Jeffery Deaver - The Devil's Teardrop

But Parker Kincaid was neither deaf nor blind and he was very much here, in the heart of this terror-the small automatic pistol in his right hand and his left arm around Margaret Lukas as he helped her through the smoke-shrouded corridor.

Look, Kincaid, you've been living life on Sesame Street for the last few years…

"… no location… no visible flash… Jesus, what is this…" Jerry Baker was shouting, or someone was.

Near the doorway Cage stumbled. Or someone did.

A moment later Parker and the agents were tumbling down the front stairs into the cold air. Despite their racking coughs and vision blurry with tears Cage and Lukas dropped into defensive positions, like the rest of the agents out here. They wiped their eyes and scanned building tops, searching for targets. Parker, kneeling behind a tree, followed their lead.

Crouching beside the command post van, C. P. Ardell held an M-16 close to his thick cheek and Len Hardy brandished his small revolver. The detective's head was moving back and forth, fear and confusion in his face.

Lukas caught Jerry Bakers eye and in a whisper she called, "Where? Where the hell is he?"

The tactical agent motioned toward an alley behind them and then returned to his walkie-talkie.

Cage was retching from the smoke he'd swallowed.

Two minutes passed without a shot.

Baker was speaking into his Motorola, "New Year's Leader Two… Subject was east of us, seemed to be shooting downward at a slight angle. Okay… Where?… Okay. Just be careful." He said nothing for a long moment, his eyes searching the buildings nearby. Then he cocked his head as somebody came back on the line. Baker listened. He said, "They're dead? Oh, man… He's gone?"

He stood up, holstered his weapon. He walked over to Cage, who was wiping his mouth with a Kleenex. "He got into the building behind us. Killed the couple who lived upstairs. He disappeared down the alley. He's gone. Nobody got a look at him."

Parker glanced toward the mobile command post, saw John Evans in the window. The doctor was looking at the grim spectacle with a curious expression on his face: the way a child sometimes looks at a dead animal, emotionless, numb. He may have been an expert in the theory of criminal violence but perhaps had never witnessed its practical application firsthand.

Parker then looked back at the building, which was now engulfed in flames. Nobody could survive the inferno.

Oh, Tobe…

Sirens cut through the night. He could see flashing lights reflected along both ends of the street as the fire engines sped closer. All the evidence gone too. Hell, it'd been in his hand! The yellow pad with the locations of the next two targets on it. Why the hell hadn't he glanced at it ten seconds earlier? Why had he wasted precious seconds looking at the mazes? Again Parker sensed that the document itself was the enemy and had intentionally distracted him to give the Digger time to attack them.

Hell. If he-

"Hey," somebody shouted. "Hey, over here! Need some help!"

Parker, Lukas and Cage turned toward an agent in an FBI windbreaker. He was running down a narrow alley beside the burning duplex.

"There's somebody here," the agent called.

A figure lay on the ground, on his side, surrounded by an aura of blue smoke.

Parker assumed the man was dead. But suddenly he lifted his head and cried, "Put it out!" in a gruff whisper. "Damnit, put it out!"

Parker wiped smoke tears from his eyes.

The man lying on the ground was Tobe Geller.

"Put it out!" he called again and his voice dissolved into a hacking cough.

"Tobe!" Lukas ran toward him, Parker beside her.

The young agent must have jumped through the flames and out the window. He'd been in the Digger's line of fire out here in the alley but maybe the killer hadn't seen him. Or hadn't bothered to shoot a man who was obviously badly wounded.

A medic sprinted up to him and asked, "Where you hurt? You hit anywhere?"

But all Geller would offer was his crazed shout. "Put it out, put out the fire!"

"You bet they will, son. The trucks are here. They'll have it out in no time." The medic crouched down. "But we've got to get-"

"No, goddamnit!" Geller pushed the medic aside with surprising strength and looked directly at Parker. "The pad of paper! Put the fire out!" He was gesturing toward a small fire near his leg. That's what the young agent had been shouting about, not the building.

Parker glanced at it. He saw one of the unsub's elaborate mazes go up in flames.

It was the yellow pad. In a split-second decision Tobe Geller had forgone his computer disks and grabbed the unsub's notes.

But it was now on fire, the page with the notes on it was curling into black ash. Parker tore his jacket off and carefully laid it over the pad to extinguish the flames.

"Look out!" somebody called. Parker looked up just as a huge piece of burning siding crashed to the ground three feet from him. A cloud of orange sparks swarmed. Parker ignored them and carefully lifted his jacket off the pad, surveying the damage.

Flames began spurting through the wall behind them. The whole building seemed to sink and shift.

The medic said, "We gotta get out of here." He waved to his partner, who ran up with a gurney. They eased Geller onto the stretcher and hurried off with him, dodging falling debris.

"We gotta pull back!" a man in a black fireman's coat shouted. "We're going to lose the wall! It's gonna come down on top of you!"

"In a minute," Parker answered. He glanced at Lukas. "Get out of here!"

"You can't stay here, Parker."

"The ash is too fragile! I can't move it." Lifting the pad would crumble the ash into powder and they'd lose any chance to reconstruct the sheets. He thought of the attaché case inside the apartment, now destroyed, and the bottle of parylene in it, which he could've used to harden the damaged paper and protect it. But all he could do now was cover the ash carefully and hope to reassemble it in the lab. A gutter fell from the roof and stabbed the ground, end first, inches away from him.

"Now, mister!" the fireman shouted.

"Parker!" Lukas called again. "Come on!" She retreated a few yards but paused, staring at him.

Parker had an idea. He ran to the duplex next door, pulled off the storm window and broke the glass with a kick. He picked up four large pieces. He returned to the pad, which lay like a wounded soldier on the ground, and dropped to his knees. He carefully sandwiched the two sheets of scorched paper-the only ones with writing on them-between pieces of glass. This was how document examiners in the Bureau used to protect the samples sent to them for analysis before the invention of thin plastic sheets.

Chunks of burning wood fell around him. He felt a stream of water as the firemen trained a hose on the flames above him.

"Stop it!" he shouted to them, waving his arm. Worried that the water would further damage the precious find.

Nobody paid him any attention.

"Parker," Lukas shouted. "Now! The walls about to come down!"

More two-by-fours crashed to the ground. But still he remained on his knees, carefully tucking bits of ash into the sandwich of glass.

Then, as timbers and bricks and fiery siding fell around him, Parker slowly rose and, holding the glass sheets in front of him, he walked away from the flames, perfectly upright and taking gentle steps, like a servant carrying a tray of wine at an elegant cocktail party.

Another picture.

Snap.

Henry Czisman stood in an alleyway across the street from the burning building. Sparks were flying leisurely into the sky like fireworks seen from miles away.

How important this was. Recording the event.

Tragedy is so quick, so fleeting. But sorrow isn't. Sorrow is forever.