Adrian McKinty - Fifty Grand

“We overruled him,” he says. “We. The DGI.”

“What?”

“The Foreign Ministry denied your application to travel to Mexico, but we overruled them.”

My head spinning. “The state security police got me the exit permit?”

“Yes.”

“Even though you knew I was going to go to America?”

“Ah, so you admit you went to America?”

Damn it. The only way in Cuba was to deny, deny, deny. For years if necessary.

“I didn’t go to America,” I say again, quieter now.

A dog starts barking in the garden.

“Someone take him for a walk!” Raúl yells.

“Your dog?” I ask desperately, trying to change the subject. Raúl nods. “What type?”

“A mutt. All other breeds are bourgeois,” he says smugly.

“As bourgeois as that big black Chrysler outside.”

Raúl grins. “You saw my car. There’s a story behind that vehicle that, alas, must be saved for another time. Now, I’ll ask again, what is the name of the person who killed your father?”

“I don’t know.”

Raúl taps the table, rubs his chin. He decides to try a different tack.

“How do you think we’ve survived for nearly fifty years on this island, mano a mano with the most powerful country on Earth? We are a poor country, with few resources. How did the Revolution survive with so much stacked against it?”

“I don’t know.”

“Because, Comrade Mercado, we are smart. Everyone underestimates us. Again and again. You did well in Mexico City, you suspected that we would put a tail on you and you were right. What you did not appreciate was my personal involvement in this case. You did not appreciate that the DGI would anticipate your caution.”

“What do you mean?” I wondered.

“We wanted you to see the tail. We wanted you to see him. And we allowed you to think that you’d got rid of him, but you missed the real tail, Comrade Mercado. You’re good, but you’re just a police officer and we are the Guardians of the Revolution. We are the DGI.”

A second tail .

No. He’s bluffing. He’s trying to trick me.

“I, I don’t believe you,” I tell him.

“We followed you to Terminal Norte, where you took a bus to Gomez Palacio. You found a coyote and you went across the desert that night. You had an unexpected and unpleasant episode at a place called Bloody Fork-don’t you love those English names?-and our operative says you did very well at that encounter. In fact, after that episode he recommended that we continue the family tradition and recruit you.”

Family tradition . Our operative . Pick a question.

“Your operative?” I ask.

Raúl yawns, the big jowly fold of skin under his neck swaying from side to side.

“Our operative in the coyote van.”

Our operative in the coyote van.

My Guardian Angel.

Oh my God.

Paco.

An agent for Cuban intelligence.

The phony trips to Denver, his skill with the rifle; the man in the rental car, Mr. New York Plates-his contact. Now it all makes perfect-

“I see by your face that you understand,” Raúl says.

Best course now is the truth. Fast. To save my life. To save Ricky, Mom. Truth.

“Yes. I went to America.”

He nods. “Take off your hat,” he says. “I want to see.”

I take off the beret. He looks at the bandage above my ear.

“A graze. Don’t think you’re special, Mercado. I once saw a man who was shot between the eyes. The bullet exited through his lower jaw and two weeks later he was back fighting with us in the mountains,” he says.

“He was lucky.”

“Yes and no. Later we had to hang him for rape… Now, who killed your father, Officer Mercado?”

“A man called Youkilis, a-”

“My patience has its limits,” he interrupts. “I’ll ask that question once more and this time, if you do not tell me the truth, I’ll consider it a crime against the state. A conspiracy that involves your whole family. Do you understand?”

“Yes, Comrade Castro.”

“Who killed your father, Officer Mercado?”

“It was, it was… It was an actor, a Hollywood actor called Jack Tyrone. He lived in Fairview, Colorado. He was driving home drunk, he hit Dad and knocked him into a ravine, and then he drove off. In America they call that a hit-and-run.”

“I heard the death was unpleasant. If it’s not too painful I’d like to know the full details. How did your father die?”

“Dad’s pelvis and legs were broken. His rib cage was shattered. He tried crawling back up to the road but couldn’t make it. Blood filled his lungs. He drowned in his own blood. Slowly. It took him hours to die and when they found him his face was frozen.”

A flicker as he tries to conceal a reaction. He nearly succeeds, but not quite. He waits for a beat or two to feign casualness.

“A Hollywood actor called Jack Tyrone.”

“He’s young. Thirty. Up and coming. You won’t have heard of him.”

“No, I am familiar with him. Not, of course, through his films.”

Through Paco’s report.

Sunlight finally breaks through the mist, sending yellow beams through the house. Parrots start screeching on the rooftop. Soon all the other birds will begin too.

“You discovered that Jack Tyrone killed your father but you did not kill him?” Raúl asks.

“No. I didn’t kill him.”

I wait for the other shoe to drop. It drops.

“Why?”

“I killed the man who covered it up. I drowned him in a lake in Wyoming. I killed the police officer who helped him cover it up. I let Tyrone go. He was drunk. He didn’t even remember the accident. And afterward he did what they told him to do. He followed his lines, he played his part. He’s an actor. He’s not a… He’s not evil.” Raúl’s face is twitching with anger as I continue my explanation. “I told him I’d be watching him. I told him that if he didn’t lead an extraordinary life, an exemplary life, that I’d be back. I’d be back to kill him then.”

Raúl cocks his head, as if mercy is known to him only as a theoretical concept, not one that he’s seen in practice. “You killed the men who covered it up but you let Tyrone go?”

“Yes.”

He doesn’t like the answer. His face reddens. He smacks his hand down hard on the kitchen table. The coffee cups jump. A goon looks in through the window.

“It wasn’t your call to make!” Raúl shouts.

“I don’t-”

“Don’t speak! It wasn’t your call, Mercado. I sent you there. I sent you. I sent you to do a job for me! Juan Mercado belonged to us, not the Yankees! We… I made the decision to spare his life and someone else overruled me!”

In the black books, in the samizdats, they quote the Jesuit schoolmasters who taught the Castro boys. Fidel was wild, aggressive, a bad loser, a prodigy. Raúl was the levelheaded one, unemotional, slow to anger. I always believed that but the books were wrong. Raúl’s face is scarlet. He’s shaking. Spittle on his lips. His hands have become fists. He’s capable of anything. If he said the word one of those DGI men would take me outside to the jasmine trees and put a bullet in my head.

He stands and stares at me for so long that I begin to think he’s had a stroke. But then his yellow eyes glaze and he calms down.

“It wasn’t your call to make,” he mutters again.

Finally he sits, takes a sip of coffee, breathes.

“Why did you go to America, if not to kill the man who killed your father?” he asks in a quiet tone.

It’s not an unreasonable question. It’s the same question I’ve been asking myself. “For the same reason I joined the PNR. The truth. Do you remember the truth?”

“Don’t get smart with me, Officer Mercado. I could have you and your captain and your brother and your mother thrown into a dungeon for fifty years. Your whole solar . Everyone you know.”