Robert Walker - Killer Instinct

Brewer finally left, leaving Boutine's body now as part of the crime scene, staring back only once at his old friend.?

Four months later

On crutches, Dr. Jessica Coran worked her way through the corridors and past the cells that lined her way; she'd been pushing the healing process and so had not used a wheelchair for a week. The reconstructive surgery to her ankle tendons had worked remarkably well. She had seen some of the microscopic still shots the doctors had taken of the wounded tendons, and it amazed her that the doctors at Rush-St. Luke's Presbyterian in Chicago had been able to correct what Matthew Matisak had so blithely destroyed.

Her throat had healed nicely.

The glaring, stark white walls of the maximum security prison for the criminally insane gave it the appearance of a holy place, a white chapel or shrine, save for the gray bars.

She thought of all that Matthew Matisak had done that could not be corrected, either by surgery or prayer or the law. She thought about all of his other victims, the ones who had not lived, and she often wondered why she had been spared. She had recoiled at the gate outside and at the door leading into the cell block where Matisak now lived the life of a rather odd, unspeaking, former vampire. He was said to be engrossed in ancient works of literature from every nation, and in the Bible; word around the compound at Quantico had it that he had found numerous passages in the Bible that told men to drink the blood of others, and that his actions had been sanctioned by the highest authority, the authority over all man's laws, God himself, who, as Matisak claimed, quite often drew blood from men, such as Job. She wondered how much of it was Matisak, how much rumor.

She faltered a moment, causing the guard accompanying her to stop and ask if she was all right.

“ Yes, I'm all right; now, please, I want to go ahead.” Her voice was a great deal firmer and stronger than she felt.

Inside she was asking herself. Are you sure you want to go through with this?

Yes, she told the voices that haunted her. Voices of the dead, Candy Copeland, Melanie Trent, Fowler, Gamble even, but most of all Otto's voice. She meant to face the vampire now caught in the net.

She hated Matisak passionately. She must go through with her plan.

Besides, the vampire apparently had dreams, and she had figured heavily in his dreams, and it was he who had requested that she come to speak with him. Could it be that, like so many other criminals trapped with only themselves and four walls to surround them, he had become repentant? Had the Bible reading softened the madman? Was there some secret he wished to convey only to her? Was there still more to learn from Matisak?

She had been called in by the new chief of the division, O'Rourke, who told her as delicately as possible that it was not an order that she speak to and record whatever Matisak wished to convey, but that it would be her decision. O'Rourke seemed genuinely to mean it. Jessica could have turned down the offer. She didn't have to be here-except for the other thing.

Except for the long, difficult nights in which she, too, had dreams, but not like the vampire's dreams. Hers were nightmares: nightmares of being held in bondage, unable to move, to struggle, to resist, while slowly, surely her life was drained from her; nightmares in which Matisak figured heavily, as did Otto; nightmares from which she believed she would never escape; nightmares from which she awoke screaming and bathed in sweat, her nostrils filled with the odor of blood.

The FBI had done its part, putting her on a strict regimen of work and visits to the resident shrink, Dr. Donna Lemonte. Lemonte told her she must face her fears, and he, like O'Rourke, gently urged her to hear what Matisak had to say to her.

“ What could he possibly have to say that I want to hear?”

“ That he's sorry,” said Lemonte.

She exploded in the shrink's office. “Sorry! Fuck sorry! The bastard-”

“ You need to get on with your life and put an end to this tragedy. Reliving it over and over can only-”

“ But sorry isn't going to do it.”

“ Perhaps, but seeing him stripped of everything? Perhaps then-”

“ It won't return Otto to me. It won't restore the blood he robbed from my body. It won't return-”

“ You don't know what it will return, until you see him.”

So she had come on the advice of her psychiatrist and at the gentle urging of the department, as psychological profiling was forever collecting data on convicted maniacs like Matisak, hoping that one day, somehow, the brain of a killer such as his could be fathomed.

She did not believe that day would ever come. They might get a few useful tidbits from a man like Matisak, and much of modern profiling techniques was built on conversations with serial killers, but Matisak was not likely interested a whit in FBI concerns.

She continued along the white corridor that led to the sealed inner sanctum where the worst offenders resided in separate cells, out of sight of the world and even one another. The walls here were so thick that even the inmates could not hear one another. It must be like living in the belly of an animal, she thought. She hoped that Matisak was suffering, but she doubted that it was enough. It was, as O'Rourke had quoted from the agency manual, policy to speak to the criminally insane at whatever opportunity might arise in order not only to ascertain information about exactly how they went about their foul deeds but to gather their introspective reasons as to why.

All the whys were analyzed by the computers.

But they knew all about Matisak now; they had Balue-Stork records that proved him to be in every location where a young woman or man had disappeared within days of his visits. There remained, however, missing people or missing bodies, and any chance whatever of learning of the whereabouts of these supposed victims, she must take.

Indiana, Ohio and Kentucky had also been on Matisak's account list. Law enforcement agencies in those areas had been apprised, and now information on other possible Tort 9 victims was forthcoming.

But the thought of being within sight again of Matisak, of being within killing range of the man… it frightened her; and she was not a woman accustomed to dealing with the emotion. She wondered if she was more afraid of Matisak or herself, afraid that she would go through with her own mad plan against the madman who had taken Otto Boutine away from her.

Matisak had treated her as if she was a slaughter animal. He had drained her of her precious blood, and had fed on her blood, swallowing it.

At the courtroom door her gun had been taken from her, but she had also had the concealed one in her wheelchair. She had been brought in to point a finger at him, but she knew what she really wanted to point at him.

The courtroom appearance became excruciatingly painful and difficult for her, to have to talk about the details of his treatment of her, and she found herself physically ill at the sight of the plain-looking, ordinary-enough man in a gray suit and tie who did not look capable of the crimes she had watched him commit. He sat emotionless throughout the trials as if an observer from another country or planet, never once revealing the least emotion until he made his insanity bid.

Since the trial, she had gotten away on a much-needed rest, leaving J.T. in charge of the forensic testimony, unable to be both victim and forensic expert in the case. J.T. did an extremely good job on the stand, nailing the lid shut on Matisak. He demonstrated the spigot for the court and jury, explained how Dr. Jessica Coran had uncovered the truth below the huge throat gashes of three successive victims, and how Dr. Robertson had pinpointed the use of a sable brush used in a cosmetic attempt to cover the fact that the bodies were drained of blood.