Jack Benjamin - The Paths Of Incest

I couldn't come yet, but I sure got the feeling. He kept on, with his finger working my ass and his mouth on my dick, until it happened again. Then he got up, straddled my face and worked my mouth open. I guess by then I was wondering what was so good about taking a dick in the mouth, and I didn't fight much. I just let him put it in, and I began sucking it. It was big, but it wasn't bad except at the end. He shot a whole load into my mouth and shoved his dick almost past my tonsils. All I could do was swallow it. He kept on, and by then, I was afraid to stop, so I sucked it and licked it until it got hard again. But all of a sudden, he got up, rolled me over and spread my legs. He knelt between them and began working the head of his dick into my ass-hole. It hurt a lot, but I was scared. He kept saying, "You're a better fuck than your old lady." He came inside my ass, and then he went down on me again. And while he's sucking my dick, he reaches over and plays with Jack's cock. After I boomed again, he got down on Jack, who was wide awake by then.

I was scared at first, Jack picked up the account. But when I saw that Eddie was there, and all right, I just laid there and let him suck me. That's all he did to me. He went into the bedroom after that, and came out all dressed later. He gave us two bucks, and told us he'd beat the hell out of us if we told anybody.

When he was gone, me and Eddie talked about it. I asked him if he'd liked it, and he said he did. He asked me if I'd like him to suck mine, and he did. Then I did it to him. That's all we did, just jerk off each other and suck each other, until we were about 14.

That guy used to come around a lot after that, and he'd suck us off, then he would bugger us, but Ed and I never tried it on each other, until this one night. We'd been at a Youth Rally or something like that, and I got fooling with this girl in a back room, and had her panties down. I was hot to do something to her, but I honestly didn't know just what. Oh, I knew she had a nice slit, and all, but I wanted her to put my dick in her mouth, and she wouldn't. I did make her masturbate me, and was just getting ready to put my dick in her slit, when we almost got caught and she ran one way and I ran the other.

I told Ed about it when we got home and I asked him if that was what it was like to stick a dick up somebody's ass. I was still all hot from that girl, and Ed said he'd be willing to try. I buggered him first, then he got into me. It was terrific! For the next few months, we didn't need or want anything or anybody. In fact, I never even had a girl-how about that!

Know what the old lady did when she caught us letting her boyfriend bugger us? Ed put in. She made the sonofabitch pay her for screwing us!

Subsequently, the boys took to homosexualism on a commercial basis. Arrested by juvenile authorities, they were sentenced to a term in reform school, and there, they were in constant trouble with their homosexual activities. Released, they simply "blew town" as Ed put it, and headed for California.

In a notorious "gay" bar, they were picked up by vice officers for soliciting. They related several more escapades of a sexual nature and agreed to appear next morning and ask for psychiatric help. Mrs. Ross talked with the court, mentioning some of the contributing factors, and the boys were sent to an honor farm, where they did receive treatment and therapy.

What became of them is unknown, for upon their release, they left the state.

Many psychiatrists and psychologists believe that homosexual acts take place to a high degree among very young boys, such as their pair were when they had their first experience. Normally, it lasts briefly and is thrown off as the boys mature and discover the joys of heterosexual society. Many psychiatrists agree that, if homosexual preference lasts beyond the very early teens, it is almost hopeless to change the pattern. Police and medical experts also feel that, once any form of sex is entered into on a commercial basis, the chances are that the person will continue to use sex as a means of income.

A rarity among homosexuals is incestuous homosexuality between father and son. Psychiatry has long studied and argued the question: Can homosexual tendencies be inherited? This next case history offers considerable grist for argument of this question, but from the viewpoint of both sides-environment and background, as opposed to heredity. It should be pointed out, however, that the genealogists and psychiatrists who believe that heredity is a possibility in instances of homosexuality, are in the minority.

In many ways, this is a classic case, for it reveals many contributory factors recognized by psychiatrists as leading to homosexual practices. This then, is the story of Doug and his son, Rick.

Doug grew up in the depression. As he reached manhood, he enlisted for WW II duty and served in the Navy. He says:

Prior to the Navy, I had one or two homosexual affairs. I say 'affairs' because they were more than just the experimental kid stuff. The first time I ever sucked a cock was when I was nine, but that was almost like a dare. Five of us guys were jerking off in the shack we called our clubhouse. One thing led to another, we started playing with each other's cocks, and the first thing we knew, we were blowing each other. I did it with this one kid a couple of other times after that, but then I didn't have any until I was in high school. The funny thing was, it wasn't with another high school kid. It was a kid that lived next door to us. I was 15 and he was 12. He was a model airplane nut, and had a lot of space in his dad's garage to fool with his airplane gadgets.

I walked in one afternoon, and there he is, jerking off and looking at a dirty picture book he'd copped from his father's closet. It was one of those Maggie and Jiggs books, I remember it clearly. He was embarrassed, at first. He had a shit-eating grin, but he was a nervy little bugger. He just kept on pulling his dick and he hands me the book. I got a hard on real quick, not so much from the book as from watching him jerk off. I took my cock out and sat down on the old car seat beside him, and I put his hand on my dick and I took his, and we jerked each other a little. He had a nice cock-he wasn't circumcised, and when the foreskin peeled back and that wet, red tip came out, I just wanted to suck it. I got down between his knees, and he knew what I was going to do, because he laid back and even guided his gong into my mouth. I tickled it with my tongue, running my lips and tongue up and down it, kissing his balls and nibbling a little with my teeth, until he really went wild. He grabbed my head and shoved his cock deep into my mouth. It wasn't very big. I could take it all, without gagging, and I really enjoyed it. I was a little surprised that he could shoot such a big load into my mouth, because he had a real baby face and only a little pubic fuzz-but when he did, I just kept on sucking and drained him of every drop. I kept on sucking, but he pushed me away, and grabbed for my cock, which was hard as an iron rod by then. He was wild for it, sucking hard and making grunting moans of pleasure when I came in his mouth.

We sucked each other off a couple or three times a week after that. It was Arnold that got me into the buggering bit. He got this other dirty book, about two guys and a girl and we began to wonder what it would be like to stick it in the ass.

"You want to try it on me?" he asked one day. I had wanted to, for a long time, but didn't know how to ask him to let me. Besides, I've always been that way-I have to know that the other guy really wants me, or it's no good.

He took off his pants and got on his hands and knees. I spread his ass cheeks and looked at his brown hole. Sometimes when I'd sucked his cock, I would run the tip of my finger around and into his ass-hole, but it never excited me like this. But when I tried to push it in, it hurt him, and to be honest, it hurt me a little. Arnie went and got some of his mother's cold cream and I covered my cock with it and put some on his brown. It went in easy, and I hit the ceiling with excitement. I leaned back, so I could see my cock going in and out of his ass-hole, and in a dozen strokes, I shot a load right into him. Sucking was good, but this was a thousand times better. His anal muscles were so tight, and the friction was so complete-my whole cock was getting the benefit-that sucking was just the preliminary to the main bout, after that. Arnie and I had sex balls for almost two years. I never even thought about a girl. I worked after school in a store, I delivering groceries, sacking potatoes, stocking shelves, things like that. I never thought much about having sex with any other guy. Arnie was all I wanted or needed. I even enjoyed it when he would fuck me in the ass, and we worked out a way that the one who was doing the jabbing would reach around and jerk the other guy off. Most of the time, we could even time it so we came together!