C. Sansom - Winter in Madrid

shoulder to Barbara. ‘Get Harry in. Can you drive?’

‘Yes.’

‘We haven’t much time,’ he said, ‘the other one will be back.’

Maestre was lying on his back on the grass, supporting himself on his elbows. Barbara watched as Bernie walked slowly towards him, aiming the gun at his head. The general blinked snow out of his eyes. It was coming down faster, settling on his uniform. Near him Sofia’s body was a white mound now.

Barbara couldn’t face hearing another shot, seeing someone else die. ‘Bernie,’ she said. ‘Bernie, don’t kill him.’

Bernie turned to her and she saw Maestre’s hand move to his pocket, quick as a striking snake. ‘Look out!’ she called as the general pulled out a gun. Bernie turned and fired at the same time as Maestre. The general and Bernie each jerked backwards. Barbara saw the side of Maestre’s head fly off, blood and brains spurting out as Bernie tottered and slumped against the side of the car. She heard a wild animal scream and realized it was her own voice.

‘Bernie!’

‘Hell!’ he shouted. ‘Barbara, get me in the car.’ He gritted his teeth with pain. He grasped his thigh. Blood welled through his fingers.

Harry had stood staring at the scene, a confused expression on his face, but now he seemed to come back to life. He looked at Bernie. ‘Oh Christ, no,’ he groaned.

‘Help me get him in,’ Barbara said to him. Harry stepped forward and the two of them managed to manoeuvre Bernie into the back seat.

‘Harry, please drive,’ Barbara said. ‘I need to help him. We have to get away now, before the other civil comes back. Harry, can you do it?’

Harry looked past her, at Sofia. ‘She’s dead, isn’t she? There’s nothing we can do for her.’

‘Yes. Harry, can you do it ?’ She took his head between her hands and stared into his eyes. She was terrified the engine would stop again.

He took a deep breath, focused on her. ‘Yes. Yes. I’ll do it.’

BERNIE FELT a heavy throbbing pain in his thigh. He couldn’t move his leg and he could feel blood welling up through his fingers, a lot of blood. Barbara had taken off her coat and was ripping out the heavy lining. In front of him he could see the back of Harry’s head and his hands, steady on the wheel. In the headlights the snow was whirling relentlessly down.

‘Where are we going?’ he asked.

‘Back to Madrid, the embassy’s our only hope.’

‘Won’t they put calls out when that civil gets back, try to stop us?’

‘We have to try for Madrid. Don’t talk, darling.’ She was calling him darling, just like the old days. Bernie smiled up at her, then winced as she took a pair of nail scissors and cut his trouser leg open.

‘It’s smashed your leg, Bernie. I think the bullet’s lodged in the bone. I’m going to bandage you up. We’ll get you to a doctor in Madrid. Try to sit up now.’ She began winding the strips of lining round his body with cool, practised hands.

When she had finished he fell back against the seat. He found it hard not to close his eyes. He felt for her hand and squeezed it. He passed out for a while; when he came to Barbara was still holding his hand. The snow was still whirling in the headlights. His leg felt numb. Barbara smiled at him.

‘Remember something for me, Barbara,’ he said. ‘Will you remember something?’

‘You’ll be all right. I promise.’

‘If I’m not. Remember something.’

‘Anything.’

‘The people, the ordinary people, it looks like they’ve lost but one day, one day people won’t be manipulated and hounded by bosses and priests and soldiers any more; one day they will free themselves, live with freedom and dignity as people were meant to.’

‘You’re going to be all right.’

‘Please.’

‘I will. Yes. I will.’

He closed his eyes and slept again.

HARRY DROVE FAST and steadily, like an automaton. He tried to concentrate only on the patch of light created by the car’s headlights. Everything beyond their white glow was pitch black. After a while the snow stopped but it was still difficult, driving along the uneven road in the dark. And all the time there was a feeling like a terrible dark hole in his stomach, as though he had been shot as well. The picture of Sofia’s body raked by bullets would stab into his brain and make him want to cry out but he forced himself to push it aside, concentrate on the road, the road, the road. In the mirror he could see Barbara’s anxious face as she leaned over Bernie. He was asleep or unconscious, but at least the sound of his breathing, heavy and laboured, meant he was still alive.

At every village or town he feared the civiles would appear and flag the car down, but they saw hardly a soul on the whole journey. A little after eleven they reached the outskirts of Madrid and Harry slowed down as he headed through the still white streets towards the embassy.

‘How is he?’ he asked Barbara.

‘Still unconscious,’ she replied quietly. ‘I was worried. He was in a weak condition anyway, and he’s lost a lot of blood.’ She lifted a blood-smeared hand and looked at her watch. ‘You’ve made good time.’

‘Why haven’t we been stopped?’ he asked anxiously.

‘I don’t know. Maybe that civil took a long time to get back.’

‘He had a radio. And the police force is the one thing that’s efficient here.’ A thought that had been in the back of his mind throughout the journey came to the surface. ‘They may be waiting to catch us here, in Madrid. He looked at her face in the mirror, pale and exhausted. ‘Where’s the gun?’

‘In Bernie’s pocket. I don’t want to disturb him. Movement could start the bleeding again.’

Harry watched the tall buildings flashing by; they were approaching the city centre now. ‘We might have to shoot our way through,’ he said. ‘Let me have it.’ She hesitated a moment, then felt in Bernie’s pocket. She passed the gun, black with dried blood, to Harry. He cradled it in his lap. He had a sudden memory of he and Sofia in the cathedral, sitting together, and jumped, then swerved to avoid a passing gasogene that was creeping and sputtering along the snowy road. The driver hooted angrily.

At last the embassy came into view. Harry drove past the entrance, drawing a stare from the single civil on duty, then round the corner to the car park. It was almost empty. Harry drew to a halt beside the back door. They were on British territory now. On the first floor he saw a light at a single curtained window; the duty officer. He sounded the horn. The curtain twitched and a head looked out.

Harry turned to Barbara. There was a smear of blood on her white face. ‘Someone will be down in a minute. Let’s get Bernie out. Oh, God, he looks awful.’ Bernie’s eyes were closed. His breathing seemed shallow and his cheeks more sunken than ever. Broad strips of Barbara’s coat lining were wound tightly round his trousers.

‘Can you wake him up?’ he asked.

‘I’m not sure we should move him.’

‘We have to get him inside. Try.’

Barbara squeezed Bernie’s shoulder, lightly then harder. He groaned, but did not stir. ‘You’ll have to help me with him,’ she said.

Harry stepped out of the car. He opened the rear door and took Bernie’s shoulders. He was surprised how light he was. Barbara helped him pull him into a sitting position. Blood was seeping from under the makeshift bandage. It was all over the back seat, all over Barbara.

There was a sound of bolts being drawn back. A door opened and footsteps crunched on the snow. They turned to meet the gaze of Chalmers, a tall thin man in his thirties with a prominent Adam’s apple. Even at this time of night he wore a formal suit. He shone a torch into their faces. His eyes widened at their bloodstained clothes. ‘Good God, what’s this? Who are you?’