William Bernhardt - Capitol Offense

Loving saw the first sores appear on his arms, then his legs. Big pustulous sores. Ugly ones. Scars that would never heal.

Next, he felt extreme nausea. He was heaving, puking uncontrollably. He couldn’t stop himself. It felt as if he were vomiting up his stomach, lining and all, spewing out his insides.

The sores continued to bubble, boil. They hurt. They spread across his entire body.

Inside, he could feel the poison eating away at him, his insides turning to fleshy mush. His GI tract giving up. His internal organs boiling and bursting, spilling even more poison into his system.

Worst of all, he knew his immune system had shut down, so there was no hope that anything happening to him would ever get better. His body was falling apart, melting. Liquefying.

He was on fire! The pain was so intense, like nothing he had ever felt before, and he had felt a lot of pain in his time. He was being cooked on a high-power rotisserie, inside and out. Burning him alive.

“Ahhhhhh!”

Loving squirmed from side to side, desperately trying to get loose. He knew he was hallucinating. He knew it wasn’t really happening, not like he imagined. But it felt just as intense. He was ashamed of himself for giving in to fear and panic, but what could he do? There was a mushroom cloud on his chest! It was killing him!

How long had it been? Seemed like hours, although some small remaining remotely rational part of his brain said it had not been nearly so long.

Shaw had said it would take six hours to kill him, but Loving knew it would hurt a long time before that. He had felt as if he were roasting since he awoke. He was in the desert, under the sun, perhaps that was natural. How could he know? Was it the cesium or the heat? Or his imagination? Which one would kill him first?

He took deep breaths, trying to calm himself. There was no point in panicking, he muttered. Then again, was there any point in remaining calm? Was there any point in anything? He would be dead in six hours. His body was melting!

He wished he’d had a chance to say goodbye to his father. He did regret that. Maybe his ex. She had hurt him badly, but he had loved her once and in some part of his heart that would never change. He would have at least liked to have dropped by and said something to her, tried to patch things up. Before he melted!

Why did people play with this stuff? Did they not understand how dangerous it could be? How could we possibly justify keeping any kind of radioactive materials around for any reason at all? Anyone who thought that was a good idea should have to sit with a tube full of cesium on their chest for a while and see if they changed their minds.

He wondered what had happened with Ben and the trial. That was the worst part of this, knowing he had let Ben down.

Who was he kidding? Melting alive was the worst part of this. But he did worry about Ben. The Skipper had done so much for him over the years. What had happened? He had no sense of time, but he knew the trial was winding down even when he was last conscious, back in Tulsa. What would happen to Ben if he lost? There should be some way to convey the information he had obtained, before…

Before he boiled.

He closed his eyes and prayed, prayed like he hadn’t since he was a child. He knew better than to ask for deliverance. That kind of miracle did not occur anymore. He asked for assistance for Ben or, failing that, for comfort. He asked for happiness for his friends, his family. His ex. Everyone back at the office. And then he prayed that the radiation would kill him quickly, before he had thoroughly experienced the excruciating pain he knew was soon to follow…

The sun was still beating down on his face when he first heard the sound of a car engine. More hallucinations. Only explanation. Could he not, please, get the one about the bright white light? Because he was ready to be out of this…

The footsteps came so loud and so fast he thought they were going to trample over him.

“My God, is that what I think it is?”

“Yes. Get the freaking pig!”

More footsteps. Loving felt something hard brush against his chest. He hated to open his eyes. He knew it would only lead to more delusions. But it was hard to resist…

“Mike?”

“I’m here, buddy. Sorry it took so long.”

“Mike?”

“Don’t try to talk. You’ve been out in the sun too long. You’re severely sunburned.”

“Is… that what it is?”

“Yes. We caught Shaw and his friend just down the desert a few miles. Thank God you put that tracker on the truck. After you were nabbed, I got the transponder screen out of your van, but I didn’t know the frequency. Figured it out eventually, but by that time they were out of range. Knew they were going to New Mexico, though, from their text messages. Called the local authorities and got a helicopter to track down the signal. That’s how we found you.”

“You’re… talking too fast.”

“Sorry. Doesn’t matter.”

Loving felt the tension in his arms and legs relax. They had cut him loose.

“Don’t try to stand. We’re wearing hazmat suits. We’ll carry you back to the truck, then copter you out of here. You’ve been exposed less than an hour, so you should be okay, but we’re still going to fly you into Los Alamos for a very special chemical shower.”

“That sounds… nice.”

“It will do the trick.”

“Need to call… Ben.”

“Doubt if he’s in a very good mood. He lost that trial.”

“What?”

“Yeah. And you know how he is.”

“But-Dennis is innocent.”

“I know you think so, but-”

Loving grabbed Mike’s arm. “I know he’s innocent. Shaw told me so.”

“What? When?”

“Let me get to Shaw. We’ll make him a deal. Get him to testify.”

“First we have to get you that shower. I can’t guarantee the DA will make any deals. Or that Shaw will cooperate.”

“He will. Now that it’s over.” Loving was so tired. Maybe it would be okay, just for now, to rest. For a little while. “He’ll do it.”

“Maybe if we can make it in his own best interest.”

Loving shook his head slowly. His body was beginning to relax, and he wasn’t even out of the sun yet. “He’ll do it for his sister.”

“Mr. Kincaid, I know why you’re here. Again. Do you recall the last time?”

“I do,” Ben said contritely.

Judge McPartland pointed his gavel. “Then you may recall my telling you that if you brought another motion before this court, without new grounds, I would cite you for contempt and throw you in jail.”

“I recall that distinctly, your honor.”

“It is one thing to be a zealous advocate. One cannot help but admire that. Up to a point. But when the trial is over, it is over. Your remedy, if any, is to appeal to a higher court, not to keep badgering the trial court.”

“Yes, sir. But an appeal takes a year or more. A motion to set aside-”

“I don’t need a lecture on trial procedure, Mr. Kincaid.”

“No, sir.”

“Especially not during your third attempt at the same motion. You are very lucky that I have not already-”

“He’s innocent!” Ben exclaimed.

A hush fell over the packed courtroom. Despite the fact that most of those in attendance were reporters, there was not so much as a cough. Perhaps they were stunned that he had raised his voice. Or perhaps, like Christina, they thought it was long overdue. If dangerous. Especially with an old-school judge. Good thing he’d brought a toothbrush…