Sarah Sparrow - A Guide for Murdered Children
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- Название:A Guide for Murdered Children
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- Издательство:Blue Rider Press
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- Год:2018
- Город:New York
- ISBN:978-0-399-57452-8
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Now the old, haunting curiosities had come back, and she wondered what that meant…
Tonight, new arrivals were due. As always, Annie wasn’t sure they’d make it. Everyone of course had the address she handed them on the train, but it usually took a week or so for them to appear as landlords at the church. It was inevitable that they would; it simply had never happened that a child from the train hadn’t. And when they did, all would be well.
She wrote the boy’s name, Troy, on a Guide , in Roman-looking letters—very masculine but still fun. On another she wrote the girl’s, Maya, in gold. Then she drew a little unicorn head without knowing why, dusting glitter over the sprig of Elmer’s glue that made its horn.
WILLOW UNBOUND
1.
The Meadows staff strongly suggested that he transition to a halfway house. (In the final days of rehab, they always pushed hard for a “plan.”) The flowcharts demonstrated that your best shot was to move into a sober living situation. If you run straight home and stop going to meetings, warned a counselor, relapse is one hundred percent.
The Big Book said “half measures availed us nothing,” but Willow compromised and decided to stay with his kid. He’d only visited the house in Marlette twice—once for the birth of his grandson and another for the burial of Pace’s dog, the same guilt-puppy he’d flown in from New York to give to his daughter on her sixteenth birthday. It died last year on her thirty-first.
Geoff, Pace’s husband, grew up in Marlette, a city in Sanilac County that was even smaller than Saggerty Falls. He tended bar and was an all-around decent fellow who actually looked up to Willow—a lucky turn, because he’d never have agreed to the layover if Geoff was an asshole. The cottage was lovely and well kept, and it was wonderful to see Larkin. He noticed the toddler was walking a little funny. Pace said the pediatrician told her it was a muscle thing that he’d grow out of. “He said it’s really common.” Really? Right, Willow wanted to say. He’s just like the millions of other kids out there hopping around like fucking wounded kangaroos. He pictured Geoff breaking the boy’s leg in a fit of anger but dismissed the brain video as a dark, reflexive cop fantasy because it didn’t remotely fit the picture. Larkin was happy as a clam and clearly loved his daddy.
So there he was in Marlette, “the heart of the thumb,” an hour due south from the unmanicured tip of the nail, Port Hope, where the detective resided—and an hour north of the old Saggerty Falls stomping grounds. There he was, in yet another borrowed room. This one happened to be in an attic. He’d become a squatter in other people’s lives, a grizzled rehab gypsy, a stranger in other people’s narratives, not to mention his own. At least he didn’t have to share this room with drug addicts, drunks and sundry other dueling disorderheads, a detail that for the moment offset the unmentionable negatives—that he had $17,346 to his name and an iffy pension; that he was lost, adrift, aged out, invisible to the unfairer sex; that his future looked the same as his bleak, checkered past. Was there even the old standby left called Hope? Dubya still named it that but the edifice was in the midst of collapsing into itself, like a slow-motion film of a demolished building.
The meeting at First United Methodist, five miles from his daughter’s home, was decent enough. There were some attractive ladies—garden-variety 12-Step newcomers with the world’s shortest dresses and shittiest tattoos—but try as he may, he couldn’t even make eye contact, let alone get any action. He’d lost the thread of what was “attractive,” anyway. Attractive in rehab and Alcoholics Anonymous was different from attractive in the world. One thing he did know: he wasn’t sexy anymore. He wanted to get the fuck out of there. He was tempted to stay till the end so he could at least hold one of the hotties’ hands during the Lord’s Prayer, but the goal was just too pathetic.
He got up during a share, poured himself a cup of coffee and walked right out the door.
As he left the church parking lot, he thought it might be time to refill his Cialis prescription. Trouble was, it was so damn expensive. Everyone bitched and moaned about the high cost of EpiPens and cancer pills but no one said boo about the usurious cost of dick stiffeners. Where was the outrage? Maybe he’d talk to his son-in-law about getting some over the Internet. Maybe Geoff had his own secret stash. But why even bother, when he was nonexistent to women? At least he was out of rehab and halfway home.
He’d been on the fence but Pace insisted he come. “I want to cushion your reentry, Dub-Daddy,” she said. What shocked Willow was that he’d acquiesced. Must be gettin’ soft.
They sat at the dinner table while Larkin watched TV nonsense from a beanbag chair.
The fried chicken was very, very good.
It was more than very good, considering what he’d been eating at the Meadows. Which hadn’t been all that bad, but there’s just something about the taste of food when it’s been cooked for three versus a hundred. He and Geoff shot the shit about this and that. His daughter didn’t say a word. She was biding her time. Finally, she said, “So how was it?”
—the dumb, elephant-in-the-room question that had been on respectful moratorium, waiting to be voiced.
“Well,” said Willow. “It was weird and it was beautiful.”
Pace smiled wryly. She loved her dad’s way. “Any celebs?”
“Not really. Maybe a pop singer or two.”
“Oh my God, who ?”
“Didn’t catch their names.”
He was fucking with her just a little.
“Are you serious?” she said, outraged.
“Didn’t see the superstars all that much. They were in a different group—with the sex addicts. There was one… a dark-haired gal.”
Pace didn’t know if he was kidding. “Selena Gomez?”
“That doesn’t ring a bell.”
“Daddy, if you don’t remember her name, I am going to kill you.”
“Hell, he couldn’t tell you her name even if he knew it,” said Geoff. “It’s an anonymous program.” He winked at his father-in-law. “Right, Dubya?”
“The man is absolutely correct,” said Willow. “Anonymity is the spiritual foundation of all our traditions, ever reminding us to place principles before celebrities.”
“Don’t give me that bullshit! Nothing’s anonymous anymore. You better call some of your friends who were there and ask them.”
“Listen to your husband. I could never rat out my trudging buddies, Baby Girl.”
“Oh right,” she scoffed. They were all enjoying their fun.
“And it especially applies to me,” he said. “I mean, as a retired law enforcement officer.”
“I’ll get it out of you yet.”
“If you need some cash,” said Geoff to Willow, “you could always sell that shit to DMZ on the down-low.”
“It’s TMZ , dipshit,” laughed Pace.
“That time may already be approaching,” said Willow.
Pace let it go and said, sincerely, “You look great, Dad.”
“She’s right,” said Geoff. “You look rested. Healthy.”
“Well, thank you. I feel pretty good.” What else could he say? He added his signature sign-off: “Onward.”
2.
A few hours after dinner, there was a gentle rap on the door of his room in the attic. He was feeling like Anne Frank up there.
Pace had a plate of cookies and a thermos of ice with Diet Dr Pepper, just how he liked it. She sat cross-legged on the floor.
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