Amanda Matetsky - Murder on a Hot Tin Roof

Pounding, resounding

Moonlight noises,

Slams me in

And out of my mind.

A high and low life

Cerebral celebration,

A garden of madness.

Maggot salad

Spiced with lice,

Bottles of holiday frenzy,

All sucked up

Into tomorrow’s rushing,

Failing day

Of push and pull.

Put my snail in your pail.

A love thrill

Keeps me slowly

Burning away,

Smoldering like a fire in

The rain.

The people sitting around and above me were transfixed. They sat in silence for a couple of seconds, letting the full impact of Jimmy’s, um, verses sink into their sodden brains. Then, all at once, they rose from their chairs and broke out in a wild shouting, clapping, cheering, whistling, finger-snapping ovation.

“He’s so deep!” one woman cried out. “He’s real gone.”

“And his words are true, man,” a bearded fellow bellowed. “Like, really true.”

Yeah, true twaddle! I said to myself, laughing out loud and jumping up off the floor. Then, as Jimmy tucked Otto under his arm and proudly strode off the stage, I began pushing and shoving my way toward Rhonda’s table again.

I could have saved myself the trouble. When I finally got there, she was gone. Real gone.

“RHONDA BLAKE WAS HERE?” ABBY said. “Are you sure it was her?”

“Yeah, I’m sure,” I said. “She was sitting so close to the stage she was lit up by the spotlights. I got a good look at her.”

“Maybe she’s in the bathroom?”

“Nope. I checked.”

“Did you see when she got up and left?”

“No. I was sitting on the floor. I couldn’t see anything but the people right around me and what was happening up on the stage. Actually, I’m surprised you didn’t see her leave, Ab. With her platinum blonde hair and bright white dress, she really stood out in this dark-as-doom crowd. And she must’ve passed right by you on her way out.”

“I was concentrating on Jimmy’s performance,” she said, with a sniff. “All I could see was the poetic vision of my genius loverboy’s face.” She turned to Jimmy, who was now sitting on the barstool next to hers, and gave him a juicy nibble on his neck. “You were great, babe. Really great.”

“Thanks, doll,” he said, swiveling away from the bar and stepping down off the stool. “Be back in a few. Takin’ Otto for a stroll.”

I hopped onto Jimmy’s vacated seat, ordered another beer, and lit up a cigarette. My head was spinning with questions about Rhonda. What had brought her to the Vanguard tonight? Did she come here often? Did she live in the Village? Did she know that Gray’s apartment was just a few blocks away? Who was that man she was with? Had she been as inebriated as she seemed? Had she heard the news about Gray’s murder and gotten drunk to escape the pain? Or maybe she was trying to wipe out the memory of the hideous crime that she herself had committed! Why did she disappear so suddenly? Had she seen me trying to get to her table?

“I know what you’re thinking,” Abby said, “but please don’t say a word about it.” She gave me a threatening look and took a deep swig of her gin and tonic.

“Huh? What?” I sputtered, wondering what the hell she was talking about.

“Jimmy’s poem,” she said. “I know you didn’t like it.”

I spat forth a great gush of smoke. “Oh, I wouldn’t say that,” I teased, coughing, abandoning the unanswerable questions about Rhonda and returning to the issues at hand. “The ‘maggot salad’ part was pretty darn entertaining.”

Abby giggled. “Yeah, that was a scream, wasn’t it? If only he had

meant it to be funny. I could really dig it then!”

We looked at each other for a couple of goofy seconds and then cracked up laughing. And once we started, we couldn’t stop. We cackled and crowed and shrieked and guffawed, letting all the tension of the last two days spew out of our souls onto the beer-splashed, ash-strewn bar. We were out of control. We were insane. Everybody at the bar was staring at us, wanting to be let in on the joke. It was pure heaven.

When our howling laughter had finally dwindled to intermittent chuckles and I was able to catch my breath, I asked, “How do you do it, Ab? How do you keep putting Jimmy’s childish ego ahead of your own true feelings and opinions? Doesn’t it make you nuts?”

She gave me a knowing smile. “Honest communication would be nice,” she purred, “but nothing beats a good snail in the pail.”

AS SOON AS JIMMY AND OTTO RETURNED, I chugged the rest of my beer, snuffed out my cigarette, and hopped down off the barstool. I wanted to go home. If I hurried, I thought, maybe I could get back to my place before Dan called. I bid a quick goodnight to my friends, gave Otto a pat on the head, and headed for the door.

Halfway there, though, I thought of something I wanted to do before I left (or rather, something I knew a good reporter or detective would want to do). So I spun around on my heels, darted over to the middle of the bar, and questioned each of the two bartenders in turn:

Had either one of them noticed the blonde in the white dress?

“Sure did,” said one.

“What man wouldn’t?” said the other.

Did they know who she was?

“Nah,” said one.

“No idea,” said the other.

How much did she have to drink?

“Enough,” said one.

“Too much,” said the other.

Did they know who the man she was with was?

No, two times.

Was either the blonde or the bald man a regular Vanguard customer?

“Not since I been working here,” said one.

“Never saw ’em before tonight,” said the other.

Was there anything at all they could tell me about the couple?

“One thing,” said one. “The man is loaded.”

“What do you mean?” I asked. “He’s drunk?”

“No, he’s rich.”

“What makes you say that?”

“Three things,” he said. “One, he’s got a girlfriend who looks like Marilyn Monroe; two, I saw through the window that they drove away from here in a long black limousine; and three, the dude offered me a C-note to tell him who

you were.”

“What?!” I was thunderstruck. My heart started beating like a wild pair of bongos and every inch of my skin broke out in goose bumps. “Why the hell was he asking about

me?” I said (okay, screeched).

“Don’t know, doll. But he must’ve wanted the scoop on you pretty bad to be flashin’ a hundred-dollar bill in my face.”

My heart stopped racing and came to a dead standstill. “What did you tell him?” I asked.

“Not much,” he said, with a shrug. “Told him I’ve seen you around the Village a few times, and that you come to the Vanguard once in a while, when Jimmy ‘the Bard’ Birmingham is doing his thing, but that’s all I said. Nothing else. Couldn’t tell him your name since I don’t know what it is.”

Whew! As hard as I’d worked to make a name for myself as a true crime reporter and mystery writer, this was one time I was glad my success had been minimal.

“Did he give you the money anyway?” I asked.

“Yep,” the young bartender replied, pulling the bill out of his shirt pocket and showing it to me. “Easiest hundred I ever made. I’m gonna split it with Jerry, though,” he said, nodding toward his fellow barkeep, who was busy at the far end of the counter. “Jerry didn’t speak to the man, but he took care of all the drink orders while I talked to him, so he earned his half. And we always split all the tips anyway.”

Figuring I’d learned all he could tell me about Rhonda and the bald man, I thanked my informant for his time and trouble, and offered my hand for a shake. “I’d give you a C-note, too,” I said, “but I don’t have one on me.”