Allen Zadoff: The Lost Mission

There’s a half-eaten bag of Cheetos spilled across the desk. Nothing else.

I find Howard’s duffel on the floor of the closet. I unzip it and look through the contents.

There are multiple cords and power supplies, but his laptops are missing. At least they’re not in the bag.

I check the rest of the room, then force my way into the adjoining suite.

It’s empty, too.

The laptops are gone. Perhaps Howard had to leave in a rush and took them with him? For a moment, my mind is flooded with hope, the possibility that Howard is away and safe, that he used some of what I taught him and his natural skill set to get away.

But then my eye settles on a spot on the carpet. A single dark spot, less than the size of a dime.

Blood.

My hope fades.

I examine the spot more closely and see that is crusted on the surface of the carpet. No vacuum has passed over it, no footsteps have crushed it into the pile.

Which means it’s fresh blood.

I told Howard to be careful. I told him his life depended on it.

Now he is gone, and there is a drop of blood.

On a hunch I take out my iPhone and dial his number. I hear buzzing coming from somewhere in the suite.

Howard’s phone.

I search top to bottom. I finally find it deep under the bed, pushed all the way up against the wall at an unusual angle.

I imagine the scenario. Howard is struggling with someone. The phone falls and gets kicked under the bed during the struggle. Whoever grabs him fails to go after it. Maybe they didn’t see it fall, or they were in too great of a rush and could not afford to take the time to retrieve it.

I tap through Howard’s phone menu until I get to recent calls. I see nine missed calls from earlier today and a tenth call made just now.

All from my number.

Nothing else.

Perhaps there is more information to be had from the phone. I put it in my pocket to examine later.

I do a final pass of the room, looking for any clue I might have missed.

I find nothing.

I’m on my way out the door when the hotel phone rings.

I look at it on the bedside table, the red light flashing to indicate an incoming call.

Three rings, and I pick it up.

“I knew you’d come back,” the voice says.

I know the voice instantly.

It’s Mike.

“Listen to me carefully,” Mike says. “This is an open line.”

I grunt acknowledgment.

“They have your friend,” Mike says.

“They?”

“You heard me correctly.”

Mike is a part of The Program. If it’s The Program who has Howard, Mike should have said we .

We have your friend.

But he didn’t say we . He said they . Two possibilities:

1) Someone other than The Program has Howard.

2) The Program has Howard, but Mike is excluding himself from the equation.

“I have to see you,” Mike says.

I’ve seen Mike twice since graduation. Both times have been on his terms. Both times my life has been in danger.

“Do you remember the first place we ever met?” he says.

It was the middle of seventh grade. Mike appeared in our school as a transfer student. I first saw him at school, but that’s not the first place we met.

I was at Twelve Corners in Brighton one afternoon. I bought a pizza bagel, then walked out of the store and bumped into him.

“You’re the kid in my homeroom,” he said.

My life would end six weeks later because of that meeting, but I had no way of knowing it then.

“You remember, don’t you?” Mike says on the phone.

“Yes.”

“Meet me two days from now,” he says.

And nothing more.

I hang up the phone, my head spinning.

I glance at my reflection in the mirror above the dresser. I am haggard from lack of food and sleep. I cannot think clearly or organize my thoughts.

Worst of all, I am afraid.

I take off my shirt. I peel the tape from over my scar, and I locate the chip on the back of it.

The neurosuppressor. That’s what Francisco called it.

I pull it from the tape.

The wound on my chest is still fresh. I use my fingers to rip the skin apart, revealing pink-and-red flesh below.

The blood comes. I ignore it.

I put the chip on the tip of my finger, and I put it back inside me, pressing it hard against the flesh of my pectoral muscle.

The pain is incredible, but it doesn’t stop me. I press until the miniature probes stick inside the muscle. A faint glow emanates from within the glass capsule.

It’s working again.

I close the wound and seal it with the tape.

Already I can feel the edge receding, my body coming back to stillness, my mind slowing.

I look at myself in the mirror again.

I look stronger, more capable. Maybe it’s only in my imagination.

No matter.

If I’m going to find Howard, I’ll need every advantage I can get.

This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is coincidental.

Copyright © 2014 by Allen Zadoff

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