Kealan Burke - Currency of Souls

I summarize the situation as calmly as I can. It doesn’t sound calm in the least by the time it reaches my lips, but Hendricks steps back, his face a knot of concern. From upstairs, his wife calls out a demand to know what’s going on. The doctor turns on the hall light. It’s the warmest looking light I’ve seen in quite some time, and the shadows it casts are gentle. “Bring her in. I’ll see what I can do.” He reaches the stairs and yells up, “Queenie, I’m going to need your help down here.”

And in what seems like a heartbeat, the doctor is bent over the girl where she lies prone on the couch and swaddled in comfy looking blankets. The towels wrapped around her head make it look as if she’s being prepped for a massage, nothing more. The blood running between her eyes spoils that illusion though. She’s shivering, which is good. Means she’s still breathing. “Lost a lot of blood,” Hendricks says, pressing the cup of his stethoscope to her chest. “You said an auto wreck?”

“Yeah.”

“Anyone else hurt?” He appraises Kyle and me. “How about you guys? You look pretty shook up.”

“We’re fine,” Kyle says. “She going to be all right? She’s pregnant, you know.”

Hendricks frowns.

“She told us,” I add quickly, covering Kyle’s blunder. “Right before she passed out.”

I can’t tell whether or not he’s buying it, but he says nothing, just presses that stethoscope to the girl’s breast and breathes through his nose. His wife stands off in the corner, arms folded over her dressing gown. She looks pissed, and I can’t blame her.

When at last the doctor looks up, his face is grave. “I’m sorry to say I don’t think there’s a whole lot I can do for her, boys. The baby’s gone. That I can tell you right now for certain, and it’s only a matter of time before she follows. I’d have to open her up to say for sure, but my guess is she’s busted up pretty bad. Judging by that blood and the way she’s breathing, seems she’s got a punctured lung too. Pupils are dilated. Head’s cracked open almost clean through to the bone. Frankly I’m amazed she’s not dead already.” At the looks on our faces, he continues, “But you fellas did real good. Wasn’t much more you could have done for her. She’d have appreciated it, I’m sure.”

Another life lost. For nothing. Though at least when I dream of this one I’ll know it wasn’t entirely my fault.

“Uh…Sheriff?”

I look back at Hendricks.

“You just going to leave her here?”

I’m about to argue with him, but it slowly dawns on me that he’s right, that I’d have asked the same question. Hendricks, unlike me or Kyle, still has a life, and I don’t reckon we should leave a dead whore on his couch to remind him why we’re different.

“Sorry, Doc. We’ll take her back to Eddie’s.”

Hendricks looks confused. “Eddie’s? Why there?”

“Because it’s quieter than any graveyard. Most of the time. We can bury her out back right next to Eddie himself. I figure he deserves the company after all the shit we’ve done under his roof. Besides,” I move close to the girl. “We’ve got some burying to do anyway.”

“Who else died?” Queenie asks, her first words to us since we arrived.

“The Reverend.”

“Oh.”

I smile at the lack of emotion on her face. “Yeah. Ticker gave out on him while he was preaching to us about the evils of drink.”

Hendricks shakes his head. “Man had way too much time on his hands.”

“You got that right, Doc.”

We stay for a while, exchanging the kind of uneasy banter unique to folks who’re waiting for one among them to die. Kyle paces, torn between refusing to accept that the girl is gone, that we couldn’t save her, and eager to be in a room larger than Hendricks’ parlor so he doesn’t have to be within touching distance of me.

At last there comes a single hitching sigh. The girl frowns, as if in her dreams she’s stumbled upon something dangerous, then she shudders once, and that’s the end of it.

No one says anything for a moment. We all just stand there, trying to read the story of the dead girl’s life from the lines on her face, the punctuation marks on her arm, the commas at the corners of her mouth from too much time spent grimacing in pain. I reach down and brush a strand of hair away from her face.

“C’mon, Kyle.”

For the second time that night, we load the girl into the truck. I imagine she feels lighter, that the soul, or whatever leaves us when we die, has weight, and hers is somewhere better now, somewhere no one can touch it, and use the stains on it against her.

Our drive back to Eddie’s is a silent one. There’s plenty that could be said, but no need to say it.

At least, not until we see the fire.

“ Aw Christ no …” Kyle says and is out of the truck and running before I have time to draw a breath.

Eddie’s is in flames, a funeral pyre burning against the dark, turbulent maelstrom of the night, and though the rain is still beating down and pockmarking the mud, it’s not doing much to put out the blaze.

My first thought is that Gracie has finally had enough, that the Reverend’s death is the catalyst she’s been waiting for, the escape she’s longed for all these years. I imagine her chasing everybody out, leaving the Reverend’s body and Brody where they are, dousing the place from top to bottom with kerosene or spirits, then standing in the doorway, flaming rag in her hand. I see the light burning away the shadows on her grim face, making her seem young and innocent again. Then she tosses the rag, and the fire races across the floor and up the walls, a raging thing, but pure, and cleansing.

But as I watch the lithe silhouette of my son racing toward the inferno, I remember what I thought when I stood in there looking down at Hill’s body, waiting for him to suddenly resurrect himself. Cold dread grips my heart. Is this the surprise we expected from him? Did he burst into flame moments after Kyle and me left the bar? I picture his almost headless corpse erupting into bright searing flame, claiming the lives of those standing nearest him first before they’re even aware what’s happening, then spreading out and cooking the rest as they try to escape.

And then I think of Cobb.

I pull the truck to a halt in the parking lot. Flames rise up, licking the sky; the rain falls down. Glass shatters in the heat and I have to shield my face. Not before my eyebrows are singed away.

Kyle is not alone, and his company is not a decapitated burning thing. I make my way over, all but blinded by the light from the fire. It isn’t until I’m right there next to Kyle that I see it’s Cadaver who’s with him. His eyes are narrowed against the glare, but still there’s an odd look on his hollow face, almost like reverence.

“Cadaver, what happened?”

Kyle looks like a ghost, his eyes filled with fire. “He says Cobb did it. Just after we left, he went crazy and torched the place.”

Cadaver nods, but adds nothing. I notice his little microphone is absent, which explains his silence. Just like Brody must have thought when the old man hunkered down next to him, Cadaver looks like death. More so now than ever before, the orange-red light only adding deeper shadow beneath the sharp outcroppings of his cheekbones.

“Where is everyone?” I ask, afraid of the answer, because I’ve surveyed the area more than once on my way up here and I’m surveying it now again, and I don’t see anybody here but us, and that feels to me like a brand new nightmare fresh from the devil’s womb, waiting to be christened by the ignorant.

Kyle looks at me, and the flames shimmer in his eyes. “Gone,” he tells me. “Cadaver says they’re all gone. All but Brody.”