He could not say any of those things. They lay too deeply in his heart.
When this is over, I'll tell her. When we have time.
"But I want to hear about you," he said, changing the subject. "You look different. Have you grown since I saw you?"
"Maybe a little," Bant said, pleased. Her short height had always bothered her. "And I'm eleven now."
"Soon you'll be a Padawan," Obi-Wan teased.
Bant did not catch his teasing tone. Her eyes were serious as she nodded. "Yes. Yoda and the Council think I am ready."
Obi-Wan was startled. Because of her small size and trusting nature, Bant had always seemed even younger than she was. She had always tagged after him and his best friends Reeft and Garen Muln. "You're young to be chosen," he said.
"It is not age but ability that marks a turning point," Bant answered.
"Now you sound like Yoda again."
Bant giggled. "I am quoting Yoda."
"And what about Garen?" Obi-Wan asked.
"Garen is taking an extra tutorial in piloting," Bant answered. "Yoda thinks his reflexes are especially acute. The Jedi need pilots for missions.
He's taking his lesson now in the simulator, or he would have come to see you."
"And where's Reeft?" Obi-Wan asked with a smile. "The dining hall?"
Bant laughed. Their Dresselian friend was known for greedy enjoyment of food. "He was chosen as the Padawan of Binn Ibes. He's off on his first mission."
A pang shot through Obi-Wan. So Reeft was a Padawan now. Bant would be soon. Garen had been chosen for special missions. All of his friends were moving forward as he stood still. No, worse than that. As he moved backward.
He had been the first to leave the Temple. Now he would be standing on the landing platform, waving to his friends as they departed, one after the other. He turned away so that Bant couldn't see the longing on his face.
"What about Qui-Gon?" Bant asked. "Do you know if he'll take you back once the Council does?"
Leave it to Bant. She always managed to get to the truth of the issue.
Since she spoke what was in her heart, she expected others to do the same.
"I don't know," Obi-Wan said. He bent down to trail a hand in the water, trying to hide his face.
"You know, I thought he was forbidding at first," Bant remarked. "I was a little afraid of him. But I came to see how gentle he is. I'm sure the way will be smoothed between you."
"I didn't know you knew Qui-Gon at all," Obi-Wan said, surprised.
"Oh, yes," Bant said. "I helped him and Tahl with the theft investigation when you were on Melida/Daan."
Curious now, Obi-Wan turned to ask her what she had done, but a strange noise interrupted him. Bant and Obi-Wan looked overhead. A grinding noise filled the air.
They stared up. At first they saw only what they were meant to see: a brilliant sun in a blue sky. Then everything seemed to happen at once. There was a dimming in the light, and suddenly, an object crashed down through the sky, which they could now see was only a scrim. The skeletal forms of catwalks and the blocks of illumination banks were revealed. Part of a horizontal tunnel swung in midair.
"It's the horizontal turbolift," Bant said, horrified. "It's going to crash!"
Obi-Wan saw everything in a flash, but with the clarity of slow motion.
The turbolift ran horizontally high above, crossing above the lake and surrounding trails. Normally, it was hidden from view by the glare from the giant illumination banks. But a portion of the lift had fallen through its shaft, knocking out a bank of lights.
"The repulsorlift engines must have blown," Obi-Wan guessed. "It's hanging by a thread."
"That turbolift links the nursery and care centers for the younger children to the dining halls," Bant said, her eyes on it. "It could be filled with children." She wrenched her eyes away.
"I don't have my comlink," Obi-Wan said quickly. "It was damaged on Melida/Daan."
"I'll go," Bant decided. "You stay in case… in case it falls."
Bant streaked away. Obi-Wan knew she was heading for the comm unit at the entrance to the lake level. He could not tear his eyes from the turbolift. The shaft swayed slightly. Any moment it could plunge into the lake below.
But the turbolift held.
He couldn't stand around and do nothing. Obi-Wan scanned the tech area overhead. He hadn't realized what a maze of catwalks it was. If the children could climb out of the turbolift, they could escape over the catwalks to the tech service level….
The thought flashed across his mind and he sprinted toward the tech door hidden in the foliage. He burst through and pressed the button for the vertical lift tube. Nothing happened. Obi-Wan turned and saw a narrow staircase heading up.
He took the stairs two at a time, his legs pumping, his muscles tiring as the long climb went on. Still he did not falter.
At last he burst out onto the top level. A tunnel led to a series of doors marked with numbers: B27, B28, B29, and on and on. Which door would lead to a catwalk closest to the damaged turbolift?
Obi-Wan paused. His heart was beating furiously. He wanted to charge ahead, but he would waste precious time if he didn't think this through. He oriented himself to the floor below, picturing where the turbolift hung.
Then he quickly walked down the tunnel past the doors until he felt he was close to where the lift would be. He pressed the button marked access on door B37. The door hissed open and he stepped out onto a small landing.
The turbolift still hung precariously out in the middle of the giant space. If he followed the catwalk, it would bring him close to the part of the shaft that was still intact. He could cut a hole in it with his lightsaber by leaning over the catwalk railing. Then he would have to hoist himself into the shaft and walk a short distance to the turbolift.
If the shaft didn't break free because of his weight..
Obi-Wan knew he would have to take the chance. Peering over the catwalk, he could see that Bant hadn't arrived with help. If the service lift tube was out of order, perhaps the comm unit was as well.
Quickly he moved down the catwalk. Massive illumination banks surrounded him. Peering through them, he could see the glint of the lake far below. Even the tallest trees seemed impossibly small from this height.
When he reached the area of the shaft that curved close to the catwalk, Obi-Wan powered up his lightsaber. Carefully and slowly, he carved an opening in the shaft. He did not want the peeled metal to fall back into the shaft itself. Then he returned his lightsaber to his belt.
He climbed over the railing. Now there was nothing between him and the lake hundreds of meters below. He could not hear any noise from the turbolift, but he felt the ripples of distress and fear. He could sense that children were trapped inside.
Obi-Wan slid himself halfway into the shaft. Without letting go of the railing, he tested his weight. The shaft didn't wobble, or make a noise. It would hold him. He eased off the catwalk, ready to spring back if the shaft began to swing. But it didn't move.
He would have to move slowly. If he ran, the vibration could jostle the shaft and it could break free. Obi-Wan closed his mind against the dark lake below, the image of trapped children falling. He began to walk. The shaft was dark, and he activated his lightsaber for illumination. Ahead he could see the bulky form of the turbo-lift. As he drew closer, he could hear the deep voice of a Jedi caretaker and the occasional murmuring of the children.
His progress was agonizingly slow, but he reached the turbolift wall at last. He tapped on it.
"It's Obi-Wan Kenobi," he called. "I'm in the turbolift shaft."
"It's Ali-Alann," the deep voice said. "I am the children's caretaker."
"How many are inside?"
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