David Farland - Brotherhood of the Wolf

It does not matter, Gaborn told himself. I do not know what Raj Ahten is up to, but I will ride to him and demand surrender or give him his death.

Binnesman’s mount stood and drank, taking draughts of water in great gasps. Gaborn got out his feed bag and held up a last double handful of miln for his horse to eat. The warhorse whickered gratefully at Gaborn. It chewed the sweet oats, malt, and molasses quickly. Its eyes looked dull and tired.

Gaborn wiped his sticky hands on his tunic afterward, and Binnesman must have seen Gaborn’s worried expression, for he asked softly, “What troubles you, milord?”

Night was falling, the last full rays of sunlight streamed through some broken clouds. The wind off the pond blew cold in Gaborn’s face.

He spoke softly, not wanting to be heard by the lords who were still converging on the watering hole. “We’re riding into great danger. I have been wondering: How can I set a value on the lives of others? How can I Choose one man above another?”

“Choosing isn’t hard,” Binnesman said. “It’s not Choosing that pains you.”

“But how can I set a value on the lives of others?”

“Time and again you’ve shown me that you hold life precious,” Binnesman answered. “You value most people even more than they value themselves.”

“No,” Gaborn said. “My people love life.”

“Perhaps,” Binnesman said. “But just as you try to shield your weaker subjects with your own life, any man in this company” he nodded to those lords who were closing in behind—“would give his life for another.”

He was right. Gaborn would gladly give his life in service to others. He’d die nobly for them in battle, live nobly for them in times of peace.

“What is really bothering you?” Binnesman asked.

Hoping that no one else would hear, Gaborn whispered, “The Earth came to me in a dream, and has threatened to chastise me. It has warned that I must Choose the seeds of humanity, and nothing more.”

Binnesman focused completely on Gaborn now, frowning in apparent horror. The Earth Warden drew close. “Beware, milord. If the Earth chose to speak to you in a dream, it is only because you are too preoccupied to listen when you are awake. Now, tell me exactly, what did the Earth warn you against?”

“Against...Choosing too widely,” Gaborn said. “The Earth appeared in the form of my dead father, and warned me that I must learn to accept death.”

Gaborn dared not admit that he had not yet come to terms with his father’s death. The Earth asked something that was impossible for him.

The Earth had warned Gaborn that he needed to narrow his scope, to Choose only the best seeds of humanity to save through the dark season to come.

But who were the best?

Those he loved the most? Not always.

Those who contributed most to the world? Was one man’s art of more value than a baker’s skill at baking bread, or a humble peasant woman’s love for her children?

Should he Choose those who could fight best in his behalf, and thus best defend his people?

How could Gaborn set a value on life? He’d seen into the hearts of his people, and now it seemed that the gift of Earth Sight was as much a burden as a boon.

He’d seen into the hearts of others, and knew that old men loved life more fiercely than youths who should have treasured their days.

He saw into the hearts of others and seldom found men to be as virtuous as he hoped. The best soldiers, the men he most wanted as warriors, often did not value life. Too many of them were brutal creatures who loved blood and domination. Far too seldom did a virtuous man wield a sword.

Far too often Gaborn looked into the hearts of men and, as with King Lowicker, found the sight unbearable.

How then could he turn away from a simple person who deserved life, but had little to offer: babes and clubfooted boys and grandmothers tottering on the edge of doom.

Binnesman said solemnly, in a whisper that no one else nearby would hear, “You are in grave danger, milord. Those who serve the Earth must do so with perfect complicity. If you do not serve the Earth, it will withdraw your powers.”

Binnesman studied Gaborn for a long moment, frowning. “Perhaps I am at fault,” he said. “When you gained the power of Choosing, I told you to be generous. I should have warned you that a great danger also lies in being too generous. You may have to give up some that you have Chosen....Is that what you feel?”

Gaborn closed his eyes, gritted his teeth. At this moment, he could not accept death.

“Milord!” Sir Langley shouted, and he pointed toward the crest of a rounded hill a couple of hundred yards to the south.

Up there, a brown vapor stole over the fields, creeping over the hill like a grass fire, moving at about the pace that a man could walk. But no smoke rose from that fire, no flames burned within it.

Instead, grasses and low shrubs hissed and wilted in gray ruin. The creeping line of brown smoke hit a great oak, and part of the bark on it shattered and split. Its leaves turned a sickly hue and began to drop. Even the mistletoe hanging in its limbs hissed and writhed. The bachelor’s buttons at the oak’s base went from vivid blue to dullest gray in seconds.

Then the fog of destruction blew downhill.

Binnesman frowned, stroked his short beard.

Gaborn stared at the lurking mist in growing horror. “What is that?” he ventured.

“I...don’t know,” Binnesman said. “It may be a blasting spell of some kind, but I’ve never heard of one so powerful.”

“Is it dangerous to people?” Gaborn asked. “Will it kill the horses?”

Binnesman mounted his horse and rode toward the hill. Gaborn hurried to the wizard’s side, loathing the touch of that desecrating fog.

When Gaborn reached the brown haze, he smelled death and putrefaction. He immediately felt corruption around him. Even with his endowments, breathing that mist weakened every muscle. His head reeled, and Gaborn sat in his saddle, sickened to the core of his soul. He could only imagine how the mist would affect commoners.

“Ah!” he cried as he drew near Binnesman.

He looked at the wizard to see its effect on him; and Binnesman suddenly seemed older than before, the creases in his face etched more deeply, his skin grayer. He bent over in his saddle, like a frail and devastated man.

Behind Gaborn, his men left off caring for their mounts and rode up behind the King. Gaborn watched their reaction to the mist. To his surprise, they did not seem as devastated by the mist as he and Binnesman were.

“Forgive me for doubting you, my King,” Binnesman said hoarsely before the others could arrive. “You were right to insist on riding to Carris. Your powers of perception are growing, and have surpassed even mine. We must strike down whatever is causing this defilement.”

Gaborn crested the hill and stared south in apprehension. In the distance, whole forests lay denuded. Skeletal branches raked the sky. Steam curled in thin wisps from gray mounds of grass.

The Earth was in torment. Gaborn could feel it in every muscle and bone.

Three warriors sat ahorse half a mile in the distance, gazing back at Gaborn. One wore the horned helm of Toom, another carried the long rectangular shield of Beldinook. The third wore full plate in the elaborately decorative style of warriors from Ashoven.

Such disparate styles of armor would only be worn by Knights Equitable. The three peered at Gaborn a moment, and the warrior from Toom raised his right hand in a sign of peace, as he urged his horse toward the hill.

A huge man with an enormous axe strapped across his back and a deadly gleam in his eyes, he raced to Gaborn’s side. Horror showed in his countenance. He studied the twenty men at Gaborn’s back. “Is this all, Your Highness? Is this all the army you bring?”