Andrzej Sapkowski - Blood of Elves

Because it was not a boy.

From beneath an ash-blonde fringe, poorly and unevenly cut, enormous emerald eyes – the predominant features in a small face with a narrow chin and upturned nose – stared out at her. There was fear in the eyes.

'Don't be afraid,' Triss said tentatively.

The girl opened her eyes even wider. She was hardly out of breath and did not appear to be sweating. It was clear she had already run the Killer more than once.

'Nothing's happened to you?'

The girl did not reply; instead she sprang up, hissed with pain, shifted her weight to her left leg, bent over and rubbed her knee. She was dressed in a sort of leather suit sewn together – or rather stuck together – in a way which would make any tailor who took pride in his craft howl in horror and despair. The only pieces of her equipment which seemed to be relatively new, and fitted her, were her knee-high boots, her belts and her sword. More precisely, her little sword.

'Don't be afraid,' repeated Triss, still not rising from her knees. 'I heard your fall and was scared, that's why I rushed here-'

'I slipped,' murmured the girl.

'Have you hurt yourself?'

'No. You?'

The enchantress laughed, tried to get up, winced and swore at the pain in her ankle. She sat down and carefully straightened her foot, swearing once more.

'Come here, little one, help me get up.'

'I'm not little.'

'If you say so. In that case, what are you?'

'A witcher!'

'Ha! So, come here and help me get up, witcher.'

The girl did not move from the spot. She shifted her weight from foot to foot, and her hands, in their fingerless, woollen gloves, toyed with her sword belt as she glanced suspiciously at Triss.

'Have no fear,' said the enchantress with a smile. 'I'm not a bandit or outsider. I'm called Triss Merigold and I'm going to Kaer Morhen. The witchers know me. Don't gape at me. I respect your suspicion, but be reasonable. Would I have got this far if I hadn't known the way? Have you ever met a human on the Trail?'

The girl overcame her hesitation, approached and stretched out her hand. Triss stood with only a little assistance. Because she was

not concerned with having help. She wanted a closer look at the girl. And to touch her.

The green eyes of the little witcher-girl betrayed no signs of mutation, and the touch of her little hand did not produce the slight, pleasant tingling sensation so characteristic of witchers. Although she ran the Killer path with a sword slung across her back, the ashen-haired girl had not been subjected to the Trial of Grasses or to Changes. Of that, Triss was certain.

'Show me your knee, little one.'

'I'm not little.'

'Sorry. But surely you have a name?'

'I do. I'm… Ciri.'

'It's a pleasure. A bit closer if you please, Ciri.'

'It's nothing.'

'I want to see what "nothing" looks like. Ah, that's what I thought. "Nothing" looks remarkably like torn trousers and skin grazed down to raw flesh. Stand still and don't be scared.'

'I'm not scared… Awww!'

The magician laughed and rubbed her palm, itching from casting the spell, against her hip. The girl bent over and gazed at her knee.

'Oooh,' she said. 'It doesn't hurt any more! And there's no hole… Was that magic?'

'You've guessed it.'

'Are you a witch?'

'Guessed again. Although I prefer to be called an enchantress. To avoid getting it wrong you can call me by my name, Triss. Just Triss. Come on, Ciri. My horse is waiting at the bottom. We'll go to Kaer Morhen together.'

'I ought to run.' Ciri shook her head. 'It's not good to stop running because you get milk in your muscles. Geralt says-'

'Geralt is at the keep?'

Ciri frowned, pinched her lips together and shot a glance at the enchantress from beneath her ashen fringe. Triss chuckled again.

'All right,' she said. 'I won't ask. A secret's a secret, and you're right not to disclose it to someone you hardly know. Come on. When we get there we'll see who's at the castle and who isn't. And

don't worry about your muscles – I know what to do about lactic acid. Ah, here's my mount. I'll help you…'

She stretched out her hand, but Ciri didn't need any help. She jumped agilely into the saddle, lightly, almost without taking off. The gelding started, surprised, and stamped, but the girl quickly took up the reins and reassured it.

'You know how to handle a horse, I see.'

'I can handle anything.'

'Move up towards the pommel.' Triss slipped her foot into the stirrup and caught hold of the mane. 'Make a bit of room for me. And don't poke my eye out with that sword.'

The gelding, spurred on by her heels, moved off along the stream bed at a walking pace. They rode across another gully and climbed the rounded mountainside. From there they could see the ruins of Kaer Morhen huddled against the stone precipices – the partially demolished trapezium of the defensive wall, the remains of the barbican and gate, the thick, blunt column of the donjon.

The gelding snorted and jerked its head, crossing what remained of the bridge over the moat. Triss tugged at the reins. The decaying skulls and skeletons strewn across the river bed made no impression on her. She had seen them before.

'I don't like this,' the girl suddenly remarked. 'It's not as it should be. The dead should to be buried in the ground. Under a barrow. Shouldn't they?'

'They should,' the magician agreed calmly. 'I think so, too. But the witchers treat this graveyard as a… reminder.'

'Reminder of what?'

'Kaer Morhen,' Triss said as she guided the horse towards the shattered arcades, 'was assaulted. There was a bloody battle here in which almost all the witchers died. Only those who weren't in the keep at the time survived.'

'Who attacked them? And why?'

'I don't know,' she lied. 'It was a terribly long time ago, Ciri. Ask the witchers about it.'

'I have,' grunted the girl. 'But they didn't want to tell me.'

I can understand that, thought the magician. A child trained to be a witcher, a girl, at that, who has not undergone the mutations, should not be told such things. A child like that should not hear about the massacre. A child like that should not be terrified by the prospect that they too may one day hear words describing it like those which were screamed by the fanatics who marched on Kaer Morhen long ago. Mutant. Monster. Freak. Damned by the gods, a creature contrary to nature. No, I do not blame the witchers for not telling you about it, little Ciri. And I shan't tell you either. I have even more reason to be silent. Because I am a wizard, and without the aid of wizards those fanatics would never have conquered the castle. And that hideous lampoon, that widely distributed Monstrum which stirred the fanatics up and drove them to such wickedness was also, apparently, some wizard's anonymous work. But I, little Ciri, do not recognise collective responsibility, I do not feel the need to expiate the events which took place half a century before my birth. And the skeletons which are meant to serve as an eternal reminder will ultimately rot away completely, disintegrate into dust and be forgotten, will disappear with the wind which constantly whips the mountainside…

'They don't want to lie like that,' said Ciri suddenly. 'They don't want to be a symbol, a bad conscience or a warning. But neither do they want their dust to be swept away by the wind.'

Triss raised her head, hearing a change in the girl's voice. Immediately she sensed a magical aura, a pulsating and a rush of blood in her temples. She grew tense but did not utter a word, afraid of breaking into or disrupting what was happening.

'An ordinary barrow.' Ciri's voice was becoming more and more unnatural, metallic, cold and menacing. 'A mound of earth which will be overgrown with nettles. Death has cold blue eyes, and the height of the obelisk does not matter, nor does the writing engraved on it matter. Who can know that better than you, Triss Merigold, the Fourteenth One of the Hill?'