Valerie Gray: Taboo Acts Vol. III: Loving Daddy

I knew that Helen would lose her virginity to my Dad, she said so herself. Helen had experience with boys, kissing and handjobs and even blowjobs. I thought about her giving my Dad a handjob and it made me warm inside.

We put our stuff back in the car and headed back. While driving home, I looked at my father and thought how lucky I am to have such a wonderful and cool dad.

The last week of school flew by and the last track meet finally arrived. I was scheduled to do two cross country runs and as always, my dad came along to watch. He was always proud of my performance regardless whether I came in first or last. It was really hot that day and I could feel that I was not up to my personal best. I was not happy being around Jim who was on the men's team and seeing his new girlfriend on the sidelines. My team went up to the starting point and started to run as soon as the track pistol went off. It was a 15K run and usually my best race. About half way through, I got really sick and started to throw up. The coaches brought me back to our school's area and my concerned father came over. I wanted my father just to take me home so I can just go to bed. I was so sick. My father, very compassionately, helped me to the car and drove home. After arriving, I went in my room, took a warm shower, and got into my bed. I was feeling so bad that I quickly fell asleep. After awhile, my father was concerned and went to check on me.

“You okay?”

Hearing no response, he slowly cracked open the door to my bedroom. He just stared for a moment as he gazed on his daughter, me?because I was totally naked on my bed except for panties and I was not under the sheets. I was on my back and my legs were spread and my chest and what little I had for boobs were right there.

I pretended to be asleep.

From a crack in my eye, I saw my father take his large penis out of his pants and stroke it, a she looked at me?

After our run, we were lying on our blanket and my father said, “I'm glad that you are feeling better. You know how I hate to run alone. Any idea what happened yesterday?”

“Dunno,” I said. “Maybe the heat, maybe I had some 24 hour virus but I'm much better now.”

“Some of your girlfriends called to see how you were, so you need to call them back today,” said my Dad,” I think Helen wants you to go to LegoLand this week.”

“The LegoLand thing is our school picnic,” I said.

“Sounds like fun,” said my Dad, drawing on his water bottle. “Hey, kiddo, I need to apologize to you”

“For what?”

“Wellllll,” my father said sheepishly, “I was checking on you yesterday afternoon and I didn't know that you were undressed when I looked in your room.”

I blushed.

“I'm embarrassed,” he said.

I almost yelled, “Dad, don't worry about it! I'm cool with that and you have no reason to be embarrassed! I have seen your butt and stuff and I'm not embarrassed.” Trying to sound very liberal and cool, I said, “You are lucky I was wearing panties, I usually sleep in the nude. Do you sleep in the nude?”

My Dad smiled and with his face slightly red, he said, “I do now and then. When your mother was with us, both of us used to sleep in the nude all the time.”

I didn't want to be reminded of the mother who left us.

He said, “Well, if you're okay then I'm okay.”

I called Helen back and we made plans to go to LegoLand that Friday. She would pick me and we'd go to her house then drive to the amusement park. I let my father know of my plans and he just wanted me to carry the cell phone in case of an emergency. I told him that I would leave around seven in the morning and be back around ten that night.

Friday arrived and after my father left for work I got a call from Helen. She was sick and our plans were cancelled. I decided to take an easy morning and maybe hike. I took a hot bath, shaved my legs, and considered shaving my pubic hair only because I didn't like how thick it was and I liked it better when I was younger and didn't have any (and since then, I have discovered that guys like it that way too, especially Dad). I dried off and went naked into our basement to look for a special blouse I wanted. I was looking through a double clothes closet next to our family room when I heard the back door open and heard my father call out “hello, I'm home!” What is Dad doing home early? I panicked and went into the closet and closed the door. I thought to myself “now what?” Do I be a cool liberated women and casually walk past my dad and say “yo” in the nude? I guess I was notsoliberated as I just stood in the closet and thought maybe I had some jeans in here that I could put on. Before I could start searching, I heard my father's footsteps coming down the stairs. The closet door was louvered and I could peer out and could view our family room. I was shocked to see my Dad walking into the family room in the nude and carrying a laptop. He plugged the laptop into the cable box, set the laptop on the coffee table. I wondered why Dad was not at work and why was he nude, working the computer. And then?began to stroke his fat penis, the way he did that night in my room…

He was masturbating to internet porn! I have seen pictured of dicks but never one as thick and long as my Dad had. I'd say he was ten, maybe eleven inches I was fascinated as I watched my Dad put some Vaseline on his hand and massage himself.

An hour had passed and I was getting tired of standing in the closet. I probably would have loved to touch myself watching this but I was trying to be quiet and my bare feet were hurting on the floor.

Another twenty minutes passed and I started to wonder how long could he jack himself without having an orgasm?

Dad bucked his hips into a wad of Kleenex. He stood and headed up the stairs.

I quietly stepped out of the closet and I was so like, uh, wow and all that. I heard the upstairs shower start to run. I grabbed the blouse I was looking for dressed as quickly as I could.

I looked at the laptop. Whatever he was jacking off to was still on the screen. It was a movie of some sort. I was too curious for my own good so I hit the play button. It looked like a movie from another decade, a digital rendering of something made on film, and the dialogue was in German. The movie starred a man with silver hair, he was in his fifties, and he was with a small blonde girl who was maybe eight or nine years old, and the girl was sucking on the man's penis, and then she sat in his lap as the man had sex with her. I have no idea how she was able to get that man's penis in her vagina, she could barely fit it in her mouth, but she stretched and took it.

My Dad had been watching kiddie porn and beating off to it?

What the hell?

But it was also kind of a turn on?

I mean, I imagined I was that girl, and the man was?

You know.

I closed the laptop. I couldn't watch anymore because I wanted to watch it all.

I went to the living room and waited for my father to finish his shower before saying anything. He was in there for a long time so I decided to be bold and called through the bathroom door: “Dad, is that you?”

My replied, “Hey, honey, I got sick at work and came home.”

“Are you okay?”

“I'm fine now,” he said. “I thought you were at LegoLand?” My father came out of the bathroom in his robe and asked what I was going to since the park plan didn't work out. I told him that I was going to hike and be back for dinner. I kissed my father good bye and told him that he should get some rest.

I imagined him grabbing me, kissing me on the mouth, and?doing the things like in the German kiddie porn.

The trail is about ten miles and after five miles the trail ascends to some high bluffs with a great view of the river. My legs needed the workout as they were stiff from the standing on the cold concrete. While hiking to the overlook, my mind could stop thinking about what I had seen. I wondered if my father did this in the family room often. I'm sure that he has a lot of sex drive and probably came home a lot when I was in school. I loved the look on my dad's face when he had an orgasm; he had the biggest look of pleasure on his face.