Lynne Heitman - The Pandora Key aka The Hostage Room

“Yes.”

“A commitment means everything. Do you understand, Sashen’ka?” He watched me closely.

“I understand.”

He looked straight at Bo. “Make sure that she does.”

If I hadn’t been in Bo’s Mercedes, I would have thrown up on the way back to Harvey’s. As it was, I couldn’t stop trembling. I heard myself talking to Bo. I heard the words that came out of my mouth, but I couldn’t make any kind of cognitive connection to them. My mind was back in that dank café, playing over and over again the moment where I had made the commitment to Tishchenko. Something told me I had just made a very large bet.

“Bo?”

“Yes?”

“What if I can’t find him?” That he didn’t respond was not reassuring. “Roger Fratello disappeared four years ago and hasn’t been seen since. The FBI hasn’t been able to find him. Obviously, the…the tsar back there hasn’t been able to find him, and I’m sure he looked. Both of those organizations would have way more resources than I have.”

“He believes that Harvey Baltimore knows where he is. If he believes this, then it is true, even if it is not. Do you understand?”

I did. I opened the window on my side and let the cool air rush over my face. “This is not a good situation.”

“He will not kill you if you give him what you said you would give him. He is a man who lives by his commitments.”

“What if I can’t?”

He stared straight ahead. “As I said, he is a man who lives by his commitments.”

THE NEWS JUST KEPT GETTING BETTER. BO WAS SUPPOSED to go back to Harvey’s with me and strategize, but he got a phone call that took priority. Boston PD was interested in talking to him about a disturbance that had taken place in a local neighborhood in which three men disappeared. He wasn’t sure what they had, but he had to go and take care of it. When he dropped me in front of Harvey’s, he assured me that Radik and Timon would still be around-as long as the cops didn’t want to see them, too, in which case we might all be in big trouble.

I assumed that Harvey would still be in bed, but when I came into his office, he was sitting quietly in his chair in the middle of the room, blinking at me.

I froze. “What’s wrong?”

“Nothing is wrong.”

I didn’t believe him. Something was always wrong. But he had gotten himself out of bed and dressed. He looked much more together than I felt. “You look good,” I said. “You look better. Are you feeling better?”

“I am well, thank you. Much better than last we spoke.”

“What are you doing?”

“Waiting.”

“For what?” The tea service was back out. A fresh pot had been brewed. “Are you expecting company?”

His hands had slipped into his lap, and he was staring at them as if he’d just screwed on a new pair and didn’t know how they worked. It was the way he looked when he felt guilty.

“I was hoping to have this done before you got back.”

“Have what done?”

“I called the FBI.”

“You called-”

He held up a business card, and I had a sick feeling, because I knew whose it must have been. I went over and snatched it from him. Special Agent Eric Ling.

“Where did you get this?”

“It was on my bedside table. I thought you left it for me, either by design or by fate.”

“It was neither, Harvey. It was by accident. Why did you call him?”

“You mentioned last night that the FBI had come. Feeling somewhat more lucid this morning, I have an idea of why they were here. I think it is my duty to speak to them.”

“About what?”

“Roger Fratello.”

I looked at him more closely. It was clear from the way he said the name that he knew who he was talking about. “What about Roger Fratello?”

“You said they were looking for him.”

“They are. They said he was a bad guy and that you helped him go on the lam four years ago. I told them you wouldn’t do that.”

He wouldn’t look at me. He kept rubbing the back of one hand with the other, which was what he did sometimes when they felt numb. My heart started to beat with purpose, like someone hammering on a door, trying to wake me up.

“Harvey?”

He started to answer and stopped. He scratched his head. The clock ticked, he swallowed hard, and I started to feel numb as I waited to have the last of my illusions shattered.

“I did it. I did help him sneak out of the country.”

Crap. I went over and flung myself down on the wingback. “Why would you do that?”

“He was a danger to Rachel.”

That figured. I closed my eyes and tried to stay calm. But then I opened them, and I was staring at all my casework strewn across the floor in plain sight. “When is Ling coming?”

“At nine o’clock.” We both looked over at his great-grandfather’s clock.

“Dammit, Harvey.” I had fifteen minutes. I went down on my hands and knees and started scooping up all the bits and pieces of the case that I had so scrupulously fit together the night before. “A conversation between the two of us would have been nice before you invited the federal government over. There are things going on that you are not even aware of, things we need to talk about.”

Without bothering to sort, I shoveled everything into a couple of file folders. “Besides that, we’re partners. We should be making decisions like this together.” Looking around for a hiding hole, all I could think of was to shove everything under one of the couch cushions.

“There are some decisions you cannot make for me,” he said, “or even with me. This might be one. I do not know. It is confusing.”

He sounded genuinely conflicted. Had I not been so angry with him, I would have felt bad for him.

“I know how you feel about Rachel,” he said, “but I cannot let harm come to her. If I am to take the heat, I believe that must be my decision alone to make.”

“Take the heat for what?” I closed up the laptop and shoved it under the couch. Then I smoothed the seat cover and checked around for anything incriminating. Eventually, my attention landed on Harvey, who hadn’t bothered to answer. I stood up and pushed the hair out of my eyes. “Harvey, will you answer me, please? Take the heat for what?”

He hesitated. “I know you do not understand…us. Rachel and me. I have never really understood it myself. But I love her, and I always will, and I have a chance to do something for her with the life I have left.”

“Harvey-”

“I am dying. I know that is hard for you to accept. It is hard for me to accept. I do not want to die. I do not want to have this illness, but I have it. I do not know how many days I have left, but I know one thing: there will never be another one that is better than the one that preceded it. I am a burden to you-”

“Please, don’t start with that.”

“Let me finish.” He sat as straight as he could and took a deep breath. “When those men came and took me out of my house, I was certain they would kill me, that I would be murdered by people I did not know for reasons I did not understand. I was terrified. But do you know the thing that frightened me most? That it was fitting.”

“What was fitting?”

“That a man who had lived such an unremarkable life would die in such an anonymous way.”

“Your life has not been unremarkable.”

“My life has been remarkable only for the amount of energy I have expended to keep it that way. I have never done anything that would draw notice, I have never caused a commotion, I have never taken a risk.”

“You married Rachel.” It took him a second or two, but when he got it, he smiled. The moment was fleeting. He went on.

“All my life, I have been offered opportunities that I never took. I have turned away from the things that frightened me. When you came to get me, I was ready to die, but now I feel that God has granted me another opportunity, and I promised myself that when the time came, I would not turn away. The time has come.”