Robert Sawyer - Fossil Hunter

“I know that. But not a day goes by that I don’t think of it. It is not an easy burden to carry.”

“You bear it well.”

“Do I?” Afsan sounded surprised. “Perhaps.” He fell silent for several heartbeats. “Perhaps, indeed, some small good came of it. I will never completely forgive Emperor Dybo for allowing my blinding, but I know he feels great guilt and sadness over it. Just as I feel guilt and sadness over the death of Gampar. I can’t forgive Dybo—I try to, but I can’t. But I do understand that if he could do it over differently, he would. Just as I would.” Afsan’s muzzle creased. “I’m sorry, Cadool. I didn’t mean to burden you with stories of my past.”

Cadool bowed. “It is an honor for me to hear them… friend.”

“ ‘Friend,’ ” repeated Afsan, surprised. “We’ve known each other an awfully long time, Cadool—I count anyone whose appearance I actually know as a long acquaintance—but in all that time, you’ve never called me friend.”

Cadool looked at Afsan, almost a silhouette now in the gathering darkness. “It was not for lack of affection, Afsan. You know that. You have always been special to me. But you are a savant, you can read—” He stopped himself. “I’m sorry; you used to be able to read. We are not of equal stations in life.”

“We are friends, Cadool.”

“Yes.”

They were both quiet for a time.

“Are you sure,” Cadool said at last, “that Haldan’s death was murder? Could she not have taken her own life? Again, I don’t know anyone who has ever contemplated that, but—”

“Yes, you do, my friend. I thought about it once, when I saw what my discoveries about the Face of God would do to our people. I was atop the foremast of the Dasheter , doing a turn as lookout. I thought about jumping to the deck below.”

“Oh.” Cadool’s voice was thin.

“But, no, Gathgol has described the way in which the mirror was drawn across the throat. It could only have been done by someone standing behind Haldan while she was seated on a bench in front of her worktable. It was not suicide.”

Cadool said nothing. After a time, Afsan spoke again. “I’ve disturbed you with my own tale of pondered suicide, haven’t I?”

Cadool could have lied, of course, since Afsan couldn’t see his muzzle, but he did not. He never did. “Yes.”

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to upset you.”

“There’s much I didn’t know about you, I guess.”

“Friends should share, Cadool.” In the darkness, Afsan’s torso tipped in—Cadool’s direction. “I’m sorry to have not told you before.”

“Your secret is safe with me.”

“I know it is, Cadool. We’ve been through much together; I trust you completely.”

“I’m bowing.”

“I need someone I can trust, Cadool. I need someone to help me.”

“I am always there for you.”

“Yes, you always are. And although I may not say it often, I am grateful. It—I’m sorry, it’s just that, even though I prize your company greatly, I feel some resentment that I can’t always get along on my own. I do appreciate your help.”

“I know you do. The words aren’t necessary.”

“Sometimes,” Afsan said slowly, “I do wonder why, though. Why you give so much of your time to helping me. Early on, I could understand it. You thought I was The One foretold by Lubal. I rarely speak about claims that I’m The One, but, down deep, Cadool, you must know that it’s not true.”

“I know it. It doesn’t matter. You are trying to save our people. I have no skills, except butchery and animal handling—and those are hardly rare vocations. Helping you out is the way I play my part in saving the Quintaglio race.”

Afsan nodded. “You are a good person, Cadool.”

“Thank you—but it is my pleasure to help, for you, Afsan, you are a great person.”

“Some might say that, I suppose, but like you, I have but a single talent. I can solve puzzles; it’s all I’ve ever been really good at.”

“Except the hunt.”

Afsan nodded again. “Except the hunt.” The moons blazed overhead. “And now, Cadool, I have a difficult puzzle indeed to solve. I have sworn to find out who is responsible for the murder of Haldan. This puzzle will depend upon hearing the testimony of many people. People can lie to me, Cadool. I can’t see their muzzles. I need someone whom I trust absolutely to tell me if what I’m hearing is said honestly. I ask you now to accompany me on my quest, to be my arbiter of honesty. There is no one else I trust so completely.”

Cadool was silent for a few beats. Then: “Exactly what oath did you swear?”

“To not rest until I’d found the killer of Haldan.”

Cadool stood up. “Come with me now to the Hall of Worship, Afsan. I shall stand before the statue of Lubal and swear the same thing.”

Babnol had known this moment had to come, and she had been dreading it for days. She was up on the foredeck of the Dasheter , clad in the jacket of her snowsuit, performing one of the jobs that had been assigned to her: tightening the many knots that anchored the web of climbing ropes to the boom.

Toroca was approaching now from the rear deck, having just come up the ramp that led from his quarters. As he headed across the little connecting piece that joined the Dasheter s two diamond-shaped hulls, Babnol wondered how long ago Toroca had noticed the blue artifact was missing. Had he mulled over for days what to do about it? Or had he only now noticed its absence? Had he questioned anyone else? Or did he immediately suspect Babnol?

She bent to the task of relying knots, pretending to take no notice of his approach. Overhead, towering gray clouds marred the purple bowl of the sky.

“Greetings,” said Toroca, stopping about ten paces short of her, the word appearing as a puff of condensation.

Babnol pulled tightly on the ropes, but didn’t look up. “ Hahat dan .”

“There’s something I want to talk to you about,” Toroca said.

She gestured at the climbing web. “I’ve got a lot of work left to do still. Perhaps we can speak later?”

“No, I think now would be best. This task can wait.”

“Keenir needs it done.”

“Keenir works for me on this voyage,” said Toroca with uncharacteristic firmness. “My needs outweigh his.”

She stopped working on the knots and straightened. “Of course.”

“The object is missing from my cabin,” said Toroca.

“Object?” repeated Babnol innocently.

“The artifact from Fra’toolar. The blue hemisphere with the strange handgrip.”

“Ah,” said Babnol. “And you say it is missing?”

Toroca’s fingers flexed, a reaction of shock, an instinctive prelude to the unsheathing of claws. He recognized what was happening here, saw that Babnol had moved from him questioning her to her questioning him. It was the first step in the dance, the social custom of avoiding direct questions in uncomfortable areas. At that moment, he knew that Babnol was involved, his worst fears confirmed.

“Yes,” said Toroca, willing to play on a step or two further. “I say that object is missing.”

“You must have been surprised,” said Babnol.

“Yes.”

“Have you asked Keenir if he knows—?”

“Babnol.” Toroca spoke the name sharply. “ I will ask the questions, please.” To force direct responses was the height of bad manners.

“Why would you want to question me?” she said.

Toroca ignored that. “ I ,” he said again, with heavy emphasis, “will ask the questions.”

“I really must get back to my work,” said Babnol, grabbing the climbing ropes, yanking them, looking for another loose knot.