A short while later Jane handed her a mug of strong, sweet tea and sat opposite her.
'Ready to talk about it?'
'I don't know what happened, Jane.' Her voice was strained, she felt on the verge of tears.
'Then tell me what you do know.'
'I was at the Holly Bush. Taking a swim in a bottle of vodka.'
'That's not like you.'
'I met Jack yesterday.'
Jane nodded understanding. 'It didn't go well?'
Kate shook her head. 'I decided to drown my sorrows. Bad enough to get dumped by the man. Now I'm turning into him.'
Jane smiled sympathetically. 'Go on.'
'I got chatting to a man at the bar. He'd started talking to me. I didn't think he was trying to pick me up.'
Jane Harrington frowned.
'Yeah, I know, you don't have to say it. His name is Archer. He's a doctor so I thought I could trust him for goodness' sake.'
Jane reacted at the name. 'Paul Archer?'
Kate looked up, surprised. 'Do you know him?'
Jane jerked her thumb at the window. 'He works here. He's a paediatrician.'
'What do you know about him?'
'I know he has a reputation.'
'Reputation for what?'
'As a ladies' man. He's married but it doesn't stop him apparently.'
Kate put her head in her hands. 'Shit.'
'Or didn't stop him, I should say. His wife's divorcing him.'
'What am I going to do, Jane?'
'Tell me exactly what happened.'
Kate stood up angrily. 'That's just it, I don't know what happened. I don't remember leaving the pub, I don't remember going home. I remember being in the pub, listening to Madeleine Peyroux, drinking Bloody Marys, talking to Paul Archer and the next thing I remember is waking up in my bed at seven thirty this morning, bare as a jaybird with a stark bollock naked man lying beside me.'
'Dr Archer?'
'Yes, Dr bloody Archer.' She sat down again and looked at her friend with sore, bloodshot and devastated eyes. 'I think he raped me, Jane. I think he slipped some Rohypnol, or something like it, in my drink and he raped me.'
Jane took her friend's hand and held it as tears ran down her cheek. 'It's going to be okay, Kate. We're going to find out what happened and if he has done what you say, then we are going to make him pay for it.'
'But if I can't remember…?'
'The first thing we are going to do is take a blood test. See if there is anything in your system.'
'And then what?'
'I've asked Dr Caroline Akunin to come over here.'
Kate looked up agitated. 'No, Jane. I don't want that.'
'You haven't showered, have you?'
Kate shook her head.
'So you must have had it in mind.'
'I don't want to go to the police. I can't.'
'That's why I asked her to come here.'
Kate held her head in her hands again. 'I've performed the procedures often enough in the past. Feeling sorry for the women. Pitying them. Christ, Jane, I never thought I'd be in their shoes.'
Jane took her hand again. 'You're not at fault here, Kate.'
'Aren't I? I went out and got smashed. Maybe I did want to act like Jack. Wash my problems away in a lake of alcohol, have meaningless, emotionless sex.'
Jane shook her head. 'Are you saying this is what you wanted?'
'If it's what I wanted, I would have remembered, wouldn't I?'
Dr Caroline Akunin was a stunningly beautiful, black woman in her late thirties. She was tall, elegant, shaved her hair and was seven months pregnant. She looked sympathetically at Kate as Jane Harrington closed the door behind her office, leaving the two women alone.
Kate nodded at the doctor's swollen belly. 'Nearly due then?'
Caroline ran her hand instinctively across her bump. 'How can you tell? A couple of months to go.'
'And how's your gorgeous husband?'
'My gorgeous husband is being a pain in the butt right now.'
'Why?'
'He wants this little one to be born back in his own country.'
'Russia?'
'Yup. Moscow, just where I want to be in the middle of winter.'
'Will you go?'
Caroline smiled, the brilliance of it lighting the room. 'I don't mind really. Quite looking forward to it. Never let him know though. You have to keep your man on his toes, don't you?'
Kate looked away. 'I guess.'
'I'm sorry, Kate.'
Kate put her hand on her arm. 'That's okay. Let's just get on with this.'
Caroline nodded sympathetically. 'We should really do this back at the station.'
'White City?'
'Yes.'
'You can't be serious?'
'Any evidence I collect here won't be admissible in court, you do know that?'
'I know, Caroline. But I can't go there. Not with this.'
'You wouldn't be the first.'
'I just want to know what happened. After that…' Kate shrugged. She had absolutely no idea what she would do if her fears were confirmed.
Dr Akunin opened up her medical bag, took out some plastic bags and a pair of latex gloves. She pulled the gloves on, snapping the latex tight to her fingers. 'You'd better get undressed then.'
PC Bob Wilkinson scowled as he looked down at the body that lay barely hidden in the undergrowth. He sighed, unclipped his police radio from its holster and he shared a look with his colleague, a young, black constable called Danny Vine. The boy was ashen, he looked down at what lay on the ground and then dashed off to the bushes to be violently sick.
'Foxtrot Alpha from thirty-two.'
His police radio crackled. 'Go ahead, Bob.'
Wilkinson looked over at his colleague who had stood up and was now wiping the blue serge of his uniformed arm across his mouth. He felt sorry for him, you never got used to it, though, even after nearly thirty years. 'We have an IC1 female. Somewhere in her twenties.' He paused. 'It's not an accidental death.'
Kate stood in the centre of the white cotton sheet that Caroline had spread on the floor. The doctor was on her knees in front of Kate with a comb in her hand. Kate looked away as she worked, carefully placing the combed hairs in a small, clear plastic bag.
'When was the last time you had consensual sex, Kate?'
Her memory flashed back to around three weeks ago. She had no trouble recalling that.
Jack Delaney.
'Tell me, Jack. Talk to me.' Low, breathless, husky.
'Dig your nails in. I want to taste blood.'
'Pleasure and pain, Detective Inspector. Very Catholic.'
Delaney laughed, looking into her eyes, at the mischief sparking within them. 'I want to remember the moment.'
And Kate dug her nails into his buttocks, pulling him deeper into her. 'Oh, you'll remember. I'll make sure of that.'
She remembered the savagery of their lovemaking. Remembered him on top of her, penetrating her almost painfully, his powerful arms clutching her tight to his muscular body like a life raft as he rode the waves of their passion. She remembered his soft eyes wet with emotion as he shuddered to a climax, taking her with him. She remembered the absolute nakedness of his emotions as he held on too long afterwards, kissing her salty shoulder and whispering her name like a prayer.
And she remembered the love she felt for him.
She looked over at the curtained window and felt tears running down her cheeks again.
Caroline Akunin looked up at her. Misunderstanding her tears. 'I'm sorry. I have to ask.'
'That's okay, Caroline. It was three weeks ago.'
Caroline nodded. 'I am going to take some swabs, is that okay?'
Kate nodded. Her body was already feeling like it was something apart from her once more. Distancing herself from her feelings, something she had learned at a young age. Something she had lived with for years until Delaney had made her feel connected with her body again. Now she felt violated and ashamed and wretched. But most of all, she felt angry.
A buzzing sound then a sharp ring. Kate looked across at her mobile phone that was vibrating on Jane Harrington's desk. 'You better pass that to me, Caroline. I told the office to call me only if it was really urgent.'
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