Danielle Steel - Passion's Promise

“Isn’t that what I told you when we met?” She was a little too drunk to be sure.

“It was. You were already a liar way back then.”

“I already loved you then, too. Right away, just about.” She sank back into his arms again, with her own memories of their first days.

“You loved me then?” He was surprised. He thought it had taken longer. She had been so evasive at first.

“Uh huh. I thought you were super. But I was scared you’d find out who I was.”

“Well, at least now I know. Mildred Schwartz. And this, my love, is the Fairmont.” They had just pulled up in the driveway, and two porters approached to assist the chauffeur with their bags. “Want me to carry you out?”

“That’s only when you get married. We’re only engaged.” She flashed the ring at him with a smile which enchanted him.

“Please forgive the impertinence. But I’m not sure you can walk.”

“I beg your pardon, Lucas. I most certainly can.” But she wove badly when her feet touched the pavement.

“Just keep your mouth shut, Mama, and smile.” He picked her up in his arms, nodded to the porters and mentioned something about a weak heart, and a long plane trip, while she quietly nibbled his ear. “Stop that!”

“I will not.”

“You will, or I’ll drop you. Right here. How’d you like a broken ass for an engagement present?”

“Up your ass, Lucas.”

“Shh … keep your voice down.” But he wasn’t much more sober than she; he only held it a mite better.

“Put me down, or I’ll sue you.”

“You can’t. We’re engaged.” He was halfway through the lobby with Kezia in his arms.

“And it’s such a pretty ring too. Lucas, if you only knew how much I love you.” She let her head fall onto his shoulder and studied the ring. He carried her easily, like a rag doll, or a very small child.

“Due to Mrs. Johns’ weak heart, and her weakened condition from the flight,” would they send the registration forms up to the room? The couple rode quickly up in the elevator, with Kezia carefully propped up in a corner. Luke watched her with a grin.

“I’ll walk to the room, thank you.” She looked at him imperiously, and tripped as she got out of the elevator. He caught her before she fell, and he offered her his arm, trying hard to keep a straight face.

“Madam?”

“Thank you, sir.” They walked gingerly down the hall, with Luke supporting most of her weight, and at last arrived at the room.

“You know what’s funny, Lucas?” When she was drunk, she had the voice of Palm Beach, London, and Paris.

“What, my dear?” Two could play that game.

“When we came up in the elevator, I felt like we could see the whole world, even the sky, the Golden Gate Bridge … everything. Is that what being engaged does to you?”

“No. It’s what being in a glass elevator does to you, when it runs along the outside of the building, and you ride in it when you’re drunk. You know, sort of like special effects.” He gave her his most charming smile.

“Go to hell.”

The porter was waiting for them in the door of the suite, and Luke tipped him solemnly and closed the door behind him.

“And I suggest that you lie down, or take a shower. Probably both.”

“No, I want to …” She walked slowly toward him, an evil gleam in her eye, and he laughed.

“As a matter of fact, Mama, so do I.”

“Hey, lady, it’s a beautiful day.”

“Already?”

“It has been for hours.”

“I think I’m going to die.”

“You’re hung over. I ordered coffee for you.” He smiled at the look on her face. They had made matters worse with a third bottle of champagne after dinner. It had been a night for lengthy celebration. Their engagement. It was more than a little mad. He knew only too well that by the following day he could be in jail, which was why he hadn’t jumped at the thought of Reno or Vegas. But that was one thing he wouldn’t do to her. If they revoked him, that was it. He wasn’t going to take her down with him, as his wife. He loved her too much to do that to her.

She struggled with the coffee, and felt better after a shower.

“Maybe I’m not going to die after all. I’m not quite sure yet.”

“You never know with a weak heart like yours.”

“What weak heart?” She looked at him as though he were crazy.

“That’s what I told them when I carried you into the lobby.”

“You carried me?”

“You don’t remember?”

“I don’t remember being carried. I do remember feeling like I was flying.”

“That was the elevator.”

“Jesus, I must have really been bombed.”

“Worse than that. Which reminds me … do you remember getting engaged?”

“Several times.” She grinned wickedly and ran a hand up his leg.

“I mean with a ring, you lewd bitch. Shame on you!”

“Shame on me? If I remember correctly …”

“Never mind that. Do you remember getting engaged?”

But her face softened as she saw how earnest be was. “Yes, darling, I remember. And the ring is incredible.” She flickered it at him, and they both smiled as she kissed him. “It’s a magnificent ring.”

“For a magnificent woman. I wanted to buy you a sapphire, but they were waaaaaayyyy over my head.”

“I like this better. My grandmother had a sapphire that …”

“Oh not that again!” He started to laugh and she looked surprised.

“I already told you?”

“Several times.” She grinned and shrugged her slim shoulders. She was wearing only his ring. “Now, are we going to sit here all day, making love and being lazy, or are we going to go out?”

“Do you suppose we ought to go out?” But she looked as if she liked the first idea better.

“It might do us good. We can come back for more of this later.”

“Is that a promise?”

“Do you usually have to force me, my love?”

“Not exactly.” She smiled primly and walked to the closet. “Where are we going?”

“What do you want to do?”

“Can we go for a drive? I’d love that. Up the coast, or something nice and easy like that.”

“With the chauffeur?” The idea didn’t have much appeal. Not with the chauffeur.

“No, silly, alone of course. We can rent a car through the hotel.”

“Sure, babe. I’d like that too.”

She was forking out vast sums of money for this trip. The suite at the Fairmont, the first-class seats on the trip out, the limousine, the elaborate room service meals, and now yet another car, for his pleasure. She wanted it all to be special. She wanted to soften the blow of the hearing, or at least provide some diversion from the reason they were there. Underneath the holiday air was the kind of gaiety one produces for a child who is dying of cancer—circus, puppet shows, dolls, color TV, Disneyland, and ice cream all day long, because soon, very soon…. Kezia longed for the days of their first trip to San Francisco, for their early days in New York. This time nothing was natural; it was all terribly luxurious, but it wasn’t the same. It was forced.

The concierge rented a car for them, a bright red Mustang with a stick shift that pleased Luke. He roared up the hills on his way to the bridge.

It was a pleasant drive for a sunny winter afternoon. It was never very cold in San Francisco. There was a brisk breeze but the air was warm, and everything around them was green, a far cry from the barren landscape they’d left.

They drove all afternoon, stopped here and there at a beach, walked to the edge of the cliffs, sat on rocks and talked, but neither spoke of what weighed on their hearts. It was too late to talk and there was nothing to say. The hearing was too close. They had both said it all, in all the ways they knew how, with their bodies, with gifts, with kisses, with looks. All they could do now was wait.