L. Modesitt - Mage-Guard of Hamor

"Word is that you should have been an arms-mage," ventured Laryn. "One of the mage-clerks said you disarmed every one of them, just using a truncheon."

"There are advantages to having been a patrol mage in Swartheld," Rahl replied. "I can't use chaos, and that meant I had to be good with the truncheon."

"That's why the best mage-guards with the army are those who can handle a blade," Devalyn pointed out. "You get exhausted if all you can do is throw chaos. You'll run out of chaos before the enemy runs out of armsmen."

Rhyett gave Devalyn a hard look.

"That's what Khedren says," added Devalyn.

No one pressed Rahl on what Taryl had in mind for the rest of the meal, and when he had finished, he made his way to the library.

Rahl had read enough of the two mage-guard histories, more than enough, he thought, and he began to peruse the shelves to see if he could find any volumes of the old poets. Most of the verse, he discovered, was rather more florid than what he'd heard, as he read the opening of something called "Remembrances Past."

Evening's soft hues seep o'er the hamlet's green, with magely tints to harmonize the scene, stilled is the crack that through the village broke when to the ground crashed down their ancient oak…

Surely, there had to be something that he could memorize and use, as necessary, if sparingly, to suggest he'd read something.

One set of lines suggested Saulya to him.

You spoke and smiled, and I believed

By every sound and word deceived…

Another set of lines bewildered him more than anything else at first, and he read them several times.

As if your deepest thoughts had been screed clear and in the glass set forth with every fear, while we stand a hundred kays apart order links us life to life, heart to heart.

Could an ordermage actually use a glass to see something hundreds of kays away-or sense what someone was feeling? Certainly, Rahl could sense what someone else felt, but only when they were near. How would such a glass work? Or was it something special that had only existed in ancient Cyad?

He finally left those lines of verse and leafed on through the book.

Rahl had only found two or three sets of lines that he had committed-he hoped-to memory when Taryl appeared. Rahl quickly reshelved the books and hurried out after Taryl, who, in turn, led him back down to the underground chamber.

The older mage-guard did not speak until he had closed the door to the small windowless chamber, lit only by a single bronze wall lamp, and stood behind the small table where Rahl had manipulated sand and water. The table was now clean, without a trace of either sand or water. "Rahl… there is a great deal at stake here, and I'll be more than happy to explain matters once we leave headquarters, but not until then."

"What about your becoming an overcommander? Can you explain that?"

"Everyone will know that in a few days. The Emperor made the appointment, but he told Dhoryk beforehand that he would. Dhoryk agreed, because he's been trying his best to discredit Fieryn's leadership and choice of seniors. Dhoryk also didn't want to cross Jubyl, not when Fieryn's already his enemy. While Fieryn didn't like it, with the Emperor and two out of the Triad supporting the choice, Fieryn really had no choice but to accede."

"So Jubyl and the Emperor were the ones who really sent you to Recluce, then?"

"I can't admit that, but I won't contradict it, either. For the moment, those matters are all you need to know."

"I can't reveal matters inadvertently if I know nothing?" Rahl tried to keep the tinge of bitterness out of his voice.

"Your shields are strong enough to hide anything, but you're not yet skilled enough to hide the fact that you're hiding something. That alone, given the right questions, would reveal more than necessary, and there is the difficulty that there are those who would use any tactic to discover certain things."

"Like Saulya or Edelya?"

Taryl laughed softly. "They're gentle by comparison to Cyphryt and Welleyn and some of their enthusiastic subordinates."

"Who is Welleyn? Rhyett mentioned him at dinner."

"Welleyn is the overcommander of the Cigoerne region, and that effectively makes him the third-most-powerful mage-guard and the equal of Cyphryt. They're both vying to succeed Fieryn."

"But don't the senior mage-guards select a successor?"

"They do, and it's usually who's the most powerful, for obvious reasons. Very few of the Triads have been chaos-mages. Fieryn and Dhoryk among the few. Now… enough of that. We can talk about such on the way to the High Command."

"Yes, ser."

"I want you to raise full personal shields. You'll need them."

Rahl did so.

"I'm going to ask you questions, and I want you to try to avoid revealing anything… or any emotion involved with the answers." Taryl extended a tendril of order and snuffed out the wall lamp.

"Yes, ser." Rahl waited in the darkness.

"Were you really so stupid as to think you could seduce that girl in Land's End with order and not get her with child?"

Rahl tried not to think about Jienela, but why had Taryl used that question?

"Did you honestly think that even a second-rate ordermaster like Puvort wouldn't have known what you'd done? Or do you just think he's second-rate because he discovered you were breaking the laws?"

Rahl tried just to think of Deybri, anything calming, behind his shields.

"Rahl! You're not paying attention. You never do, not for long enough, anyway." Taryl's voice dripped sarcasm and venom. "Why do you always think you know better? Was that why you killed the undercaptain? Because he really did know better than you, and you couldn't face it?"

Rahl could sense the disapproval, the condescension behind Taryl's words. What had he done so wrong?

"Feeling sorry for yourself now? Is that it?" Waves of scorn washed toward Rahl. "You think you're the only one in the world who's had troubles?"

Rahl knew he wasn't, but certainly more than a few of the mage-guards had led far easier and more sheltered lives than Rahl.

"Do you really think that it was just Shyret's fault that you ended up in Luba?"

The questions seemed to go on and on, as did waves of the condescension, scorn, and disappointment. What had he done to upset Taryl so much? Had he misread the older mage? And Hamor and the mage-guards?

Then, almost abruptly, Taryl stopped badgering Rahl. The older mage-guard walked past Rahl and relit the lamp before turning to face Rahl. Taryl's face was dripping sweat, and Rahl could sense the strain that the "exercise" had taken on him.

"I asked you questions designed to upset you and put you on edge, but that was merely a small sampling of what a truly cruel and disciplined mage-guard interrogator can do." Even Taryl's voice sounded tired. "You didn't do too badly, except you still feel far too guilty, and I could guess your answers to a number of the questions by the fluctuations in your shields and the level of your anger. Several times, whatever you were thinking of, you were totally effective. I think you know when that happened. You need to work on that. I suggest that you practice being very polite at the mess and projecting only friendliness. Keep everything else behind shields. Keep at it until it's a firm habit. I can't do much more with you on this, because now you'll be expecting it, and it won't have that kind of impact anymore."

Rahl could see that.

"Remember this. I like you far too much truly to batter at you, or to deceive or ensnare you. I hope you understand that." Taryl took a deep breath. "I need to wait a bit before heading upstairs. Do you have any questions?"

"I came across something in the library," Rahl offered, wanting to shift the conversation away from the failings that Taryl had exposed. "The writer mentioned screeing, and seeing someone in a glass, and also sensing what they felt through it."