Robert Ferrigno - Prayers for the assassin

“Do you have any idea where Fancy moved to?” said Sarah.

Rakkim glanced over at her. She had beaten him to it.

The kid stared at the dead musclehead. “Benny held me once when they made Fancy pay the toll. He held me by the hair and made me watch.” He looked up at Rakkim. “I’d like to learn how you broke his throat. Could you teach me?”

“We haven’t got that kind of time.”

“Sure…I understand.” Cameron turned to Sarah. “Last June, Fancy came by and brought me to her new place. She said it was for my birthday, but my birthday is sometime in May.” He looked over at Rakkim. “I don’t know exactly where she lives. It was night and she was driving all over the place picking up stuff. Said it was her girlfriend’s car. Her girlfriend was nice. She gave me a pair of shoes one of her kids had outgrown.”

“Give us a landmark,” said Rakkim.

“You ever hear of Disneyland?”

“Old amusement park, right?” said Rakkim.

“Probably the most important theme park in history,” said Sarah. “There was a whole Disney empire. Films, television, cartoons, you name it.”

“I couldn’t find Fancy’s apartment again if you paid me,” said Cameron, “but you could see Disneyland from her back window. What’s left of it, anyway. There’s a mountain…”

“Space Mountain?” said Sarah.

“I don’t know…it had snow on it. Not real snow, of course-”

“The Matterhorn,” said Sarah. “Space Mountain was an inside ride. I always get them confused.”

“Whatever you say,” said Cameron. “That’s all I know. Her apartment was on the second floor and I could see the snow.”

Rakkim handed him another couple hundred dollars. “After we leave, you’re going to be tempted to go through Benny’s pockets. Resist that temptation. You’ll tell yourself that if you don’t take his money or his cell, somebody else will. Don’t do it. Let somebody else steal from the dead. Not you.”

The kid stared at him.

“When we find Fancy, do you want us to give her a message from you?” asked Sarah.

“Yeah.” The kid blinked, looked away. “Tell her to come get me. Tell her to stand on the steps of Saint Xavier at noon, and I’ll see her. Tell her I’ll be watching for her every day.”

Breaking news. Terrorism by the bay.

Rakkim put down his lamb kebab as the video crawl flashed over the napkin dispenser. Images of shattered metal and whipping pylons. Rakkim slid across the red Naugahyde seat of his booth at Pious Sam’s Pious Eats, getting closer to the screen. A section of the General Masood Bridge across San Francisco Bay had collapsed at the height of afternoon rush hour. Hundreds dead. The camera zoomed in on bodies floating in the water, the current sending overturned cars bouncing against the support pillars. The mayor of the city came on camera, the wind whipping his robe and turban as he demanded that Redbeard answer for the failure of State Security to prevent the attack. Behind him, women in black burkas, impenetrable behind their eye slits, were beating large, flat stones together in the light rain, wailing in rage and sorrow.

Sarah had barely glanced at the screen.

Rakkim pointed at the video. “You see this?”

Sarah nodded. “Another bridge collapse blamed on terrorists. The usual excuse for years of official neglect.”

“No, this time, instead of railing against the godless infidels for doing the deed, they’re blaming State Security for allowing it to happen.”

“That’s Mayor Miyoki. He’s always been an enemy of Redbeard.”

“Has he ever criticized Redbeard by name?”

“Miyoki’s up for reelection. It’s San Francisco. Sharia City. They behead homosexuals at the Civic Center every week. Redbeard represents everything Miyoki hates.”

Rakkim wasn’t convinced. Miyoki’s denunciation seemed like another manifestation of Redbeard’s declining political power. “What’s wrong? You haven’t touched your food.”

Sarah pushed aside her plate. “Did you have to kill him?”

“No. I could have let the musclehead debone me. Maybe Zeke would have given him seconds on you as a reward.”

“I’m grateful, don’t get me wrong. I knew what they would have done to us, but you didn’t kill the other two. You just…broke their bones, so they couldn’t hurt us.”

Rakkim pretended to watch the video crawl. “It was easier.”

“What does that mean?”

“It means things were happening fast. It means the training took over and I let it.”

“But, if you had time…you wouldn’t have killed him? Right?”

Rakkim knew where she was going. She had seen how fast he was an hour ago; she had seen the Fedayeen in him and it scared her. It scared him sometimes too. Something else was behind her questions. Anthony Jr. had talked to her at the skating rink. Probably told her how Rakkim had cut him and his boyos in the alley, how Rakkim had danced around them that night, stabbing them a hundred times, but never deep enough to do permanent damage. Anthony Jr. probably told her about his scars. Offered to show them to her sometime. Rakkim hoped Sarah had seen through the kid’s bravado, that she understood what had really happened. Speed was easy. Self-control was the hard part.

Rakkim took her hand. “I’m not like the assassin, if that’s what you’re worried about.”

“I just think…I think it must be hard not to enjoy something you’re so good at.”

Rakkim released her. “I’m not going to apologize.”

“That’s not what I’m asking.” Sarah reached for him. “You sure you don’t want to call Colarusso for help finding Fancy?”

“I’ve already put him at risk. I’m not going to make it worse.”

“So we call Colarusso from a data farm. Totally anonymous-”

“A call from a data farm only means that someone is contacting Colarusso who wants to hide their identity. What do you think that tells anyone monitoring him?” Rakkim sat back in the booth. Lowered his voice. “Anthony is the only one who knows we’re here. Any contact with him jeopardizes that. I’ve got someone down here we can use.”

Sarah pulled her hand back.

Rakkim watched the traffic flow past on the freeway in the distance. They had driven inland after leaving Long Beach, sightseeing, trying to decide what to do next. Sarah noted how many Catholic churches there were, many of them even with crosses on top, something strictly forbidden in the capital. The pollution was worse here than along the coast. Last summer over eighteen thousand people had died of acute respiratory distress during a three-week thermal inversion. The news had never been reported. Not in any of the local or national media. Colarusso had told Rakkim at the skating rink, said the cops all had oxygen units in their rigs. The bill for their lunch flashed on the video crawl. Rakkim fed money into the slot. Pressed No change required.

“We passed a mosque about a mile back,” said Sarah. “I want to check the recipe site and see if my mother left a message for me. Their Internet kiosk will have the right filters.”

“You didn’t have any kind of a schedule worked out with her?”

Sarah shook her head. A truck drove past loaded with watermelons, big green ones with black stripes. “Contact was always at irregular intervals.”

“She’s careful. That’s good.”

Sarah stared out the window. “I want to meet her. I want to see her, talk to her…but, at the same time, I almost wish she had never contacted me.” Sarah looked at Rakkim. “I wish we were back at the motel.”

“Say the word.”

Sarah shook her head. “Don’t tempt me.”