“What will Sir have?”
Sir.
In fuckin’ Bohermore?
Seriously.
I said, in a measured tone,
“Large hot one, Guinness chaser.”
Pause.
Then,
“Will Sir require cloves?”
Fuck.
I snapped,
“If Sir requires cloves, Sir will be quick to mention it.”
Then dialing it back, I tried,
“Bitter out there.”
He near sneered.
“It is February.”
Gotcha.
I said,
“I didn’t know a reprimand was part of the service.”
Took my drinks, moved to a window, and no sooner than that,
A woman passing did a double take, came in.
Uh-oh.
She had been a showstopper in her day, maybe fifty now but a kind of classical beauty lingered as testament to her former glory. Grief or its neighbor had played hard with her features.
She asked,
“Mr. Taylor?”
“No,”
I said.
“But I am often mistaken for that reprobate.”
She asked,
“May I sit?”
Wouldn’t you fucking know it, the surly bar guy then decides to be affable, goes,
“Need a refill?”
‘Course, he could just have been mind-fuckin’.
The woman said, “You are Mr. Taylor.”
I looked at the woman, smiled, said,
“Busted.”
She allowed a minute smile but fleeting, said,
“I know it’s rude to bother people when they’re having some quiet time.”
“’Tis,”
I said.
“Rude.”
She wrung her hands, a gesture that pains my very heart, despair writ small. I noticed her nails were bitten to the inflamed quick, so fuck it, I asked,
“What’s the story?”
Thinking, Oasis, “Morning Glory.”
She began,
“My name is Amy Fadden. My daughter, Rachel, is ten.”
Sob.
“Was ten.
She was drowned, deliberately.”
Phew.
I asked,
“Who drowned her?”
Long silence.
Then,
“A boy named Jimmy Tern.”
She looked at me in utter horror, said,
“Jimmy Tern is eleven.”
“Tern?”
I echoed.
She nodded, said,
“The mayor’s son.”
Oh, fuck.
I asked, with skepticism leaking all over my tone,
“He drowned your daughter?”
She said that Tern, Rachel, and a girl named Alison were fooling around in a boat on the canal. Rachel fell in and then Tern leaned over the side of the boat and held Rachel’s head below the water until... until...
God in heaven.
I tried,
“Go to the Guards, get what’s-her-name, Alison? To tell them what occurred.”
“She won’t.”
I shook my head, asked,
“What on earth can I do?”
She raked her nails along the table, a screeching sound, said,
“Make him talk.”
I felt for her. God knows I knew the grief of losing a child, and I also knew the price you pay for cold and ruthless revenge. I had taken such a step and, as hell is my dark witness, I was glad and am still glad I killed the fucker who took my child. But would she be able to carry the burden of revenge and, worse, or rather more to the point, would I be able to carry the extra weight of payback on her behalf?
She had said,
“Make him talk.”
But we both knew she wanted the ice-cold rush of retaliation. I stood up, said,
“I will talk to him. That I can do, but anything else and I can’t promise what will ensue.”
She grasped my hand, kissed it, swore,
“I’ll make you glad you did.”
I left her with a pounding in my blood, my heart hammering, and my hand scorched from where she’d kissed it.
“I think that crime writing is quite serious
And has been accepted as such, but it is about crime.
I couldn’t write a poem about kiddy pornography.
Perhaps my vocabulary is closer to the gutter than not
But it doesn’t mean I’m not serious about what I’m writing.”
Andrew Vachss
I was a little over the limit, truth to tell, and asked my own self,
“Who gives a fuck?”
Looked out across Galway Bay, all the way to the desired U.S., and the ocean rolled back a resounding
“Nobody.”
One of the few lights in my befuddled life was living in an apartment that was opposite the bay. I never ceased to stare and yearn.
I got home after a few fumbled drunken attempts with my key, and was immediately alert.
Somebody had been in again.
My nine-mm was hung in a pea jacket near the door. I slipped it out and ratcheted a round, then, holding it two-fisted like the movie guys, I entered the living room.
What I saw spooked me fast and hard.
In the center of the coffee table a gleaming crystal skull.
I scanned the room. Moonlight cast its beam and gave an eerie glow to the skull. I let the nine rest in one hand, headed for the drinks table, uncorked a bottle of Laphroaig, a present from Johnny Depp.
Kidding.
I got it from the manager of McCambridge’s at Christmas.
It takes a practiced dipso to get the cap off, splash a shot or two into the tumbler, knock it back. It’s a finely tuned act with one hand and even more impressive without taking my eyes off the skull.
Fortified, I approached the table and, fuck me, was I seeing things?
Embedded in the center of the skull was an insignia—
Of the Garda Síochána.
Scott had inherited his father’s house, a rambling mess of overgrown garden, built from old Galway granite, and it had an Edgar Allan Poe vibe.
Suited Scott to a maniac T.
His mother, Valiumed to the hilt, asked.
“Is it okay if I stay in the west wing?”
Scott laughed, a malicious, glee-free sound. He said,
“ West wing! How very fucking Anglo-Irish.”
His mother tut-tutted, scolded,
“Language.”
Scott glared at her. She didn’t have her husband to back her passive-aggressive taunts. He moved right in her face, asked,
“How polite is this? Get the fuck out of the house by close of business, meaning this evening.”
A mournful dirge she began was interrupted by a special delivery package
Addressed to:
Scott,
Son of prominent dead Garda,
Taylor’s Hill,
Galway.
The courier remarked,
“Odd form of address.”
And lingered on the doorstep
For a tip/explanation?
Scott hit his head in mock exaggeration, said,
“Oh, silly me, you’re waiting for a tip.”
The courier gave an attempt at a modest grin. Scott said,
“Here’s a tip: mind your own fucking business.”
Scott bounced the package in his hand, puzzled.
Opened it carefully.
A disc fell out with play me inscribed.
He did.
A shaky video that showed him crossing the street, shooting Nora McEntee, then hurrying away. The camera panned to reveal a man in a top-floor apartment with a shocked expression. There was a short music track to accompany the shooting.
“Galway Girl.”
By Steve Earle.
Scott then noticed a sheet of paper, read,
Scotty,
Yah mad bastard.
The face in the window is an ex-cop, Jack Taylor.
You need to exercise due care.
You my bitch now.
xxxxxx
Jericho
February 2018
The Beast from the East.
Brutal storms, blizzards, snow coming from eastern Europe
Nigh paralyze Europe.
Ireland goes into panic mode.
Three days of utter chaos as the shops empty of food
And a sense of Armageddon prevails.
Sales of toboggans are staggering.
Who knew we even knew what a toboggan was?
Most things we can make an effort at,
But snow?
We don’t do snow.
Ireland stayed in lockdown for five days.
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