Dorsai - Full Circle

Crissy and Sheri both smiled at her before Sheri answered "No, we're not virgins, any more. But we didn't just have sex with him. We made love with him", followed by Crissy's "Making love is way better than just having sex!" – accompanied by Sheri's broad smile and nod of affirmation.

Stunned, the other three just sat there looking at them – and occasionally, me.

Finally, Claire asked them "Why? Why now, and why Dan?"

Sheri spoke first, saying "When I went with him last night, I thought that I was just going to let him have my virginity. It's something I've been thinking about for a while, and I thought that after what the others told us about him, he would be the perfect one for my first time. I mean, you remember how they told us how patient and gentle and everything he was with them, right?" They nodded their heads, and she went on "Well, they were right – he IS all those things. But before we got that far, we started talking – yeah, talking! I asked him some questions, and when he gave me the answers I started thinking about them differently, and asked him some more stuff. When he answered that, all of a sudden I just understood about how he and Kelly and all of them could be so nice to us, even after we told them how we just started out using them. When that happened, I suddenly realized what its like to love someone as much as he and Kelly and Jan do – not just each other, but us, too. And I knew that I loved him, too, the same way. Then we made love – and it was wonderful, way better than I thought it could be."

Crissy spoke up then, telling them "Dan was already awake when I got up this morning, and he let me sit in his lap. Sheri and I talked last night, and she told me that her and Dan had made love. She also talked to me about some of the things he said, and I was kind of understanding it, but not quite. So when I was on Dans lap this morning, I asked him to take my cherry, too." She looked down at her lap for a moment, then raised her head again to tell them "I thought that was something I HAD to do, mostly because Sheri did it. But Dan told me that he wouldn't make love with me because I wanted to do it for what he said were the wrong reasons. I didn't understand, at first, and started to get upset with him and wanted him to tell me why. He did, and that's when I realized how much he loved me. After that, I knew he was right to tell me he wouldn't take my virginity – but knowing how much he and Kelly and Jan loved me, I couldn't help but love him, and them, right back. So after all of you went to go shopping, I asked him to make love with me. He did, and it was just wonderful, like Sheri said. I know that I still have a lot to learn about everything they've told us, but now I know how it is that they can love and trust each other as much as they do. Sheri and I have both been with him, but we haven't said a word to each other about what we did; I know he made her happy, and he sure as Hell made me happy, so there's nothing for us to say to each other about it."

Sheri spoke up again then, telling them "What Crissy said. He made me happy, so whatever the two of them did, it made her happy, so it doesn't matter to me what it was. I'm just happy that she's happy."

The other three were looking at Crissy and Sheri as though expecting them to suddenly sprout wings and start flying around the back yard; it was Claire that asked "What is it, then? What did he tell you, or you suddenly understood, or whatever? What is it that you know now that you didn't know before?"

The twins "talked" again with their eyes before Sheri answered "What I realized is that Dan and the rest love us. It's really that simple – and that powerful. If you'll think about it, you'll realize that they love you, too – and you'll realize how much they love you."

Crissy let them consider that for bit before adding "Don't you wonder how Kelly can love him so much? Why she thinks she can trust him enough to let him make love with Jan and the others – and now me and Sheri, too? Try to understand how much he loves them that he doesn't mind them making love with each other, even when he isn't with them. Think about all the times that you've seen one of them do something for one of the others, without being asked, just because they know the other person needs it. Remember what Jan told us about getting the stuff so Dan and Kelly could clean up after they showed us what sex was about? How much do you think she must love them, and them love her, if they can just DO stuff like that for each other? Especially without any of them having to say anything?"

"What you saw us doing was us doing something for Dan, after all he's done for us – because now we understand what its like to love someone that much. Because we love him – and Kelly and Jan and the others – that much, too. And we know they love us, the same way." Sheri informed them.

At that point, Jan spoke up, saying "If Dan was only after their bodies, Kelly and I wouldn't have minded – because he keeps both of US so happy we can barely stand it. But we know Dan, and know that he wasn't just trying to have sex with them; he was showing them what making love is all about. And believe me, there is a world of difference! As Dan told me once, sex is about making your body feel good; when you make love, you get your heart and your mind involved, too. As nice as the physical part of it is, when you get your mind and your heart in on it, too – well, like I said, it's a world of difference."

"Everything we've been trying to tell you and teach you since you started coming over here is that if you can get what's in your heart and what's in your mind working together, you'll find out just how happy you can be with other people", Kelly added.

A couple of minutes went by when all of us were surprised by Evelyn's sudden exclamation of "Oh, fuck!"

Looking at Kelly, she said "Everything you were teaching us in your class – it was to try and help us understand this, wasn't it?"

Kelly just smiled, and Evelyn looked at Jan and said "And you… for anybody that cares enough to really think about what Kelly tells us, and sees how she acts, you let us know that it really works, just by being there."

She looked at me last, in something akin to awe as she said "And you're the one that figured it out! Holy shit! I knew you were smart – but this?"

Realizing that Claire and Bonita were both staring at her, Evelyn turned to them and asked "Don't you get it? It's right there in front of you! And its so simple!"

While Bonita and Claire just continued staring at her, the rest of us were looking on with patient amusement; watching as Evelyn began to stare off into space while she thought through the full implications of what she'd just realized.

When her mind came back to join the rest of us, she looked at Kelly, then Jan, and finally the twins, and saw that all of them were smiling in welcome to her. Then she looked at me, and after a moments hesitation, got up and came over to where I was. I stood up, and she threw herself into my arms and said "Oh, Dan, I love you so much!". With that, she began crying into my chest, and I hugged her and softly stroked her back as sobs wracked her body. After a couple of minutes, she got herself mostly under control again but continued to hold me. When I felt her arms relax, I gave her another brief hug before she pulled away from me to look up into my face. I smiled at her and said "I love you, too, Evelyn." Her smile threatened to stop only when the corners of her mouth met at the back of her head, but she told me "I know, Dan."

I gave her a soft kiss on the lips before she turned and went back to where she had been sitting – accompanied by a soft pat on the butt from me.

Claire and Bonita clearly didn't know what to make of all of it – looking at the rest of us, they only saw smiles of patient acceptance for Evelyn's outburst, and looks of love.