Johan Theorin - The Quarry

But his neighbour looked tired this Wednesday morning. He made his way slowly across the grass and with a brief greeting sat down.

‘How are things?’ Gerlof asked.

‘Not so good.’

‘Has something happened?’

Per looked down at the grass. ‘My father’s dead... He died in hospital on Sunday night.’

‘What happened?’

‘He got hit by a car.’

‘Hit by a car?’

‘A hit-and-run, in Kalmar.’

‘An accident?’

‘I don’t think so.’ Per sighed. ‘It was a hit-and-run, but Jerry must have known the driver, because he persuaded my father to go with him to a deserted road. Then he just mowed him down and took off.’

‘And who did it?’

‘Who wanted to kill him? I don’t know... A few things have happened recently, his studio burnt down a few weeks ago. It was deliberate, an arson attack.’

Gerlof nodded. ‘So he wasn’t popular?’

‘Not particularly. Not even with me... I’ve often pretended I didn’t have a father, especially when I was younger.’ He smiled wryly. ‘And now I don’t.’

‘Did he have any other children?’

‘Not as far as I know.’

‘Do you miss him?’

Per seemed to consider the question. ‘The priest asked me that today when we were talking about the funeral. I didn’t know what to say. It was quite difficult to love Jerry, but I wanted him to love me ... It was important, for some reason.’

The garden was silent.

‘My mother loved him,’ Per went on quietly. ‘Or maybe she didn’t... but it was important to her that I kept in touch with Jerry. She wanted me to write and ring several times a year, when it was his birthday and so on. Jerry never contacted me... but after he’d had the stroke I obviously came in quite handy. He started calling me then.’

‘This profession of his,’ said Gerlof. ‘Photographing men and women without any clothes on. Did it make him rich?’

Per looked down at his hands. ‘In the past, I think... not lately. But the money used to come rolling in.’

‘Money,’ said Gerlof. ‘It can, as St Paul wrote, make people do evil things...’

Per shook his head. ‘I think it’s all gone. Jerry had a great talent for raking money in, but he was just as good at getting rid of it. He hasn’t had anything to do with magazines for several years, since before he had the stroke. In the end he couldn’t even afford to run a car.’

‘Jerry Morner,’ said Gerlof. ‘Was that his real name?’

‘No, his name was Gerhard Mörner... But he decided he needed a new name when he started directing porn films. They all seem to do the same thing in the porn industry.’

‘Hiding behind the name,’ said Gerlof.

‘Yes, unfortunately,’ said Per, looking down at the grass. ‘I’d really like to talk to people who knew Jerry, people who worked with him and are still alive, but even the police can’t find anyone...’

Gerlof nodded thoughtfully. He remembered the magazine Jerry Morner had thrown on the table at the party, and said, ‘I’ll see what I can do.’

Per looked up. ‘What you can...?’

‘I shall do a little bit of research,’ said Gerlof. ‘What were those magazines called, the ones your father published?’

That same evening Gerlof rang John Hagman down in Borgholm. He chatted about this and that at first, as usual, but after a few minutes he got down to business.

‘John, you once mentioned that your son had a pile of magazines under his bed, and he took them with him when he moved down to Borgholm. You described them, they were a particular kind of magazine. Do you remember?’

‘I do,’ said John. ‘And he wasn’t the least bit ashamed. I tried to talk to him, but he said all the lads read them.’

‘Has Anders still got them?’

John sighed. He often sighed over his son. ‘I expect he has, somewhere or other.’

‘Do you think he might lend them to me?’

John remained silent for a few seconds. ‘I can only ask.’

After quarter of an hour or so, John rang back. ‘Yes, he’s still got a few... and he can get hold of some more if you want them.’

‘Where from?’

‘He knows some junk shop in Kalmar that sells old magazines, everything you can think of.’

‘Good,’ said Gerlof. ‘Tell him I’d be very grateful, if he doesn’t mind; I can pay for them. I’m trying to get hold of two particular magazines.’

‘Which ones?’

‘ Babylon and Gomorrah .’

‘That Jerry Morner’s magazines?’

‘Exactly.’

John didn’t say anything for a little while.

‘I’ll have a word with Anders,’ he said. ‘But are you sure?’

‘Sure?’

‘Are you sure you want these magazines? I mean, I’ve seen some of the ones Anders had and they’re extremely... extremely revealing.’

Embarrassed and excited , thought Gerlof.

‘Yes, I imagine they are, John,’ he said. ‘But I don’t suppose it’s any worse than secretly reading someone else’s diary.’

Five minutes after raising his voice to Vendela, Max came back into the living room speaking quietly, almost whispering. The fist he had shaken at her was now an outstretched hand pointing at himself, at his own chest, and he had turned into the understanding psychologist.

‘I’m not angry with you, Vendela, you mustn’t think that,’ he said. He let out a long breath and added, ‘I’m just a little bit disappointed. That’s the way I feel at the moment.’

‘I know, Max... There’s nothing to worry about.’

After ten years, Vendela had learned that his annoyance and jealousy went in cycles, and were always worse when he was coming to the end of a book.

She was making an effort to remain calm. It was Friday evening — and the eve of the feast of St Mark, an important day according to folklore.

‘Max, I think I’m going to go out for a little run,’ she said, ‘then we can have a chat later.’

‘Do you have to? If you stay at home we can—’

‘Yes, it’s for the best.’

Vendela went into the bathroom to change. She caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror: a tired soul, a hungry body, and lines of anxiety etched on her forehead. She thought about the tablets that could make her feel better, but she didn’t even open the cabinet.

When she came out, Max was sitting in an armchair by the window with his Friday whisky, which was slightly bigger than his Thursday whisky. Aloysius was lying at the other end of the room, ears pricked towards his master.

Max lowered his glass and looked at her. ‘Don’t go for a run,’ he said quietly. ‘Can’t you spend the evening at home?’

‘I will be spending the evening at home, Max.’ Vendela tied her shoelaces and straightened up. ‘When I’ve been for a run. It’ll only take half an hour...’

‘Stay here.’

‘No, I’ll be back soon.’

Max knocked back his whisky and looked over at Aloysius. Then he stood up and took a couple of steps towards her. ‘I’m going to start thinking about a new book this weekend.’

‘Really? Already?’ said Vendela. ‘What’s this one going to be about?’

‘It’s going to be called Emotions to the Max . Or perhaps even better, Relationships to the Max .’ He smiled at her. ‘Relationships are the most important thing of all, aren’t they? Who we’re with, what we do with them. You and me. You and me and other people. You and other people.’

‘Me and other people... what are you talking about?’

‘You and our neighbour in the little house on the prairie.’ He nodded towards the north. ‘You and Per Mörner, you’ve got a close relationship going on there.’