A. Hartley - Will Power

“Whatever. If they wanted me dead, why didn’t the king just execute me?” I asked.

“Some in Phasdreille’s ruling council expected to be able to use you as a weapon. But the Pale Claw sect, who are bent on the destruction of all who are not pure-blooded members of their race, were sufficiently doubtful of your natural inclinations that they tried to kill you before your allegiance had become clear. I suspect that they were also responsible for trying to discredit you in the eyes of the court during the palace festivities two nights ago. Yes, we have heard much of your experiences through your friends and they have spoken for you. If they had not. .” his voice trailed off and he shrugged again. “Well,” he concluded, “they did. We trust them. So.”

It wasn’t a ringing vote of confidence but it was as good as I was going to get.

“Now you are here,” Orgos cut in, “and Mithos and I have spoken on your behalf, but you can’t expect them to instantly treat you as one of them. But don’t worry, Will. You will have time to prove yourself to them soon enough.”

Splendid , I thought. It was almost funny how keen my friends were for me to prove myself by risking life and limb. Whenever Orgos talked of “proving myself,” part of my intestine seemed to wrap itself around my kidneys and squeeze. To less flamboyantly noble people, “proving oneself” might hinge on an enthusiastically worded testimonial from Someone High Up. To Orgos, it meant facing sizable armies while armed with a modestly sized baguette. When Orgos says that you’re going to show them what you’re made of, you can usually take it literally.

“You want me to storm Phasdreille by myself?” I suggested.

“That wouldn’t be practical at the moment,” Orgos answered seriously.

“Fine,” I replied bitterly. “Later this afternoon, perhaps. In the meantime, I could clean up the forest; you know, drain the swamp, make everything grow, and build a row of gazebos along the riverbank. Do goblins like gazebos? I mean, I’d hate them to be disappointed in me.”

“Don’t call them goblins,” Orgos answered, with a look at Toth.

“What?”

“Don’t call them. .”

“I heard what you said. It was a rhetorical ‘what?’ As in: You must be joking.”

“I’m not joking.”

“Then what should I call them?” I demanded petulantly.

“This land is called Stehnmarch,” said Toth. “It was called that long before those you call the fair folk came to it. We, its inhabitants, are therefore the Stehnish, or Stehnites. That’s all. ‘Goblin’ is a foul word and no one here uses it. You might bear that in mind.”

Sure. A name is a name. If it kept their steel out of my spinal cord, I’d call their enemy the Arak Drül and I’d call them the Stehnish, but they sure as hell looked like goblins to me. But you know what they say: If it looks like a duck and quacks like a duck, it’s probably something altogether nobler, like maybe a unicorn.

I was considering this, absently watching Orgos shave with his leaf-bladed dagger and wondering why he bothered going through this little ritual every day, when one of the worthy Stehnites graced us with his company. “Captain Orgos,” he said. “You are required in the meeting hall immediately.”

Orgos nodded promptly and put his knife away. I watched the honorable Stehnishman leave with Toth, then turned on the sword-master with astonishment. “Captain? You’ve allied yourself with this rabble?”

“Why not? Their cause is just.”

“You think.”

“I know.”

“That’s not the point!” I spluttered. “Look at them! Not at whether they’re goblins or not,” I added hastily, seeing him ready to interject. “I mean, look at their army, if you can call it that. They’re disorganized, untrained, poorly armed. .”

“The last I’ll grant you,” said Orgos, wiping his face and heading back to the stairs. “But they are not disorganized, and they are passionate soldiers.”

“But untrained.”

“Well, yes, largely, but-”

“And you’ve joined up with these goblin idiots-sorry, Stehnite idiots-to fight against the likes of Sorrail and his archers and his horsemen?”

“They need me,” Orgos answered.

“So you have to fight for them?”

“Yes.”

“Do you have to stand up with every weak and crippled force that you think has a genuine grievance regardless of whether they’re going to get flattened like a ladybug charging a rhino?”

“Yes,” he said. And that, I suppose, was the end of that. And him, probably.

“I’d better get my sword sharpened,” I said, miserably.

“So, you will fight?”

“No. I was planning on slashing my wrists now,” I answered. “You know, nip all that pointless hope in the bud.”

“They need you, Will,” said Orgos, giving me one of his level, sincere looks.

“No one needs me,” I replied quickly. “And no, I’m not looking for sympathy. I’m just telling the truth. I’m virtually useless in a battle. I can shoot a crossbow, but I’ve seen farm animals that could be trained to do that. I can barely draw a sword without slicing something crucial off myself. My best hope is that the enemy will laugh themselves to death.”

“But if your heart is true-” Orgos began.

“Rubbish,” I cut in. “And anyway, my heart isn’t true. In fact, if we’re being honest, lies are my strong suit. You need someone to swear on everything holy that black is white, I’m your man. But give me something pointed and ask me to lay down my life for truth, virtue, and some very dodgy-looking Stehnites and you’re on a loser.”

“I get the point,” said Orgos.

“Sorry.”

“Well, you’ll probably change your mind.”

“I doubt it.”

“Let me rephrase that,” said Orgos thoughtfully. “You’ll have to change your mind.”

My internal alarm bells began clanging heavily. “What does that mean?” I demanded.

“Well. .” Orgos began with a look as close to sheepish as he was ever likely to manage. “How long have we been friends, Will?”

“Nowhere near long enough to justify whatever you’re about to say.”

“How many times have I saved your life?”

“What have you done?”

There was a weighty pause and he took a long breath. “We had a meeting last night after you had gone to bed.”

“Who’s we?” I demanded, now surly and apprehensive.

“Mithos, Lisha, and several of the Stehnite leaders.”

“Why do I wish I had been there?” I mused aloud.

“I knew you wanted to, well, prove yourself to the Stehnites, so. .”

“That was you!” I exclaimed. “I never wanted to prove myself to anyone. You wanted that. I wanted to prove how little I cared about anything, and did so by drinking about eight pints.”

“Well, I made it sound like you’d volunteered,” Orgos continued, undaunted and smiling, as if I would thank him for all this one day.

“To do what?”

“It’s best if the Stehnite Council tells you.”

“No, it’s not. It’s best if you spill your guts before I have to spill mine less figuratively.”

I had been so engrossed in this ominous exchange that I hadn’t noticed Mithos’s soundless approach. Suddenly he was beside me. He gave us a brief look and said, in a tone whose seriousness was almost sinister, “It’s time.”

The Stehnite Council was eighteen men strong-or rather, as Renthrette would have annoyingly pointed out, was eighteen persons strong: Eight of them were women. All of them were dressed in darkly grand fashion, many sporting armor made of ancient metal and leather laced together at the edges and shaped outlandishly into horns, veined wings, and other animal parts, many hung with colored horsehair or feathers. Some wore armored masks, others clasped heirloom weapons finer than any I had seen in Phasdreille, and all of them seemed lost in memories of ancient times. Among them was Toth, so quiet and dignified that I did not initially recognize him. He was seated with a naked blade across his knees and, like the rest of them, his face was somber and thoughtful.