Michael JECKS - The Templar's Penance

He moved to sit up, and as soon as he lifted his head from the mattress, he felt the nausea and weakness washing over him. With a groan he sank back and, hearing him, the woman awoke and walked to him, putting a cool hand upon his forehead.

‘Am I in heaven, or are the angels visiting the earth?’ he asked hoarsely.

‘You look much better,’ she said. He could see marks of exhaustion under her eyes. ‘Your high temperature is gone.’

‘I have been in a fever?’

‘For two days. I think it was the sun. It has been very hot here for a little while, and your friend told me that you were not used to it. You need to drink more.’

Simon was sure that he remembered her, but his mind seemed unable to focus. Then: ‘You’re Munio’s wife!’ he blurted out at last.

‘Of course,’ she said mildly, taking a cool cloth to his brow and wiping it. ‘I am Margarita.’

She brought over a pot of wine that had been diluted by water and held his head up to it. He drank greedily, and could feel the chill drink washing down his throat and into his belly. It felt wonderful, but it served to remind him just how weakened he was. ‘Where is Baldwin?’

‘He is out, but he will be back before long,’ she said, and her smile was gentle, but exhausted.

‘You have been looking after me for long?’ She was very beautiful, he thought. In the absence of his wife, Meg, he was fortunate to be nursed by such a kindly woman.

‘All the time that your friend was not here, I was,’ she nodded. ‘You were very unwell.’

‘I was fortunate to have so capable a nurse,’ he said with an attempt at gallantry, but in reality he was thinking of his own wife, struck by a pang of homesickness. He missed her and he wanted to return to her, away from this strange country with the people who spoke their odd language.

She laughed. ‘I think you are well enough now,’ she said, and left him with an order to call if he wanted more to drink.

As she was leaving, she heard him murmur, ‘God bless her, and keep my lovely Meg safe for me. I love her.’

Inside, as Simon relaxed, the investigation came back to him slowly, and he recalled the conversation at the tavern. They had captured Domingo, he recalled. The man had run at him, and it was all Simon could do to defend himself, he was so weak. That much came back to him – but if he had been lying here in a fever for two days, surely Baldwin must have discovered the meaning behind the girl’s murder. Perhaps he had also learned why the old beggar had died.

Baldwin arrived back much later in the afternoon. Simon heard his voice calling loudly, and then there were running steps and the door was thrown open as he strode inside. ‘It is true, then? You are all right again?’

‘I’m fine,’ Simon grunted peevishly. Not only had Baldwin left the door wide open, with windows in the passage behind him, but although Simon wouldn’t admit it, he had been dozing, and Baldwin’s sudden eruption into his room had made him leap from sleep to wakefulness in a moment. It was not good for his humour.

‘Good. Then you will be all right for the journey.’

Simon felt his belly lurch. ‘Journey? What journey?’

‘We sail for Portugal in the morning,’ Baldwin said with a flash of white teeth. Then he gave a bellow of laughter that made Simon wince. ‘Christ’s Blood, but it’ll be good to see the place again!’

In the large bed at the inn there was little privacy. The owner of the establishment was enormously proud of his massive mattress and the great wooden structure that supported it, and usually Parceval would not have been fussy about sharing, but when what he wanted was to cradle and cuddle Doña Stefanía, he needed a bed with rather fewer witnesses than the six pilgrims who shared it with him.

The room that he had rented in preference was ruinously expensive, but as Parceval reflected, he could afford it now. He had won by his speculations and now he was floating on a tide of success. As he knew, death could meet a man at any time, and it was sensible to enjoy the good things while you could, before a knife or runaway horse put an end to your earthly worries.

In here, the warmth from their two bodies was all but unbearable, the general temperature was already so high. They had the shutters drawn, and reflected light was thrown up on the ceiling from the pool of water that stood outside, dancing and swirling in yellow-gold ripples. It was soporific to watch as he lay back, Doña Stefanía beside him.

She wasn’t asleep. Her gentle breathing was not as shallow as when she dozed – he had seen her when she was exhausted, truly exhausted. Yet the memory of sex with her was not enough to make him grin. There was nothing really for either of them to smile about, he knew. His own story was miserable enough, a story of horror and shame, one which only a saint could forgive, and yet he had been granted no relief. There was nothing for him but death.

The Prioress was little better. There was something that was holding her here, although she wouldn’t talk about it. He couldn’t make it out. If she’d wanted to, she could have thrown herself on the mercy of the Bishop. That must surely be better than sleeping with Parceval and the damage this could do to her immortal soul – not to mention the ruination of her career here on earth. Yet instead of asking for help, or even leaving town and heading back to her convent, which wasn’t that far away – only a few leagues – she stayed here, gazing at the beggars and thieves about the place, making it her business to talk to the whores and sluts as though she was thinking of taking up their cause before God. As though a stale who plied her trade in the Cathedral yard could hope to receive God’s sympathy!

Not many men could make it to Compostela when the whole of the van Coye family was determined to skin them alive. He had been lucky at times, certainly, but generally he’d been clever and one step ahead. That was why he was here, and not lying dismembered in a ditch somewhere on the way.

Doña Stefanía was suspicious, he could tell. She looked at him just a little bit warily, as though wondering whether he had in fact killed her maid and gone off with the money. Well, why shouldn’t she wonder? He would too in her position. She already knew he was a dangerous man, that he had killed before and was here because of that fact. There was no secret about it.

He felt rather than heard her movement as she stretched out a hand, and he sniffed and cleared his throat. Instantly the hand withdrew. They deserved each other, he thought bleakly; she was only there because she wanted his money, and he was there because he wanted her body and the fleeting forgetfulness it provided. She detested him, in all probability, and he didn’t trust her an inch.

‘Are you asleep?’ he asked gently.

‘Mmm.’

‘Odd, that man putting up such a fight – the one who attacked our band of pilgrims.’

She grunted, but he was sure that she was listening carefully.

‘He was the leader – I told you that, didn’t I? And yet he was no coward, apparently. He tried to take the Englishman with him. Failed, though. He got killed but the Englishman lives.’

Yes, he was lucky to have reached Compostela. Van Coye’s family had tried to have him murdered, no doubt about that. Bloody bastards! Van Coye had deserved his end. He was ever an argumentative arse, was Hellin van Coye. From the first day he arrived at Ypres to the day he died at Parceval’s hand, he had been a bastard. Big, strong, and proud of his power, Hellin used to bully all about him into submission. He’d push anyone, just to see them retreat. Mastery over others, that was the thing.

Well, one day he picked on a man who wouldn’t back down. Hellin saw him in a tavern, and when he saw the girl with him, he was smitten, by all accounts. The youth was not half Hellin’s age, but that didn’t worry van Coye. If a man was smaller, younger, weaker and less experienced, so much the better.