David Silva - The Disappeared

He climbed off what he had happily declared the night before as his bed, and moved sullenly to her side.

“I don’t know what to believe anymore. But I know what I’d like to believe, and I’m going to start calling you Gabe from now on. Is that all right with you?”

“That’s my name. Gabriel Michael Knight.”

“All right, then. I want you to understand that it was hard on your father and me after you didn’t come home. We both had a difficult time coping, and for some reason I guess we both held each other responsible.”

“Why?”

“I don’t know. I guess we just missed you so much… there was this huge emptiness in our lives, and for some reason we started filling it with accusations and fears and… I just don’t know, Gabe. It was just hard to look at each other without thinking of the son we’d lost. And that just seemed to make the hurt all that much worse.”

“So Dad moved out?”

She nodded, feeling a mix of shame and guilt. “Yes.”

“Where?”

She placed her arm over the boy’s shoulders, as if she were trying to hold the last strand of her family together. He felt so tiny and fragile. “He lives in Tennessee now. In a little town outside of Nashville.”

“Will I ever get to see him again?”

“Of course, you will.”

He nodded thoughtfully. He had begun to toy with the wedding band on her finger, and Teri realized for the first time in years that she was still wearing it. Old habits were hard to break. “You think maybe we could call him?”

“Right now?”

“Yeah.”

“Oh, I don’t know, Gabe.”

“Please?”

The morning overcast had burned off; the sun was out; and it was easily ten degrees warmer than it had been yesterday.

Walt pulled into his parking space right around the corner from the apartment. It was a little after eleven. The drive up from the Bay Area had been a good six-hour trip. He grabbed his suitcase off the passenger seat, climbed out of the car, and locked the door. Originally, he had considered packing up last night and coming home, but he hadn’t been sleeping well lately and he didn’t like the idea of possibly falling asleep behind the wheel. So instead, he had called the apartment—ten, maybe fifteen times—trying unsuccessfully to get in touch with Teri to warn her. He didn’t want her or the boy to be there alone another night. Not with what he had found at the Boyle place.

B-242.

How had Boyle been tipped?

And how had he tracked down Walt’s address?

It’s not hard to find someone who’s not hiding , Walt told himself. You know that .

The side of the suitcase slammed against the rail near the top of the stairs. He switched it from his left hand to his right, and started down the corridor, tossing around ideas for where he thought Boyle might head next. Upper Oregon , he reminded himself, and that was as far as his thoughts took him.

The door to the apartment was open.

Instinctively, he dropped the suitcase and hugged the wall. Maybe not quite as far as upper Oregon after all. He reached around the corner and palmed the door. It creaked lightly as it swung all the way to the stop, not a sound coming from inside.

He moved across the doorway and hugged the wall on the other side, taking a peek through the kitchen window. Someone had gone out of his way to make one hell of a mess in there. His angle of vision allowed him a look past the kitchen doorway, down the hall to the corner of the living room. There was an eerie stillness over the place, a kind of peacefulness after the body’s been laid to rest.

“Teri?”

No answer.

After another peek around the corner, he decided that whatever had gone on here, it had gone on some time ago. The damage was done now. All the participants had skittered back into the wood work. The apartment was empty.

He listened to the heater kick on, thought distantly that he’d probably been paying to heat the outdoors since last night sometime, and moved down the entry and into the kitchen. A small flurry of white flour kicked up from the floor vent. From there to the living room, from the living room to the bathroom and finally into the bedroom, he carefully covered every square inch of the apartment.

There was no sign of Teri or the boy.

There was also no sign of blood.

He chose that ray of hope to hold onto as he went to the back of his bedroom closet. After moving into the apartment, he had added a false wall at the far end. He ran his hand along the top inside edge of the framework, found the release, pressed it. A small side panel clicked open.

Apparently, the safe had gone unnoticed.

He fingered through the combination, pausing to refresh his memory after the second number. It had been a long time since he had first installed the safe. This was the first time he had felt a need to open it.

The door swung open.

“Michael?” Teri switched the phone to her other ear and turned away from the boy, who was sitting on the other bed and watching her with anticipation.

“Teri?” There was more than just surprise in his voice. There was something underneath, something that sounded a bit like relief. She had a hard time imagining a situation in which Michael would be relieved to be hearing from her. After they had separated, he put a bumper sticker on his car that said, I still miss my “ex,” but I’m getting closer. Meaning, of course, that he was still aiming for her. Teri hadn’t been completely innocent herself. Her bumper sticker had said, Who cares what Mikee likes?

“Everything all right out there?” he asked.

“Not exactly.”

“What’s wrong?”

“I’m not really sure where to start.”

“The job okay?”

“Yeah.” The boy tugged at her shirt sleeve and when she turned toward him, he mouthed the words: Is that him? She nodded and he motioned for her to hand him the phone. “Uh… listen… there’s someone here who wants to talk to you.”

He grabbed the receiver out of her hand. “Dad?”

There was silence on the other end.

“It’s me, Gabe.” A long pause took breath before Michael finally said something back, and the boy—looking disappointed and more than a little dejected—handed the phone back to her. “He wants to talk to you.”

“Michael?”

“What the hell are you trying to pull? Jesus, Teri, you think I’m that stupid? You think I’m really gonna buy that this kid – what is he? Ten, eleven years old? – is supposed to be Gabe? It’s not funny, Teri. Not funny at all.”

“Just settle down, Michael.”

“Settle down? Man, nothing’s changed, has it? You’re still chasing his ghost all over the whole damn country, aren’t you? Till the day you die, you’re gonna be chasing that kid’s damn ghost.”

“It’s him, Michael. I’m really beginning to believe it’s him.”

“It can’t be him. Christ…” He let out a long, calming breath, the way he always did when he realized he was becoming agitated. Teri already knew what he was going to say next and how he was going to say it. He was going to tell her, in that almost but not quite patronizing tone of his, that she had to try to keep a perspective on things, that she was losing sight of reality here. Teri had heard it all before. After Gabe’s disappearance, it had become her husband’s marching song. And who could have really blamed him?”

“Okay,” he said evenly. “Let’s try to think this thing through, Teri.”

“I know what you’re going to say.”

“It’s impossible. Gabe would be… what? Twenty? Twenty-one years old?”

“I know. And I know it sounds crazy. But it’s him, Michael.”