Robert Silverberg - Starman's Quest

Alan was too stunned to reply for several moments. In a whisper he said finally, “Max?”

“Of course. And lucky for you I’m who I am, too. John, step out here in the light where he can see you. Alan, meet John Byng. Free Status, Class B.”

The man who had originally attacked him came forward now, into the light of the street-glow. He was shorter than Alan, with a lean, almost fleshless face and a scraggly reddish-brown beard. He looked cadaverous. His eyeballs were stained a peculiar yellowish tinge.

Alan recognized him—a Class B man he had seen several times at various parlors. It was not a face one forgot easily.

Byng handed over the thick stack of bills he had taken from Alan. As he pocketed them, Alan said in some annoyance, “A very funny prank, Max. But suppose I had burned your friend’s belly, or he had stabbed me?”

Hawkes chuckled. “One of the risks of the game, I guess. But I know you too well to think that you’d burn down an unarmed man, and John didn’t intend to stab you. Besides, I was right here.”

“And what was the point of this little demonstration?”

“Part of your education, m’boy. I was hoping you’d be held up by one of the local gangs, but they didn’t oblige, so I had to do it myself. With John’s help, of course. Next time remember that there may be an accomplice hiding in the shadows, and that you’re not safe just because you’ve caught one man.”

Alan grinned. “Good point. And I guess this is the best way to learn it.”

The three of them went upstairs. Byng excused himself and vanished into the extra room almost immediately; Hawkes whispered to Alan, “Johnny’s a dreamduster—a narcosephrine addict. In the early stages; you can spot it by the yellowing of the eyeballs. Later on it’ll cripple him, but he doesn’t worry about later on.”

Alan studied the small, lean man when he returned. Byng was smiling—a strange unworldly smile. He held a small plastic capsule in his right hand.

“Here’s another facet of your education,” he said. He looked at Hawkes. “Is it okay?”

Hawkes nodded.

Byng said, “Take a squint at this capsule, boy. It’s dreamdust—narcosephrine. That’s my kick.”

He tossed the capsule nonchalantly to Alan, who caught it and held it at arm’s distance as if it were a live viper. It contained a yellow powder.

“You twist the cap and sniff a little,” Hawkes said. “But don’t try it unless you hate yourself real bad. Johnny can testify to that.”

Alan frowned. “What does the stuff do?”

“It’s a stimulant—a nerve-stimulant. Enhances perception. It’s made from a weed that grows only in dry, arid places—comes from Epsilon Eridani IV originally, but the galaxy’s biggest plantation is in the Sahara. It’s habit-forming—and expensive.”

“How much of it do you have to take to—to get the habit?”

Byng’s thin lips curled in a cynical scowl. “One sniff. And the drug takes all your worries away. You’re nine feet tall and the world’s your plaything, when you’re up on dream dust. Everything you look at has six different colors.” Bitterly Byng said, “Just one catch—after about a year you stop feeling the effect. But not the craving. That stays with you forever. Every night, one good sniff—at a hundred credits a sniff. And there’s no cure.”

Alan shuddered. He had seen dreamdust addicts in the advanced state—withered palsied old men of forty, unable to eat, crippled, drying up and nearing death. All that for a year’s pleasure!

“Johnny used to be a starman,” Hawkes said suddenly. “That’s why I picked him for our little stunt tonight. I thought it was about time I introduced you two.”

Alan’s eyes widened. “What ship?”

“ Galactic Queen. A dreamdust peddler came wandering through the Enclave one night and let me have a free sniff. Generous of him.”

“And you—became an addict?”

“Five minutes later. So my ship left without me. That was eleven years ago, Earthtime. Figure it out—a hundred credits a night for eleven years.”

Alan felt cold inside. It could have happened to him, he thought—that free sniff. Byng’s thin shoulders were quivering. The advanced stage of addiction was starting to set in.

Byng was only the first of Hawkes’ many friends that Alan met in the next two weeks. Hawkes was the center of a large group of men in Free Status, not all of whom knew each other but who all knew Hawkes. Alan felt a sort of pride in being the protege of such an important and widely-known man as Max Hawkes, until he started discovering what sort of people Hawkes’ friends were.

There was Lorne Hollis, the loansman—one of the men Steve had borrowed from. Hollis was a chubby, almost greasy individual with flat milky gray eyes and a cold, chilling smile. Alan shook hands with him, and then felt like wiping off his hand. Hollis came to see them often.

Another frequent visitor was Mike Kovak of the Bryson Syndicate—a sharp-looking businessman type in ultra-modern suits, who spoke clearly and well and whose specialty was forgery. There was Al Webber, an amiable, soft-spoken little man who owned a fleet of small ion-drive cargo ships that plied the spacelines between Earth and Mars, and who also exported dreamdust to the colony on Pluto, where the weed could not be grown.

Seven or eight others showed up occasionally at Hawkes’ apartment. Alan was introduced to them all, and then generally dropped out of the conversation, which usually consisted of reminiscences and gossip about people he did not know.

But as the days passed, one thing became evident: Hawkes might not be a criminal himself, but certainly most of his friends operated on the far side of the law. Hawkes had seen to it that they stayed away from the apartment during the first few months of Alan’s Earther education; but now that the ex-starman was an accomplished gambler and fairly well skilled in self-defense, all of Hawkes’ old friends were returning once again.

Day by day Alan increasingly realized how innocent and childlike a starman’s life was. The Valhalla was a placid little world of 176 people, bound together by so many ties that there was rarely any conflict. Here on Earth, though, life was tough and hard.

He was lucky. He had stumbled into Hawkes early in his wanderings. With a little less luck he might have had the same sort of life Steve had had … or John Byng. It was not fun to think about that.

Usually when Hawkes had friends visiting him late at night, Alan would sit up for a while listening, and then excuse himself and get some sleep. As he lay in bed he could hear low whispering, and once he woke toward morning and heard the conversation still going on. He strained his ears, but did not pick up anything.

One night early in October he had come home from the games parlor and, finding nobody home, had gone immediately to sleep. Some time later he heard Hawkes and his friends come in, but he was too tired to get out of bed and greet them. He rolled over and went back to sleep.

But later that night he felt hands touching him, and he opened an eye to see Hawkes bending over him.

“It’s me—Max. Are you awake?”

“No,” Alan muttered indistinctly.

Hawkes shook him several times. “Come on—get up and put some clothes on. Some people here who want to talk to you.”

Only half comprehending, Alan clambered unwillingly from bed, dressed, and splashed cold water in his face. He followed Hawkes back inside.

The living room was crowded. Seven or eight men were there—the ones Alan thought of as the inner circle of Hawkes’ cronies. Johnny Byng, Mike Kovak, Al Webber, Lorne Hollis, and some others. Sleepily Alan nodded at them and took a seat, wondering why Hawkes had dragged him out of bed for this.