Michael McGarrity - Tularosa

"Can I ask what this is about?"

"A missing soldier. Maybe Captain Brannon mentioned him." Utiey smiled.

"Sara doesn't talk to me about her work." He leaned against the door of the vehicle, resting his arm on the bracket of the side mirror. "How can I help?" he asked.

"I'd like to know where you went on the field trip." Utiey pushed some hair away from his forehead.

"Easy enough. Come inside and I'll show you on the map." Utiey and his team shared a chaotic work space, dominated by a large trough table with dividers in the middle of the room. It held pot shards, hand forged nails, rusty shell casings, pieces of old machinery, fragments of rope and leather, and human bones, all sorted according to type and size. A woman at a work table labeled bits and pieces of rusty tools from a cart next to her. She looked up and smiled as Kerney and Utiey walked by.

Utiey guided Kerney through a clump of desks to a large map of the Tularosa Basin mounted on the far wall and started pointing.

"It's a one-day excursion. I don't go too far out-otherwise the time would be eaten up by travel."

He traced his finger up a primary-road course. "I take them to an old Spanish site called Black Bear Mine, back down to the 7-Bar-K Ranch site on the east slope of the San Andres-the wildlife and conservation people use it as a base camp-and the last place we visit is Indian Hills, where I'm doing an excavation." Utiey poked the map at Indian Hills. "I think I mentioned that when we first met."

"Indian Wells?" Kerney asked. The background in Sammy's painting of the Bobcat had to be Indian Wells.

"There is an Indian Wells, but it's completely offlimits, and you can only get to it by foot or horseback. It's an interesting site if you like geology or petroglyphs. Have you heard of it?" Utiey asked.

Kerney shook his head.

"I just thought you said Indian Wells. My mistake." Utiey nodded.

"The place-names can get confusing." He made a circular motion with his finger over the map. "The Indian Hills excavation is east of Cottonwood Canyon. A stand of trees gave me the first clue that I might find something. Cottonwoods need a lot of water, so I went looking for the source. I found gray quartz and white gypsum sand accumulations early in the dig. The winds move the sand toward the Sacramento Mountains, away from the San Andres, so it was a real anomaly. We hit a rock foundation and an underground spring that once fed into a pond. It's definitely a semipermanent Apache campsite." Utiey's voice rose in satisfaction.

"A very important find. I'm heading back out there today." Utiey's expression changed and became apologetic. "I'm boring the hell out of you."

"Not at all," Kerney assured him, rushing his question before Utiey had a chance to continue talking. The man was a self-absorbed motor mouth.

"Do you remember Sammy Yazzi? Specialist Fourth Class. He went on your last field trip." Fred nodded and repositioned his eyeglasses on his nose.

"I do. I was delighted to have him on the tour. He gave us a real interesting perspective of the Apache from a Pueblo Indian point of view."

"Did you know him before the tour?"

"Never saw him before or after," Utiey responded. "Sorry I can't be more helpful."

"That's okay." Kerney replied.

"I don't envy you your job." Utiey walked with Kerney to the open door. "If you're still on the base when I get back, I'll buy you a drink at the officers' club."

"Sounds good to me," Kerney said, squinting at the whiteness of the day that greeted him outside. He left Utiey to finish his loading chore and drove away. It was time to meet Sara at her office.

"Did you notice that the watercolors were numbered in sequence?" Sara inquired, one foot curled under her knee, her back resting against the passenger door ofkerney's truck. A slight road breeze from the partially open window rippled through her hair.

They were halfway to Elephant Butte Lake.

"No, I didn't."

"On the back of each sheet: two numbers separated by a slash. There should be thirty pictures. Only twenty-five were in the portfolio."

Kerney drummed his fingers on the steering wheel in response as Sara watched him. He had long fingers, perfectly proportioned. Kerney had taken care to dress for the occasion, Sara thought, with a private smile. He wore a light gray cowboy shirt with pearl buttons, black jeans, and freshly polished boots.

"No comment?" Sara nudged.

"I feel like we're chasing our tails," Kerney answered. "Lots of leads going nowhere."

"Frustrated?"

"So far." He smiled in her direction. "It's a big chunk of land out there. Lots of places where a person can get lost and disoriented."

"Or have an accident," Sara added.

"That too," Kerney agreed glumly, "but I still cling to the hope that Sammy's alive and kicking up his heels somewhere off the base."

"You do think that's realistic?"

"Not really. Sammy isn't the type. But without hope there can be no endeavor," Kerney quoted. "Some dead English writer said that. I can't remember which one; Samuel Johnson, Walter Scott." Sara laughed.

"Tell me something. Why did you drop out of graduate school to become a cop?" Kerney shot her a sideways look.

"You have done your homework."

"Of course."

"After Nam, I thought I needed peace and quiet. Graduate school seemed like a safe place to be."

"Was it?"

"Sure, if you believe that intellectual sharpshooting and belligerent superior attitudes are part of a quiet life. To me, it was just a mind game, so I decided to do something more real."

"I take it your wife didn't approve."

"Hell, no. When I told her what my intentions were, she decided I wasn't committed to maintaining a parallel career path with an equitable income that would match her anticipated earnings. She granted me an uncontested divorce."

"Was it that simple?"

"Nothing is that simple. She didn't want a husband with a second-class profession, and I didn't want a marriage that felt like a business arrangement. Otherwise, we were completely incompatible."

"Are you a romantic, Kerney?"

"I was. Now I'm a hermit. What about you?"

"There's very little time for romance in the military."

They drove in silence through Truth or Consequences, a town with no definition that spread out along a bypass looping the interstate. Main street, lined with dreary cafes, dress shops posing as boutiques, shoddy secondhand stores, and run-down tourist cabins bunched around empty parking lots, took on the stunted, meager personality of the sand hills above the town. Only the touch of green from the thick bosque that concealed the Rio Grande gave relief to the eye, pulling attention to the mountains east of the river. According to Sara, Bull McVay worked as a maintenance man at a vineyard in Engle. At the only stoplight in town, Kerney turned toward the mountains, and soon they were on a curving road cutting through the foothills. Elephant Butte, a startling blue-green manmade lake, spread out in front of them just before the highway dipped into a narrow, sheared-off granite pass, climbed again to meet the Jomada-the ancient route of the Spanish into North America-and ran straight toward the San Andres Mountains. Cactus savanna flowed across the desert interrupted by large thickets of creosote brush and mesquite. The long plumes of the sotol cactus rose on thick bases, protected by hundreds of spiny leaves, bearing the first signs of flowering growth. Clumps of green grama grass, pale rabbit brush and yellow wildflowers erupted wildly on the flat plain.

Sara remained quiet, gazing out the window and thinking how pleasant it was to rubberneck. The need for more of a personal life outside of her job had to be given greater attention, she decided.

A large billboard sign came into view, heralding the turnoff to the vineyard.