Jaimy Gordon - Lord of Misrule

Outside on Ohio Avenue already the air was pearly with the heat to come, the sidewalks had that dry gleam and Elizabeth dropped behind. Two-Tie looked at the two of them in the window of Mouser's Furniture. His own face shocked him, gray and hanging over his neck. He was dragging worse than she was. Something was eating him-why, when he finally knew his niece, little Margaret, and might be able to do something for her? Something about that race-knowing Lillian's Donald was in town and the boy, who must be after all 45, 46 years old now, hadn't even come to see him. He had a feeling that helping Margaret was too late, and maybe even the wrong person. Sure he had made this race for Donald, but back then too he had bought plenty of stuff for the snarling boy, with his little lady's eyebrow of a first mustache, who hated him, whatever he needed, underwear, a winter coat, plus for his birthday in April educational models he never built, puzzles he never took out of the box, and used to give him a couple bucks whenever he asked for it. But there was no getting out of it: When Lillian had put down her foot about getting married, before the Pimlico Futurity or else, and the morning after (Privileged lose it on a foul), she had packed her valise, and told the boy to pack his, and called a taxi for the train, he had watched from their bed. He let them go. Then in 1940, when he heard that Lillian had died in a Catholic nursing home in South Chicago, he never even picked up the phone. He should have asked right then if he could do something for the boy. But he already knew that Donald blamed him, and he was afraid.

Two-Tie sat down on a concrete bench at the edge of the cemetery. Today Elizabeth didn't even poke her nose in the yellowing grass at its foot but let herself down at his feet with a grunt. Whether we take a piece of Nebraska or not? he asked her. After all he had practically wrote the race, he had as good a right as anybody, but he had a funny feeling about it. He lined up the reasons why he should keep his money in his pocket. True, the public had no way of knowing the race was made for Lord of Misrule. The outside bettor was not going to like the horse, who had finished, if you called that finishing, 64 lengths out of it last spring at Aksarben, when he had took that spill. Fell, said the chart; it didn't point out that the horse got up and walked home. And then there was a long nutting in the paper, and finally two more outings since Memorial Day, one emptier than the one before. So the public was not going to bet the horse, but every racetracker in the Northern Panhandle was. Every horseman in the know, every groom who had a horse in the race, or every groom who knew a groom who had a horse in the race, every big-eared loafer and sponger and hanger-on, which covered about everybody. There was far, far too many k'nockers involved in the race already, loudmouths up and down the line. The word was out. Around here two hundred bucks to enter didn't happen every day. In short the odds on the horse could only be none too good, and worse in the event the betting public was swifter than usual and a late falling price on such a fabulously sorry animal from a kingdom far away tipped them off.

But it wasn't even the price that troubled Two-Tie. The game was funny, not funny ha-ha, funny like green lunchmeat. It had to be tainted, maybe not for everybody but for him, Two-Tie, personally. By the time she left Baltimore, Lillian did not wish him well. And the grownup boy, her son, Donald, still did not wish him well. He don't come by or even call, though Two-Tie hears he's been at the Mound three days already.

Then he sees Donald in the Polky Dot Cafe last night. They didn't expect to meet and suddenly they're face to face, each of them with a round plate of meatloaf in his hand. And the look in Donald's eyes was terrible, before he checked it. Then he grinned, a big freckle-face grin. Say, Two-Tie, how's it kicking? A cowboy, straight out of South Baltimore. It wasn't Irish, smiling like that when you hated somebody-the boy's father might of been part Italian.

Moreover last night Two-Tie hears from Deucey and others that Standish Chenille himself had come out of the racing secretary's office to pump the kid's hand when he rolled in with that museum piece of a horse. True, Lord of Misrule was a great horse in his day, but only a individual who was fundamentally cold, very cold would still be throwing the horse out on the track and racing him. It was different when they first found out Misrule had bum seed and brung him back to racing. Then he was only five, six years old and had plenty of tread left, and he liked to run, anyway that was the story, which some horses do. But after a while he got sorer, and slower, and his bigtime owner fell on hard times and the horse passed from hand to hand. Ever downward, of course. Two-Tie had figured Donald must be in some kind of dire personal need, but no-the word was that Donald was doing good, very good, at Aksarben where he had ended up. At Aksarben, alone on the planet, bute was a mitzvah, one hundred per cent legal. The boy didn't have to come here to play his hole card, that was clear, so why did he? Keep away from that race, Two-Tie advised himself out loud. It was a funny feeling he had. Elizabeth in the rough grass picked her head up off her paws and gave him a worried glance. He could fly down to Gulfstream for a couple weeks, or show his face at Fort Erie, or catch the end of the meeting at Ruidoso Downs. Anymore nobody knew him from Adam at those tracks. But what would he do with Elizabeth? He picked himself up off the concrete bench, brushed off his trousers and set out for home.

Now it was hot, and Elizabeth was poorly, dragging two lengths behind as they crossed the sun-bleached ferry landing, but as soon as they turned onto Ohio Avenue she passed him at a trot. He had to whistle to make her wait at B Street and then she was off again, with even some creaky lightness in her hocks, some remnant of a coltish bounce in the way her old feet touched pavement and curled up behind her. She was always faster back to the barn.

She turned the corner of the alley by the Ritzy Lunch and when he caught up, she was climbing in the open door of Roy's Taxicab, which sat idling by the garbage cans as usual. Elizabeth putting herself in the taxi coulda been a sign, if you believed in signs, if you were a prophet instead of a businessman. But he was no prophet, and he had definitely made up his mind not to ride one dime on the horse, nor even to go by the Polky Dot and find out, if he could, which way the action was going. Come on, Elizabeth, let's go home, he said without conviction. For he was interested, his niece to say nutting of the whole mutt pack was in it one way or another, he had some other people's dough to lay off, and Elizabeth was always up for a taxi ride. But no, he had a funny feeling about the race. Stay away. He whistled sharply. Elizabeth still didn't come. It was a fact her hearing wasn't what it used to be. Time was she could hear him peel a banana two rooms away-strangely enough the dog liked bananas, whatever he ate she wanted to eat, with the exception of pickles-but she wasn't above playing his sympathy now and then and pretending she didn't hear him when she did. If some suggestion didn't suit her. He leaned inside the taxi. Come on out of there, Elizabeth.

Can't you see the dog likes it where he is? A heavy body was pushing him from behind. But you get in. That's right, get in the car. He felt a hardness against his kishkes that he knew was a gun. It wasn't too late to get away, he could twist clear of the door or fall down in the gutter where he was, even a bulvan like Biggy-it was Biggy he saw over his shoulder-wouldn't shoot him in the public street, not in Carbonport. The moron would have strict instructions. Biggy and who else? Two-Tie peered into the inner shadows of the sunlit cab. Only Roy. He saw Elizabeth sitting up at the far window, panting happily, ready for a ride. Roy was leaning over the driver's seat, patting her, sliding his hand under her collar-fucking faithless mutts the both of em-just in case she decided to listen to Two-Tie, for once, and get out of the car. Only it wasn't Roy. It was Roy's cap and jacket on D'Ambrisi. Elizabeth lets that ten-cent nutting make up to her, he thought jealously, and at the same time: It's all over for both of us. He realized he had been expecting this. He couldn't believe that such inconsequential lowlifes like these two would be the ones to take him out. But they had Elizabeth. He got in the car.