Eric Lustbader - First Daughter

"Emma had done a lot of reading on the pathology of being an Outsider. In fact, she'd practically memorized a book called The Outsider , by Colin Wilson. That's where she got the term, that's how she knew she was one. She also read another book of Wilson's called A Criminal History of Mankind , I think. Anyway, she'd heard that name Ronnie Kray and looked it up. He was one of a pair of murderous twins in the East End of London. Their pathology fascinated her, and I think that was one of the reasons she even listened to this guy in the first place."

"They shared E-Two's point of view."

She nodded.

Jack felt the tug of his daughter. This important history had happened while he was obliviously going about his job. His daughter's life had slipped through his fingers like grains of sand. "Didn't she understand the potential for danger?"

"Of course she did," Alli said. "That was the lure, that was why she wouldn't back off. Then she began to suspect that Ronnie Kray was keeping secrets, so she set out to discover what they were."

"I can't believe this," Jack said, because he truly couldn't.

"Why not?" Alli said. "It sounds just like what you'd do."

There was no point mentioning that he was an adult with years of training. "I knew she didn't follow Kray blindly."

"Emma never did anything blindly."

"Not even drugs?"

" Especially not drugs. For Emma, taking them was a kind of, I don't know, social experiment."

"How d'you mean?"

"She wondered whether being stoned would allow her to approach another level of being an Outsider. To touch-I don't know-the infinite."

"And did it?"

"Uh-uh. It disappointed her. She was so sure there was something just out of reach, but so far out there, it was beyond our comprehension."

"I've had the exact same feeling," Jack said.

Alli nodded. "So have I."

He had a thought. "So did she really want to join E-Two or did she want to find out more about Ronnie Kray?"

Alli shrugged. "Emma's motives were never simple. One thing I do know: She was far too smart simply to follow the pied piper. Her bullshit alarm was totally scary."

Jack thought of the times she'd busted him on his screaming matches with Sharon, how he'd let her words go in one ear and out the other. Why had he done that? Why had he devalued her opinion? Or was the truth of what she was saying too difficult to face?

"There's something else," Alli said. "I got the feeling that because she knew how dangerous her being with Kray was, she kept a journal."

This interested Jack immensely. "I searched everything after her accident," he said. "I couldn't find anything."

Alli's fear returned full force. "Maybe I'm wrong. It's only a hunch. I mean she never said anything to me directly."

Still, it was something to ponder, Jack thought. Maybe he'd overlooked something.

"C'mon, let's go," he said, getting out of the car. When she'd joined him, he took her down the alleyway and around behind the buildings on Kansas Avenue. They had to be careful as they approached the rear of the FASR building, as it was lit up like an airport runway, crisscrossed by federal agents in flak jackets, riot helmets, and assault rifles loaded with rubber bullets.

Jack moved them back into the shadows of the hulking warehouses on their right, crouched down, making their way past the activity. As they moved farther down, the light continued to fade until they were once again engulfed in deepest shadow. At the back of the building that used to house the Hi-Line, they crept along until they reached what looked like a windowless wall. Jack moved his fingertips along the wall until he found the join he was looking for, the outline of the door Gus's detective clients used to come and go without being seen.

Slipping a credit card out of his wallet, he slid it into the join on the left side. A moment later, though Alli heard no sound at all, he gripped the join with the tips of his fingers and the door opened outward.

They slipped in together and Jack immediately closed the door behind them. They were in almost complete darkness. Ahead of them was a thin line of warm light coming through the crack between an inner door and the floor.

Stepping up to the door, Jack turned the knob and, opening it, crossed the threshold. Chris Armitage whirled around, grabbing for a length of pipe.

Jack said, "Down, boy. You could get yourself killed that way."

Armitage had the look and posture of a hunted animal. "How the hell did you find us?"

As he said this, Jack looked behind him at Peter Link, asleep on the sofa. "Let's just say that I know these buildings were the haunts of bootleggers in the thirties, complete with escape routes to outwit the police."

Armitage's mouth twitched sardonically. "Seems nothing much has changed since then." He sighed, put aside the pipe. "I suppose they enlisted you to take us in."

"I had to dodge a Secret Service detail to get in here unnoticed," Jack said. Then he turned and beckoned.

Armitage's eyes opened wide. "Good God."

"Chris Armitage, this is Alli Carson, the soon-to-be First Daughter. Alli, Chris is the co-head of the First American Secular Revivalists."

"What's left of it," Armitage said. "Hey, Alli." Then, to Jack: "Why on earth did you bring her here?"

Jack smiled. "I thought you and she ought to meet."

"My organization has just been smeared by the President of the United States with the help of the Russian president." Armitage let go a bitter laugh. "This is hardly the time for a get-together."

"I don't see that you have anything better to do," Jack said.

Armitage nodded. "I can't argue there." He lifted an arm. "Sorry I don't have much in the way of conveniences to offer you." He pointed at a half fridge. "There're Cokes in there, a couple of cartons of juice. And frozen food."

Jack and Alli shook their heads as they sat on facing chairs. Armitage perched on the edge of the sofa.

"How's Link?" Jack asked.

"Out like a light, as you can see." Armitage ran a hand through his hair. "He'll be okay. Thanks for asking. Thanks for everything."

Jack waved away his words. "I'd like to ask you about a former member of FASR. A man you know as Ronnie Kray."

"Oh, him." Armitage rubbed his chin. "Interesting guy, actually. Very smart, very intense. And he'd done his homework-he knew all the ins and outs of every argument we're propounding. He was so well versed, in fact, that Peter and I wanted him to make some personal appearances with us, you know, to get the word out."

Armitage opened the half refrigerator. After offering them a drink, he took out a can of Coke, popped the top. "Above all, Kray had a quality about him-he was quite charismatic. That was another reason we wanted him to take a more active role. But he turned us down." He gulped down some soda. "He told us he could only spare us a couple of days a week. Plus, he said he was strictly a behind-the-scenes type of guy."

"Did you believe him?" Jack said.

"Interesting question. In a funny way, I did. He had trouble interacting with the other FASR members. He lacked-what? — for want of a better phrase, social graces."

"In what way?"

Armitage rolled the soda can between his palms. "He had no tolerance for people who didn't do things his way-and at the speed of light. He pissed off more than his share of coworkers because he didn't seem to have an inhibitor switch. Whatever was on his mind, no matter how harsh, he'd just say it. I recall one time, I brought him into the office to talk to him about the effect he was having on the people he had to interact with. 'Good,' he said. 'Maybe they'll get their act together.'»

"I'd like to fill out my mental picture of him," Jack said. "Would you mind describing him to me?"