Hakan Nesser - The Inspector and Silence

Przebuda said nothing, but toyed with his glass.

‘Nevertheless…?’ he said eventually. ‘It can’t have been a very convincing indication, surely? Why should he be a murderer, just because he’d been married and had a daughter?’

The chief inspector shrugged.

‘I seem to recall that the last time we met, my editor friend spoke warmly about something called intuition. His wife had retained his name – she didn’t know why, but it acquired a significance in the end.’

‘Well I’ll be damned!’ said Przebuda after another pause. ‘It gives the impression of having been stage-managed. Who was this Ewa Figuera, then?’

Van Veeteren lit a cigarette.

‘She was a friend of one of the three women out at the camp,’ he said. ‘She has nothing at all to do with the Pure Life. She just happened to be visiting them for one day only last summer, and…’

‘And that was when I was there and took the picture,’ said Przebuda. ‘It’s absolutely amazing, because if…’

He fell silent and stared up at the ceiling, as if searching for an answer among the dark recesses.

‘… If I hadn’t shown you that picture, and all the rest of it. What an amazing coincidence!’

‘There’s no such thing as coincidence,’ said the chief inspector. ‘This was merely one of the threads leading us to the goal. There are hundreds of other possible threads. If life is a tree, it shouldn’t make all that much of a difference if you happen to land up on one particular branch or any other – if you’re looking for the root, that is. Or whatever else it is you’re looking for.’

Przebuda thought that over for a while.

‘I’ll go and fetch that other bottle,’ he said in due course.

‘What about the women?’ asked Przebuda a little later. ‘Those tight-lipped priestesses – why the hell did they refuse to say anything?’

‘They thought that was the party line,’ said Van Veeteren. ‘Presumably Yellinek gagged them in connection with the disappearance of the other girl, before he was murdered himself and vanished into thin air. And then I suppose it was just a question of following the prophet’s word. As usual, you might say. Both Mohammed and Christ have been dead for quite a long time, if I’m not much mistaken.’

Przebuda smiled.

‘How are they now? The women, I mean.’

Van Veeteren hesitated for a moment.

‘I don’t really know,’ he said. ‘Two of them left Wolgershuus together this afternoon. The third one, Madeleine Zander, has apparently asked to stay on.’

‘Stay on?’

‘Yes.’

‘Ah well, perhaps that indicates that she suspects she’s not right in the head,’ muttered Przebuda as he squeezed the last drops out of the final bottle of Burgundy.

‘What about Wim?’ he asked. ‘Wim Fingher?’

The chief inspector shrugged again.

‘A case for the medics, I should think. It’s odd that he can be more or less normal nearly all the time… As far as we know he’s only attacked his own daughter, and then these two. I can’t say if he’ll end up in jail or in a loony bin. I’m not even sure what I think myself.’

‘But it will be jail for Mirjan Fingher, I suppose?’

‘Without a doubt. What she did was both rational and logical.’

‘And defensible as well, perhaps,’ said Przebuda. ‘Obviously, you can’t just wander around killing any priest you come across… But from a mother’s point of view…’

‘You may be right,’ said Van Veeteren. ‘One might also ask who was worst affected by this nasty business. The poor girls and their families, of course, but I don’t think we should forget Mathias Fingher in this connection. Maybe you could call in on him if you happen to be in his neighbourhood.’

‘Yes indeed,’ said Andrej Przebuda, raising his glass. ‘Poor devil! Anyway, let’s finish this off.’

It was turned half past one when he crossed Kleinmarckt for the last time, on his way back to Grimm’s. The bar next door to the town hall was still open, but there was not much sign of night life there. The reporters had evidently been summoned back home as soon as the case was solved; as soon as the final whistle blew. As usual. The priority now was to construct a psychological portrait of the murderer instead – childhood, injustices suffered at school, let-downs, and all the rest of it.

The dead are dead, Van Veeteren thought. But the killers are still alive and are newsworthy. Every dog has its day.

Reinhart, Jung and the rest of them had also left Sorbinowo that afternoon: he was the only one to stay on for an extra day.

As if that was what decency required of him, he thought. As if all those involved needed to have a line drawn underneath what had happened. Guilty or innocent. Victim or perpetrator.

All these social castaways, he thought.

And all this evil. All this accursed, uncontrollable murkiness that had flooded the stage on which he’d been performing for the last thirty-five years now. Always lurking in the background and ready to strike the moment you turned your back or dropped your guard. This brooding enemy that cast a shadow over all happiness, and made all rest seem indecent.

Was it more than just an illness, this murkiness? It didn’t matter, you only needed to look at the result, at the people affected – maybe this was the context in which the problem ought to be described. His own problem, and that weighing down on everybody else.

As the difference between the motives of actions, and their consequences. Was this the vital factor that created evil?

Not really. He could see that this was merely one angle of incidence. One of several hundred more possibilities. As he walked down the steps towards the lake, he began to wonder if the Pure Life would ever resurrect itself. But he soon realized that this was not the heart of the matter either.

Would all those people, all those misled members, be able to resurrect themselves – that was the question. Resurrect themselves as – as people.

Then another concept occurred to him.

God’s finger.

God’s Fingher?

No, time to put a stop to all this. Time to stop theorizing simply in order not to have to think about the bodies of those dead girls. I shall never be able to forget them.

And as he entered Grimm’s Hotel, it occurred to him that this was the very evening, the very night, when he ought to have been going to bed at Christos. A hundred metres from the Venetian harbour at Rethymnon.

By hook or by crook.

Too bad, he thought. I’ll call her when she gets back home instead. Time and space are concepts for cretins.

Yes indeed, for cretins.

When he woke up. the dream was lingering on inside his head.

The image with the pale girls in the background, at the very edge of the water. Slim figures in groups of three or four – and a strange, shimmering light over the lake and over the outline of the forest to the east. Morning. Yes, definitely morning.

The two dead bodies in the foreground.

Naked and strangely twisted. Covered in wounds and swellings, and big black holes instead of eyes – but even so they seem to be staring at him, accusingly.

Girls’ bodies. Dead and violated girls’ bodies.

Then the fire. Tongues of flame spurting out of the water, and soon the whole image is consumed by flames. A sea of fire. He can feel the heat in his face. Then he turns his back on it all and hurries away.

The same short dream. No more than one sequence, or a tableau. The third night now.

And when the image of Wim Fingher crops up, he is already awake. Inexorably awake. The murderer. Throughout the whole of the investigation he has been a mere stone’s throw away from the crime scene, and on two occasions Van Veeteren has been face to face with him without reacting.