Jason Elliot: The Network

‘PK’s out of ammo. We can’t let that happen too often. Fuckers aren’t giving up.’ He looks at us and slaps Sher Del heartily on the back. ‘Reckon it’s time to go before they rush us. Warn the others and get them down.’

The idea that we’re about to leave fills me with an unlikely sense of calm. It’s as if he’s suggested that it’s time for us all to go home, and I can’t wait to share the news with the others that it’s time to move. But as I’m running to the far turret, where Manny and Aref are crouching, a puff of smoke catches my eye from high up on the slope beyond the rear of the fort. It shouldn’t be there.

I know I’m yelling for them to take cover, but I can’t seem to hear my own voice, and the whole of time seems to be stretching out again as if I can’t get things to happen fast enough. I dive to the ground along the parapet and cover my ears and head with my forearms and distinctly see Manny turn towards me. The whole turret seems to disappear in a burst of smoke and I feel a shower of debris as if I’m suddenly being pecked to death by a flock of crazed birds. When I look up, there’s a gaping space where the turret used to be.

I throw myself off the parapet onto the stairs and run down to the room into which Manny has fallen. The roof has absorbed the force of his fall and he’s struggling to his feet, dazed and gripping his head. Aref has been blown into the courtyard, and either the blast or the fall has killed him outright. His clothes have been partially stripped from his body by the blast, and I involuntarily register how white the skin of his chest seems in comparison to that of his face.

We have to leave. We are being killed and will soon be overrun. I help Manny to the car, then run to the missiles. It seems a lifetime since we were calmly examining them in the sunshine a few hours ago. I’m aware, as if a quiet matter-of-fact voice is telling me so, that it’s cooler and darker in the room. I take the grenade from my pocket. It’s a dark-green egg-shaped Soviet-made RGD-5. I unscrew the fuze, see that’s it’s a UZRGM and wonder if it really is the ten-second version, though it hardly matters now. There’s a strip of black tape still hanging from the detcord, so I use it to bind the detonator end to the cord, then look back into the courtyard to see where everybody is.

The doors to the G are all open. Manny’s already inside. Momen and the other Afghan guard are lifting Aref’s body into the back. Sher Del runs up, hauls the others in and pulls the door closed. A round from beyond the gates somehow finds the windscreen of the G and richochets from the armoured glass with a whizzing sound like a party firework.

I call to H to start the engine and briefly contemplate the stretch of open ground I have to cover in order to reach the G. Then I pull the safety ring on the grenade and release my grip on the fuse handle. It springs onto the ground. I run.

I can’t hear the engine because my ears are ringing so loudly, though it’s the first time I’m aware of it. I slam the door closed and see the rev counter leap as I test the accelerator. Sher Del grabs my shoulder from behind and I turn to him and it’s then I see that his earlobe has been shot away.

‘Besyaar khub jang mikonid!’ he says. A huge grin reaches across his face. ‘You fight really well!’

The empty pickup is in front of us with the brakes off, so that as it emerges it will roll to the edge of the flat ground and draw the enemy’s fire. They won’t know we aren’t in it, at first. And we’re glad we’re not, because as the G surges forward and pushes the pickup onto the open ground we see the rear window of the cab grow cloudy with bullet holes as the rounds tear into it, scattering fragments of its interior into the air.

Then as we gather speed I throw the G to the right, feeling the power of the engine surge as the pickup rolls away from us, and we circle under the foot of the turret, and suddenly it’s as if a team of people are hammering at the doors and windows with all their might. The windows emit a high-pitched crack but the rounds that hit the doors make a deep thud like stone into mud. The spare wheel on the rear door bursts with a violent hiss of air. Then as we climb the slope that leads to the track beyond the rear of the fort, the back window finally shatters and collapses inwards, torn from the frame of the car by repeated impacts. An AK-round thumps into the seat behind me like the blow of a sledgehammer but is stopped by the layers of Kevlar stitched inside.

My hand scrambles for the diff-lock switches as we reach the crest of the shoulder, and as I make the turn the wheels judder against the loose surface of the ground. There’s a succession of loud thuds against the roof, and the skyline lurches up like the view from a fighter plane going into a dive, and our weapons clatter forward onto the dashboard. It’s steeper than I thought, and the G pitches down as if it’s not going to stop, and H braces his hand against the windscreen and curses.

‘La illaha ill’allah,’ cries Sher Del. There is no God but God.

And then it happens. The first thing we feel is the compression, as if our ears are being sucked into our heads. Then we hear the blast, which shakes the ground so strongly the force is transmitted to the steering wheel like a blow against the wheels. A deep rolling booming sound, followed almost instantaneously by several more, sweeps over and through us. The gunfire is silenced.

‘Hope someone’s taking pictures up there,’ says H, bracing himself against the roof and grimacing as the G yaws dangerously to one side. My thoughts seem to be taking shape in slow motion, and his comment makes no sense to me until I realise he’s talking about satellites. Then it occurs to me that we are actually still alive. Against the odds, we have completed the mission, and the missiles will never be used. I recall the Baroness’s words, I want you to succeed, and suddenly I want to laugh because we really have succeeded. Whoever was planning a catastrophe using the Stingers will now have to come up with a very different plan, and whoever was planning to let it happen will have to wait for a very different catastrophe.

The wheels are holding like glue onto the rocky slope, but our pace is agonisingly slow. Then there’s a bright flash a few yards ahead and an explosion that scatters a violent cloud of rock and shrapnel against us. Bits fly up from the front of the car, but we’re still moving.

H clambers with astonishing agility into the back, rests his AK on the rim of the rear door and fires towards the ridgeline above us where the RPG has come from. The sound of the shots is deafening and the interior is thick with cordite smoke. But the ravine is beginning to open up now and the slope is reducing so I take the gearbox out of low range and accelerate.

As we crash forward, I’m aware of a kind of moaning sound behind me. It’s Momen, chanting prayers. There are warning lights blinking on the dashboard but I can’t look at them. The ground begins to flatten out and with a final bounce we hit the dirt road. I turn towards the head of the valley. H scrambles into the seat behind me.

‘Let’s get some distance behind us,’ he says.

We race up the valley, savouring the sweetness of our escape. After half a mile the slopes steepen on both sides as we draw closer to its head. Then, just as we’re beginning to feel like we’re finally beyond the reach of our enemies, a black shape plunges across the track a hundred yards ahead of us, blocking the way. I recognise the pickup from earlier outside the fort and wonder for a moment whether it’s just an unpleasant coincidence that we’ve now run into each other. Perhaps they’re lost. But the truck’s bonnet pitches sharply downwards. The driver is braking hard, because that’s exactly where he wants to be: directly in front of us.