble was Mendoza emerging, lantern-lit, from one of the side-tunnels just east of there and, even as weak as I was, if I could see him, I could be him.

This time, my approach was less freight-train and more newborn kitten, all shaky and timid, which means Mendoza felt me coming. As I stumbled, clumsy, into his mind and fumbled for the controls, I heard him mutter, “ ¡No otra vez!” and clutch his stomach in anticipating of the coming barf-fest. But hey, at least he didn’t fight me. Weak as I was, if he had, I would have wound up bounced back into rapidly cooling Castillo, which would have likely meant a one-way ticket back to Guam.