Val Mcdermid - Killing the Shadows

“No, that’s different. There, you’ve got an element of choice. At some level it’s a conscious decision, you know what you’re getting into. But you can’t know when you get involved with someone in law enforcement that it’s going to rebound on you like that.”

Fiona shook her head. “It is the same thing. It’s all very well, you saying there’s an element of choice in the examples I cited. But you know it’s not entirely true. If we lived in Northern Ireland and I was a Protestant vicar and you were a high-ranking Republican, could you have walked away from loving me because it might cost either of us our lives?”

Kit glared at her across the table. “Don’t be bloody silly. Of course I couldn’t have.”

“Well, then. I don’t suppose Jane Elias was blind to the potential risks of loving Pierce Finnegan. She was far too smart for that. And I’d guess that she accepted the risk because taking a chance on being with him was infinitely preferable to playing safe and doing without him. Just as it must have crossed your mind that living with a woman who has helped the police to put away serial offenders has its attendant risks,” Fiona added, softening her voice to take the challenge out of her words.

“I won’t pretend I haven’t had my moments. Thing is, Fiona, I never once thought that your job might put me on the line. It’s always been you I’ve been worried for. I suppose I was projecting what I feel on to Jane. I reckon she must have had her sleepless nights over Pierce, but maybe, like me, she never thought she’d be the one catching the rebound.” He spread his hands wide, smiling at her.

Fiona reached across the table for his hand. He met her halfway. “I love you, you know,” she said.

“By heck, that’s a bit soft for the breakfast table,” he teased.

“Oh please, don’t come the hard man of British noir with me,” Fiona protested. “You’re forgetting, I know the truth.”

“You could ruin my reputation with a word,” he said ruefully.

“So make a fresh pot of tea and my lips will remain sealed.” She retrieved the paper and shook it out. “There is one very good thing about this arrest.”

“What’s that?”

“It means there’s no connection between the murder of Jane Elias and the murder of Drew Shand. So we can all stop worrying about a serial killer stalking the world’s best thriller writers,” Fiona pointed out.

The water rushed noisily into the kettle, drowning Kit’s muttered reply.

“What?” Fiona asked.

Kit turned to face her. “I said, always supposing the Irish cops have got it right.”

Fiona shook her head, laughing. “What is it with you? You want to feel like your life’s under threat? You getting into method writing?”

This time, there was no deprecating smile. “No. I don’t want to live my life looking over my shoulder. But you have to admit, it wouldn’t be the first time the cops have arrested the wrong person.”

“But there’s no reason to suppose they have in this case.”

Kit shrugged. “There’s no reason to suppose they haven’t.”

Fiona frowned. “It’s not like you to be the pessimist in this kitchen.”

“I’d call it realism, not pessimism.” Kit’s tone indicated he wouldn’t readily be persuaded otherwise.

Fiona pushed back her chair. “Fine,” she said calmly. “Leave it with me.” Jane Elias Arrest Latest Breaking News You can always rely on the cops for the obvious line of inquiry. And so John Patrick Regan is behind bars tonight, accused of a crime that has shocked the bestseller buyers of Middle America. Readers of this site will remember we broke exclusively the identity of Elias’s long-term lover, Garda Siochana undercover cop Pierce Finnegan. And since law enforcement officers scan this site as avidly as our most devoted fans, they decided they’d better make a trawl through Finnegan’s recent cases. And bingo! They hit on Tommy Donaghy and his team of major-league drug runners. Donaghy and three of his lieutenants are currently awaiting trial on charges of heroin smuggling, thanks in no small part to Finnegan’s talents at mounting an undercover sting. Although Donaghy is based north of Dublin, the Garda did a trawl of his known associates and came up with his cousin, John Regan, who lives a mere fifteen miles from Elias’s estate in the Wicklow Hills. And, by strange coincidence, Regan’s building firm did some of the restoration work on the Georgian mansion where Elias lived. Regan is a small-time jobbing builder, divorced with two kids, who lives in the sleepy Irish town of Kildenny. He also owns a motor launch and on the afternoon Elias disappeared, he was out fishing. All on his own some So he’s a man with means, motive and opportunity and not an alibi in sight. Looks good to the Garda, especially since they have no other leads to speak of. It’s unfortunate for them that Regan has no criminal record. Word is that so far forensics have come up blank, but they’re still looking. Expect charges before bedtime. Or sooner, if Regan decides to confess. Which, given the shoot-themselves-in-the-foot tendencies of the Irish, is probably pretty much a given. Let’s just hope for John Regan’s sake that Pierce Finnegan isn’t in charge of the interrogation.

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Fiona stood up and waited impatiently for the printer to finish. She grabbed the sheet of paper from the tray and ran down the three flights of stairs to Kit’s office. She knew he’d abandoned the kitchen for the womb of his desk; Classic FM on the radio had given way to Gomez cheerfully singing that there weren’t enough hours in a day. She knew the feeling.

Kit was staring gloomily at the screen, reading through the last pages he’d written. Fiona dropped the paper on the keyboard in front of him. He ran a hand over his smooth scalp as he read, massaging the soft skin into ridges and furrows. “Sounds a bit flip to me,” he said dubiously.

“That’s just the tone they use. Believe me, if there were good reasons for thinking this arrest isn’t kosher, they’d be shouting it from the rooftops, not dropping vague hints. I’ve told you; they pride themselves on getting the stuff that nobody else knows or is willing to publish. And like most of us, they like to cover their backs just in case they’ve got it wrong. Trust me, I’m a doctor…” Fiona leaned over and kissed the tender skin where earlobe joined jawline.

Kit swivelled in his chair and pulled her into his arms. Now, there was nothing half-hearted about his smile. “Thank you,” he said. “You’ve put my mind at rest.”

“Good. Does that mean we get to go out and play like normal people do on a Saturday?”

“You want to be normal? What’s brought that on?”

“I thought we could maybe give it a whirl, see what we’ve been missing all these years?”

“All right. Just this once. But only if we get to come home and be seriously abnormal later.”

“I’ll hold you to that.”

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Unbelievable. They’ve arrested somebody for Jane Elias’s murder. According to what I read, Ellas was sleeping with an Irish cop who went undercover to put away some serious drug dealers last year. And they reckon this was a revenge killing. Well, they’re right about that, at least! They’re mad, those Paddles. Gangland executioners don’t go to such elaborate lengths to take somebody out, but I suppose the upside Is that It means my targets won’t be on their guard. I was beginning to worry that I might not be able to con Kit Martin If he was on the look-out for somebody after him. Mind you, I’d expected Georgia Lester to be a bit more cautious. I’d Interfered with her fuel line so her car would break down, and I was right behind, all ready to be the knight of the road. She was standing by the side of her Jag looking helpless when I pulled up behind her. I offered to have a look at It, but she said she was going to call the AA. I whacked her when she bent down to get her mobile. Then I dragged her into the back seat. It took me about five minutes to get her back to her cottage. It’s got an outhouse down the bottom of the garden, which I’d settled on. I left her tied up and gagged there while I dumped the Jag. By the time I got back it was well dark. All the better, really. It’s the only one I’ve done that’s given me nightmares. I dream I’m suffocating under a mountain of meat and I can’t get free. And then I see her eyes. She’d come round by the time I got back. Her eyes were popping out of her head, like a horse when it gets frightened. I could see the whites all round the irises. It nearly freaked me out. I had to hit her again, which I didn’t want to do. But I couldn’t face strangling her while she was still conscious. I really don’t like the killing. I like the way I feel afterwards, that sense of power that floods through me when I think how well I’m getting my own back. I wish there was an easier way of doing it. But I’ve got to stick to the plan. I wonder how long it will take them to work it out this time?