C. Cherryh - Chernevog

He did not understand, except that no one in his right mind would trust the vodyanoi for anything. He thought, Sasha’s not a fool.

“Sasha’s not wholly a fool. But Hwiuur’s a great liar. He’ll try to frighten you. And if you’re going to deal with magic, Pyetr Ilyitch, you don’t deal with something like him—god, you don’t.” He put one hand on Pyetr’s back, said, quietly, compelling his attention, “Forget about my corruption. It has nothing to do with anything. I’m wanting him to hear you, right now, for whatever you want to tell him, Pyetr Ilyitch.”

He thought, It’s a trap, it has to be.

But immediately it seemed Sasha wanted assurance of him and quick as that he wanted Sasha not to trust the vodyanoi, to make no bargains that did not involve Chernevog’s guidance

No! Pyetr thought, but he doubted anyone was listening to him any longer—he knew Sasha was worried about him, and Chernevog was anxious to find Sasha before Sasha made any bargain with anything, because he needed Sasha, he was afraid Eveshka might have slipped into something that would make her—

He could not think about that. He could not even imagine Unkind of thing trying to shape itself in his mind, Eveshka would never do that, but Eveshka had never wanted to kill anybody either.

Then for no reason he could think of, and very frightened, he was sure Eveshka had conceived a baby, and that it was his, and that nothing was safe or sure in those circumstances. When? he wondered, and, Why not tell me? He was wounded, and fearing she was running from him—but he decided then Eveshka was not, she was concerned for him—

She wanted him the way Draga had wanted Chernevog, nothing to do with his own good.

That was not so. No. And of a sudden he was aware of Sasha wanting his whole attention, of Chernevog behind him again it had seemed otherwise for a moment, as if Sasha and Chernevog were face-to-face—Sasha saying, in words he could almost hear, Pyetr, listen to me, don’t listen to him, it’s very dangerous for you to listen to him.

At the bottom of his heart he was mortally afraid for his sanity. Sasha was telling him to be wary, Chernevog’s hand was holding the reins in his hand and he was leaning against Chernevog with a sense of warmth and ease he told himself was a lie.

Chernevog said, aloud, “Your young friend doesn’t want to be found. But he’s afraid of your wife—he’s afraid of her and he’s afraid of the old man’s ghost, which I think he’s found. At least he’s come to his senses. He’s very much afraid your wife is gone, Pyetr Ilyitch—at least, that she’s fallen into a trap he can’t get her out of—and so am I. He’s very much worried that you may be particularly vulnerable to her—and he wants me to keep you safe and away from her.”

“You’re lying, Snake.”

“He’s going to try to find out what he’s dealing with. I hope he survives it, I truly do: I want to know what he finds out. Most of all we don’t want to lend your wife any help—or any victims. Specially one carrying what you hold. Do we, Pyetr Ilyitch?”

“Go to hell,” he said. He refused to believe Sasha had said any such thing, even if it had elements of reason in it, even if it was thoroughly like Sasha to go to help Eveshka and try to keep his tool of a friend ignorant of it—but trusting Chernevog enough to tell him anything about his intentions was not reasonable.

Chernevog had used him to reach Sasha, that was what he had just done, Chernevog was lying to him and he hoped to the god he had not just put Sasha in more danger than he was already in.

“Hardly possible,” Chernevog said. “But the danger’s not from me. It’s not even from your wife, if that gives you any ease of mind.”

He felt too calm, too much at ease, considering what he was hearing. He hated it. He hated Chernevog for doing it to him, and he thought of breaking Chernevog’s skull—if he could so much as lift a finger toward that purpose.

Chernevog said, “Owl had no pity. He never understood my fondness for him. He did like the mice.”

It had come on him suddenly while he read, without warning… this presence of Pyetr’s-and he should have known then, Sasha thought, in one blink of an eye he should have realized that Pyetr could never have caught his attention without magic, and magic never could have gotten to him through his own precautions without Pyetr’s need to drive it.

Which meant—if he had had any forethought—Chernevog.

He leaned his elbows against Eveshka’s book, thinking—god, he had told Chernevog too much of that as it was, especially the part about the baby. He had thought of that news the instant he had felt he was truly dealing with Pyetr, it was part of his reasons and his heart had led him to admit that without so much as thinking. Now he asked himself what he had done and what he might have agreed to.

II you want to bargain, Chernevog had said, first off—don’t take anything the vodyanoi might offer: he’s easily any shapeshifter’s master, but there are things so far beyond the vodyanoi’s reach.

They’ll waste no time, Chernevog had said, gobbling him down to get you. If you’re going to want magic, young friend, don’t be modest: deal only with real power… me, for a first instance.

After which Chernevog had added, so slyly and smugly he could almost see the smile, After all, if you think I’m a bastard, what do you think my rivals are?

Deal with me or deal with them—and remember we have at least one interest very much in common. Do you want him free of me? I’m certainly willing to talk about that.

And he, perhaps foolishly: Help me at a distance. I’m not ready to bargain with anything. Keep Pyetr safe, hear me? Don’t let him follow me.

—Because he knew, he knew beyond a doubt Pyetr would bo off toward Eveshka if he had the chance; and he was, himself, so scared, so scared for ’Veshka and of Veshka—

Don’t deal with Hwiuur, Chernevog had said. Certainly he’s not my master. He may act completely on his own—I involved him once and it’s only natural he take an interest, but how fur that interest goes, or if it might involve someone else… take a lesson from me, young friend, never ask for help from subordinates. Some Things are hell to get rid of—…

Something was leaning over his shoulder of a sudden. He turned and looked, heart thumping, virtually sure it was Uulamets, terrified that the ghost had been eavesdropping.

God, the old man had hated Chernevog; and more—he had hated Pyetr… had feuded with him constantly—Uulamets was angry, he knew that he was.

Cold blasted through him like a winter gale, bringing memories of the house, memories of the lightning, the fire, the vodyanoi, muddy bones, a puddle of weed—dark, deep dark, echoing with crazed voices. He felt his knee hit the deck, felt the deckhouse slide past his arm and snag his sleeve—he was on the boat and the boat went back and form across the river, travelers came in numbers, and he was running, hiding among them, while something across the river wanted him—

There were too many memories. They tumbled one over the other, shrieking for his attention. He wanted his own, only his own, he tucked down with his arms over his ears and held on to what was Sasha Misurov with the barest awareness of where he was or when or why.

He thought, when, after a long time, the flood had subsided… Chernevog is right: he’s fragmented, he’s not sane—god, he’s remembering things all out of order—he can’t make sense, he hates Pyetr, he’ll never accept any compromise…

Bargain with what has power, Chernevog had said. Bargain with me…

He wanted sense out of it. He wanted the ghost to find the pieces in right order, the way he remembered them—Malenkova’s house, Draga, the river house— It howled at him, it whirled about him and tumbled all the pieces out of order again in rage, frustration, fear— He cried aloud into that gale: