“By Kwaj standards, this is the Ritz.”
Reynaud nodded and mumbled his thanks. The sailor grinned and turned on the air conditioner.
“Linens are in here.” He opened a closet door. “I can make your bed for you.”
“Oh no, please. I can do it for myself.”
“Well, you got privacy and runnin’ water. What more can you ask for? See you Sunday, at Mass.”
Reynaud nodded absently and the sailor left, shutting the flimsy metal door behind him carefully. It felt as if a small, playful puppy had just gone away. Reynaud stood there, feeling bewildered, listening to the air conditioner rattle and groan and fill the trailer with a clammy, morguelike chill.
Exiled, he thought to himself. That’s what young Schmidt said, and he’s right. We’ve all been exiled to this horrible place. I sought the peace and protection of the monastery and the Pope himself pulled me away from it, exiled me here in this wretched island. Whatever becomes of me is their fault, not my own.
Stoner stalked out of the air-conditioned chill of the administration building, into the enfolding warmth of the setting sun. It was muggy, but the heat felt good after the artificial dryness of the air inside—and McDermott’s stubborn obstructionism.
Go take a long walk, Stoner commanded himself, seething. Find an empty spot on the beach and do an hour’s worth of exercising—before you punch out Big Mac’s stupid face.
McDermott was dragging his feet about the rendezvous mission. He had not yet sent his recommendation to Washington, and wouldn’t allow anyone else to make such a recommendation. Stoner had spent an hour arguing with the old man, to no avail.
Why won’t he go for it? Stoner asked himself for the twentieth time. What’s wrong with him that he can’t…?
Then he saw Jo, coming down the “company town’s” only street from the computer center, heading toward him.
“Hi, Keith,” she said brightly as she approached him. “How’re y…?” She saw the thundercloud expression on his face. “Wow! What’s got you pissed?”
“Your pal McDermott,” Stoner growled.
Jo’s own face stiffened with anger. “My pal, huh? What’s he doing now?”
“The same old crap—delaying until it’s too late to do what needs to be done.”
She eyed him tauntingly. “I think it’s the heat. It’s got old Mac down. Literally.”
Ignoring her implication, he muttered, “I’d like to put him down. Literally.”
“He’s still not going for the rendezvous flight?” Jo asked.
“He won’t even sign a memo about it.”
“Well, it is a long shot,” she said.
“We’re here to make contact with an intelligent extraterrestrial visitor, and you talk about long shots?”
“You take everything so seriously,” Jo said, reaching up to tap a fingertip against the end of his nose. “Relax. Loosen up. We’re here, we might as well enjoy it.”
He brushed her hand away as he would swipe at an annoying insect. “We’re here to make contact with that spacecraft.”
“I know that.”
“How’s it going to look if we let the damned thing get away from us?”
“We won’t,” Jo said.
“You’ve got it all figured out, do you?”
“No.” She shook her head. “But I know you. You’ll figure it out, one way or another. You’ll make Mac look good doing it, too.”
“And it won’t hurt your career, either, will it?”
“Why do you think I’m here?”
“Because Mac brought you with him,” Stoner snapped.
For an instant she looked sad, betrayed. “If you only knew,” she said softly.
“You’ll have to tell me about it sometime. Or better yet, put it into your résumé. It’ll impress the hell out of NASA.”
“Keith, you can be a real sonofabitch when you want to be, you know that?”
“It’s the heat. It’s got me down.”
“Go to hell.”
“Don’t tell me you haven’t already rewritten your resume. I know the way your ambitious little brain works.”
“You think so?”
“Sure. I can see it now, right up on the top of the page, where you list your accomplishments: ‘Research assistant, Project JOVE. Worked with elite international research team, in top-priority program to establish first contact with intelligent extraterrestrial life form.’ ”
With a satisfied smile, Jo said, “Sounds terrific. How many girls can include that in their curriculum vitae ?”
“I thought you wanted to be called women, not girls.”
“I can say girls,” Jo answered. “You have to call us women.”
“Yeah,” he said tightly. “Figures.”
Her face serious, Jo asked, “Keith, you’re not still sore at me, are you?”
“Are you still sleeping with Big Mac?”
“Oh, Christ! You’ll never figure it out, will you?”
“I’ve already figured you out, Jo.”
Her fists clenched in frustration, she said, “I don’t give a damn about Mac! Don’t you understand that?”
“Of course I understand that,” he said, icy calm, frigid with anger. “That’s what makes it so goddamned rotten.”
She started to reply, hesitated, let her hands drop to her sides. Without another word, Jo brushed past him and continued on her way toward the administration building.
Toward McDermott, Stoner told himself, as he stood alone in the middle of the dusty street and watched her walk away from him.
Grandfather, I send my voice to You.
Grandfather, I send my voice to You.
With all the universe I send my voice to You.
That I may live.
Wiwanyag Washipi : The Sun Dance of the Oglala Sioux
Jo shivered in the darkness. As she unhooked her bra and slid her panties down her long legs, she asked McDermott, “Why do you keep it so cold in here?”
From the bed, his bullfrog’s voice croaked, “So that you’ll have to huddle close to me to stay warm.”
She was glad that he kept the lights off and the drapes pulled tightly across the trailer’s windows. He couldn’t see the expression on her face. The damned bunk’s not big enough for a fatass like him by himself, Jo grumbled silently, let alone the two of us.
Still, she padded over to the bunk, pulled the covers aside and squirmed onto the few inches of tough rubbery mattress beside Big Mac. This is ruining my back, Jo thought.
“And how’s my sweet young thing this evening?” McDermott asked, reaching for her breast.
The same line, the same approach, as predictable as sunrise. But McDermott’s own rising was beyond prediction. He needed lots of Jo’s help to raise an erection. And many times nothing she did could help him.
Jo worked on him calmly, dispassionately, a graduate student working on an experiment in order to get a good grade from the professor. She could feel the tensions easing out of McDermott’s body as she massaged and fondled him.
“You’re doing fine,” she cooed. “Big, strong daddy is going to fill me up, aren’t you?”
McDermott was moaning softly, lying on his back, arms at his sides. Bending over him, Jo whispered:
“That’s a good boy…You’re getting big and strong for me…”
Finally she straddled him, rocking back and forth until he came. When she stretched out beside him again, he was whimpering. Tears wet his face.
“What’s the matter?” Jo whispered, genuinely surprised. “Are you all right?”
“They want to take it away from me,” McDermott snuffled. “It’s my project, I’m in charge, but they want to go and turn it into some kind of space cadet circus.”
“Nobody’s going to take it away from you,” she soothed. “You’re the director of the entire project.”
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