Walter Williams - The Rift

Jason strove for words to express his surging feelings, the thoughts that whirled in his head. Found himself baffled. “This race thing,” he said finally. “It's really fucked.”

*

The diarrhea at Clarendon was responding to treatment. Dr. Patel went home for his first sleep in days, and Omar returned to his office. Omar had ordered David to stay away from Woodbine Corners- had sent him out patrolling with Merle, in fact, on the other end of the parish, down by the Bayou Bridge.

Merle and David were the two key people he absolutely wanted away from the A.M.E. camp. He wasn’t going to go anywhere near the camp himself, especially not today. Deniability was an absolute necessity.

Containment. That’s what Omar was after. Build a nice fence around everything.

Omar’s head throbbed. A sharp icepick pain flamed beneath his sternum. Sometimes it seemed he could barely breathe.

It was ten in the morning. Knox and Jedthus and their people should be about their work by now. Work he did not, officially, know about.

That’s why he was surprised when Jedthus walked into his office. Omar looked up in surprise. “What’s going on?” he said.

Jedthus carefully closed the door before speaking. “We’ve been ready to go,” he said. “You know, do the necessary at the camp. But Knox didn’t turn up. He was supposed to join us at eight o’clock.”

“Says which?” Omar was thunderstruck. “He’s gone?”

“He’s not gone, he’s asleep .”

“What?”

“I went to where he’s been staying- Sunny Spence’s old storefront, you know- and there he was. I tried to wake him up, but he just rolled over and went back to sleep.”

“Is he sick?”

“He’s-” Jedthus hesitated. “You’d best see for yourself, Omar.”

Sunny Spence’s Dress Shoppe and Gifts, on Beauregard Street, had been closed for five years. No other business had wanted to rent the building, so the place had remained boarded up till the parish, under emergency decrees, had opened the place to refugees. It had survived the quakes remarkably well for a building that hadn’t been maintained in ages. Omar had given it to the Crusaders as a crash pad.

Knox was asleep, lying atop a down sleeping bag behind the counter. Clothing and sleeping bags belonging to the other Crusaders lay around the store. A pistol, a shotgun, and a deputy’s badge sat atop the counter, within arm’s reach of where Knox lay. Knox wore only his undershorts and was curled up on his side in a fetal position.

“Hey Micah,” Omar bent down- the movement sent pain ringing through his head- and shook Knox’s shoulder. “Micah, it’s time to get up.” His nose wrinkled at Knox’s acidic body odor. “Man,” he said, “this boy needs a bath.”

Omar shook Knox again. Knox gave a kind of sigh, and then his eyelids cracked open. “Oh, hi Omar,” he said, then rolled on his back, smiled a little, and went back to sleep.

“Son of a bitch,” Omar said. He straightened, and looked in stunned amazement at the needle tracks that ran up and down Knox’s arms.

“God damn,” he said.

“Yeah,” Jedthus said. “We got us a junkie, Omar. You figure he’s OD’d?”

No wonder he always wore long sleeves, Omar thought. And the way he smelled- that was the drugs coming out in his sweat.

Fury sang through Omar’s nerves. “What’s he using?” he demanded. It had to be an upper, from the way Knox was always jumping around. “Damn it,” Omar said, “I searched this boy!”

Omar tore through Knox’s belongings- upended the toiletry bag, flipped through the pages of Hunter, tore the laptop computer from its foam packing- before he thought to open the big, heavy 500-count bottle of aspirin that had fallen out among the toiletries, and shake out the Crusader’s drugs.

There was a set of needles and a syringe- the works were real doctor’s issue, not the sort found on the street and made from an eyedropper- along with a fire-blackened spoon and a baggie of brown substance, presumably heroin. There was another bag of pills: black mollies, methedrine. A third baggie with a minute amount of white powder remaining. Omar opened the baggie, tasted the substance. Crystal meth.

Speedballs, Omar thought. The classic speedball was a mixture of heroin and cocaine, but working-class stiffs used heroin and methedrine instead. You could go for days on the stuff until you hit the wall and crashed. The meth was acidic and ravaged the veins, and that would have produced Knox’s impressive rows of needle tracks in fairly short order. Though it was possible he shot only the heroin, and snorted or swallowed the speed.

“Damn it,” Omar said. “Why didn’t I see this?” Knox’s fidgeting, his slapping out rhythms on his knees or his chair, the way he kept talking, the words spilling out, the theories and the diatribes and the history and the fantasy, all run together, all confused…

Knox was deep in drug psychosis, wandering around the country, jabbering about revolution and race war while he robbed banks and spent the money on scag and crank. Omar wondered if the other Crusaders were junkies as well, if this was some kind of heavily armed, mobile drug posse.

Jesus. David had been around these people. David had fallen for their line, had wanted to join them in their underground, follow this drug-addled psychopath as he lurched from one crime to the next.

“What do we do, Omar?” Jedthus demanded. “We can’t wake him up. We can’t arrest him.” He paced around the little store. “Do I go back to the camp? Do I do the- the operation without him?”

Omar stepped away from Knox. He wanted a breath of fresh air, wanted to get Knox’s stink out of his nostrils.

If Knox wasn’t present to run the operation at the camp, Omar thought, then Jedthus was in charge. Omar, however, wasn’t inclined to trust Jedthus’s judgment. The boy was on the right side, but bone stupid. Yet if Jedthus wasn’t in charge, then Omar was in charge. And if Omar was in charge, then deniability went out the window.

Besides, he wanted Knox in control of eliminating that camp. Even if Knox was a psycho, he’d get the job done.

Knox was a weapon, Omar reminded himself. Made just for Spottswood Parish. And when his job was over- when the weapon had been fired- there would no longer be any reason for him to exist.

Omar took a breath. “Wait for Knox to wake up. Bring him some coffee and some food.”

“But Omar,” Jedthus said. “He’s OD’d!”

“He’s crashed,” Omar said. “Speed freaks do that. They run for days, but they can’t live without sleep forever.” He looked around the Shoppe, at the sleeping bags, blankets, pallets, and belongings of the other Crusaders scattered around the dusty floor.

“Do you think they’re all users?” Omar asked.

Jedthus thought about it. “They’re not all as speedy as Micah, but sometimes they’re hyped. Yeah. We’re all on twelve-hour shifts; I wondered how they held up so well.”

Omar walked to Jedthus, put a hand on his shoulder, and lowered his voice. “These people are not reliable,” he said. “Knox is a psycho. I wouldn’t trust any of them behind a dime.”

Jedthus nodded. “Yeah. I understand, Omar.”

“These kids are going to crack sooner or later,” Omar said. “And that will be bad for us. Real bad. So just be ready- we’ll have to do something about it.”

There was a moment of silence while Jedthus processed this. Then he licked his lips. “You mean-”

“I mean that action will be taken. But not now. We’ve got to deal with the camp first. Okay?”

“Yeah.” Jedthus tipped his hat back, passed a hand over his forehead. “Yeah, I understand.”