Dorsai - Full Circle

When the "battle" was over, all of us were laughing, and the others were congratulating themselves and each other for having taught me a lesson. When I went and got the hand held vacuum cleaner to pick up all the popcorn around my chair, I was the target of even more ridicule – and I teased all of them right back, making them laugh even harder.

After I was done, they decided another movie was called for – and I was outvoted by a considerable margin in favor of another romance movie. Evelyn decided that it was safe to come over again, but before sitting down on my lap, she had a question: "Dan? Would it be okay if I was naked?"

What other answer could I give except "Of course it is"?

What surprised me was that she hesitated a moment before telling me "I… I want you to be naked, too."

I didn't even say anything; I just got up, got out of my clothes, and sat down again. Evelyn smiled at me, and quickly shed the alleged clothing she was wearing, too, before parking herself in my lap again. The others saw all this, and decided to follow suit – Kelly and Jan having the advantage of already being nude, they decided to snuggle with each other in one of the chairs. The twins paired up on the couch, surprising me slightly, leaving Bonita and Claire to sit next to each other on the floor. From the way the two of them looked at each other, I don't think either of them was all that disappointed.

The second movie, running later at night, was a little racier and more explicit that the first. It wasn't half an hour into the movie when I started catching the faint aroma of aroused female. Carefully looking around, I could see that all the others were engaged in some discrete fondling and groping of each other; I'd been doing my fair share of touching Evelyn, but hadn't engaged in anything overtly sexual. But with all the others distracted the way they were, I couldn't think of any reason not to try. I started caressing the inside of one of Evelyn's thighs, as I'd done before, but gradually moved my touch closer toward her pelvis. I was mildly surprised when she snuggled a little more into my chest and moved her leg so as to give me easier access.

At the first contact of my finger on the edge of her mons, I heard her breath catch in her throat – but she didn't say or do anything to indicate she wanted me to stop. Slowly, carefully, and gently, I let my hand begin exploring her mons, and the area between her dark, silken thighs. My fingertips told me that her bush was thick and soft, almost spongy in its density. Between her legs, I found that her labia were small and thick, the area between damp with her essence. Farther up her cleft, I happened across what I suspected was going to be the largest clitoris I'd ever seen – it felt to be a full quarter-inch in diameter, and half again that long. My gentle touch of it earned me a soft gasp of pleasure as she spread her thighs even farther apart. Just a few seconds of caressing it had her arching herself toward my hand. I was reluctant to do anything to bring her to a climax there with the others, so I eased my finger lower again to begin a detailed exploration of the area around her opening.

That time, I found the area between her vaginal lips to be quite wet; lubricating my finger with her oils, I gently probed at her opening – and slid in easier than I'd expected. Keeping my digit properly wetted with her lubrication, I carefully pressed deeper and deeper – and then realized that I had my entire finger in her, without coming across the obstruction of a hymen. She was slowly arching her pelvis, so I decided to simply continue sliding my finger in and out of her, with an occasional side trip to gently rub her clitoris a few times before re-entering her with my finger again. Reaching between us, she carefully took my penis in her hand and started slowly stroking it. We continued like that for the rest of the movie, with me semi-erect in her hand as my hand was busy plundering her womanhood. My other hand was busy playing with her smooth, firm breasts, and erect nipples.

When the movie finally wound down, I carefully extracted my finger from her intimate embrace; she immediately took my hand and brought it up to her face, where she wrapped her lips around the finger that had been inside her and licked/sucked her juices off of it as she looked me in the eyes.

When she released my hand, the two of us looked around and saw that the others likely hadn't been paying much attention to the movie: all of them were engaged in kissing and molesting each other far to intently to be paying any attention to anything else. Evelyn saw them and quietly asked me "Do you think they'd mind if we went to bed now?"

I softly caressed her arms and answered "I don't think they'd mind if there was an earthquake about now", making her laugh softly.

She scooted herself off my lap, and when I stood up next to her, she looked up at me and smiled before taking my hand. I led the two of us back to the bedroom, closing the door behind us. Taking her in my arms, I told her "Evelyn, I'm going to trust that you aren't wanting to make love with me just because you think you have to, after what Sheri and Crissy told all of you. What I want you to know is that I would be just fine with it if all you wanted to do with me tonight is sleep. You're a very special person to me, and I love you – enough to not make love with you, if that's what you want."

"But I do want to make love with you, Dan. I know you know I'm not a virgin. When I was 12, I was… raped by a 19-year-old cousin at a family picnic. I told my parents about it, and they called the police and he was arrested. There was even a trial, where I had to testify, and his lawyer tried to say all these terrible things about me. But in the end, the jury decided that a 12-year-old virgin couldn't have done all that much to 'provoke' him, and they put him in prison."

Hearing that, I hugged her and listened as she went on to say "I had to go to this counselor for a long time before I finally understood that I hadn't done anything wrong – he had. Even so, I've been afraid of being around guys; and terrified of being alone with one. I guess that's why I'm so in-your-face with so many people: so they won't know how afraid I am on the inside. Except that I'm not afraid, any more. Outside, when everybody was talking, it was like everything you and Kelly and Jan and the others have said to us came together for me. All of a sudden, I knew how much all of you loved us – including me. And when that happened, I started thinking about all the other stuff, too – and I realized that I don't have to be afraid, like I said. Then when I was on your lap, and Kelly said she wouldn't mind if I wanted to spend the night with you, I realized that I do want to do that. I want to do it because I want to share my body with you while I show you what's in my heart, and because I know that if you'll make love with me, I won't have to worry about making love with anyone else, either – I know that you won't hurt me the way my cousin did; that you'll make it loving, and gentle, and right. I know that I can trust you, Dan. Everything you've done and said has proven that to me."

Having said her piece, she looked up at me – and I didn't hesitate a moment to tilt my head down and kiss her softly on the lips before telling her "Evelyn, I'm so sorry to hear what happened to you. But I'm also glad that you were able to get the help you needed, and that you understand that he was the bad person – not you. It doesn't matter to me in the slightest whether you're a virgin or not; what IS important is that you're willing to share what's in your heart with me. I will be more than happy to share what's in my heart with you, too, because now I know – even more than I did before – what kind of person you are on the inside, where it really matters."