Karen Rose - Silent Scream

His chest was too tight. But she was waiting. I can’t tell her the truth. Not all. So he carved away enough of the truth to make the pain on her face go away. “I saw it. The crime scene.”

Confused, she blinked, sending the tears down her cheeks. “What?”

“I was coming home from my friend’s house. You all were at Mass that morning. I saw police cars in front of Megan’s house, and I ran up to see. And I saw them. Dead.”

His mother blanched, horrified. “Dear God. Megan, her mother… they were…”

He nodded, kept his voice steady. “Beaten to death. Yes.”

She sat across the table, stunned. “Why didn’t you say anything?”

Because I was ashamed. I still am. And I don’t want you to ever know what I did.

He shrugged. “I guess I was in shock. I was eighteen, Ma. Boys that age don’t get all emotional about things like that.” Which was a lie. He had been emotional. He’d nearly lost his mind. “But I remembered it. And I needed to do something to keep it from happening again. I can’t help the women themselves, but I can help the shelters.”

His mother blinked again, struggling for composure. “David, I wish you’d told me then. I can’t imagine what you saw. We should have gotten you help. Therapy.”

“I was eighteen, Ma. I wouldn’t have gone to therapy.” Hell, he hadn’t even told his priest. “So stop blaming yourself.”

She nodded uncertainly. “Well, that does explain a lot.” She looked at him, her eyes intense. “You do know there’s nothing you could do to make me not love you.”

And he realized she knew he lied still. “Yeah. I know.”

She reached for his hands, squeezed them fiercely. “I’m proud of you. Never forget that.” She sat back briskly. “Now, about where I’m going to stay.”

“Here,” he said firmly, relieved that was over. “You’re going to stay here. You need to check out all the apartments, get a feel for colors.”

“That would be best. I’m going carpet shopping,” she said. “If you’re going out tonight, you should get some rest.”

“Drive carefully, Ma.” He kissed her cheek. “I’m glad you’re here. I love you, too.”

He watched her leave, then sagged into a chair, his eyes closed, drained. But it would be fruitless to try to sleep. His mind was churning along with his gut. It happened every time he remembered that day. Today it was worse, lying to his mother.

He rose wearily. He had time to lay the floor in 2A. He could have the girls’ new fridge put in the living room until the floor was set. But first he sent a short text to Olivia with the address of Glenn’s fishing cabin. It was quiet there. They could talk.

I should have done it earlier. I’ve been a coward. He supposed after tonight there would be one less mystery in his life.

At least I’ll know exactly what I did the night I spent with Olivia Sutherland.

Monday, September 20, 2:25 p.m.

Olivia frowned at the address David texted. It was a rural area twenty minutes away from the city. Why there?

“What’s wrong?” Kane asked.

“Oh, nothing.” She put her phone away and went back to studying the map of the lake. “We’ve covered the cabins with views of the condo. Nobody saw Tracey Mullen.”

“Or will admit to it. Something’s going on at the condo. Give me the field glasses.”

Olivia patted her pocket, then groaned. “I forgot them earlier. I handed them to David and forgot to get them back. I’ll get them for you tonight.”

He started to speak, then thought better of it. “I think the dog is here,” he said instead.

Olivia strained to see across the lake. “I wonder if it’s the arson dog or the SAR.”

They’d told Barlow the girl had been with a man before the fire started. He’d already called for the state’s arson dog but said he’d get a search-and-rescue team, too.

“Since we have no field glasses,” Kane said, “let’s drive over and find out.”

When they got to the condo, a search-and-rescue team stood ready to work. The dog was a German Shepherd and its owner a tall woman whose red hair hung down the middle of her back like a flame. Olivia knew only one person with hair that color.

“Barlow called Brie,” she said, satisfied. “I wasn’t sure he would.”

“That’s your doggy-day-care friend?” Kane asked, surprised.

“Yeah. Her real business is training dogs for search, rescue, and detection.” She sped up her pace. “Barlow and Brie and I all graduated from the academy together. For a while, we were all close.” The three of them and Barlow’s best friend, to be accurate. “Barlow and Brie used to be a couple. Engaged, actually.”

“Them, too?” Kane asked carefully. He rarely referred to her failed engagement and never referred to Doug by name, which was just fine by her.

“Them, too,” she said. “Engagement didn’t work out for them either. But Barlow knows Brie’s good. She did SAR before she left the force. Her dad’s a vet.”

“Dog vet or army vet?”

“Both. Takes care of the dogs in her training center and the day care in addition to his own practice. Mojo loves him, even when he’s getting a shot.” She waved. “Brie!”

Brie Franconi waved back. “Get a move on. GusGus is missing his soaps.”

When Olivia got close, she made the introductions and Brie shook Kane’s hand with a warm smile. “I’ve heard so much about you,” Brie said. “Good to finally meet you.”

“Likewise,” Kane said. “I seem to have heard a lot about you. Especially today.”

“Our female victim had a cochlear,” Olivia told her quietly.

Brie’s bright brows went up. “That’s interesting.” Her speech was clear, mostly because she’d been deafened as an adult, but partly because the implant allowed her to continue hearing. Not as well as she had before, but well enough to function in the world she’d made for herself after leaving the force.

It had cut Brie deep, resigning her badge. Olivia couldn’t even fathom it. But she’d been there for her, as had Paige, who Olivia had drawn into their circle back in the academy days. I’m lucky, Olivia thought, thinking of Paige that morning. I have good friends. They’d gotten each other through many a tough patch. She thought about meeting David Hunter tonight. If it went badly, she might need her friends again.

“That’s how we ID’d her,” Kane said. “Serial number on the device. Very handy.”

“Good to know,” Brie murmured. “Just in case I ever get caught dead without ID.”

Kane grimaced. “Sorry. I didn’t mean… hell. I’m sorry.”

Olivia elbowed her, hard. “She’s teasing you, Kane. Leave him alone, Brie.”

Brie’s brown eyes twinkled. “Sorry, Detective. I couldn’t resist.” Then Barlow walked up and Brie’s expression went bland. To strangers, they appeared professional, but Olivia knew that under Brie’s veneer, resentment toward Micah Barlow still brewed. “Sergeant Barlow says we may have another victim in the structure,” Brie said briskly.

“Perhaps. We’re not sure if he got away. If so, we want him as an eyewitness. If not, we need to identify his remains as well,” Kane said.

“But if he got away and we can track where the girl came from,” Brie said, “then you may be able to track your eyewitness.”

“Exactly.” Olivia looked at Barlow. “Did you get her clothing from the morgue?”

Barlow held up an evidence bag. “Can we check for the unidentified male’s remains first? One of the investigators is inside, Brie. He’ll walk you through.” His smile was tight. “Wouldn’t want you and GusGus to fall through any of the holes.”

“Thanks,” Brie said, whipping her bright hair back into a ponytail. She tightened her hold on the dog’s leash. “GusGus, time to work.”