Danielle Steel - Vanished

“Did you have to be pulled away from her, when you were slapping her, or did you stop of your own doing?”

“I stopped myself, and then I left her there, and went out and got drunk all night. And when I came back in the morning to tell her how sorry I was, she was in surgery. She had lost the baby. And she never recovered after that. I never really saw her, or talked to her, or spoke to her sensibly.” Tears were sliding down his cheeks and Marielle's as he testified.

“Did you attend your son's funeral?”

“Yes.”

“Did your wife?”

He shook his head, unable to speak for a moment. “No. She was too ill. She was still in the hospital in Geneva.” Which was different from the Clinique Verbeuf in Villars everyone knew by now.

“Have you ever wanted other children, sir?” Tom asked him, and Charles shook his head very quickly.,

“No. I have no desire for any more children. That's one of the reasons why I've never remarried. I feel that I had my son, and he was taken away from us. I have spent my life in other pursuits, writing about things that seemed important to me, fighting for causes that I believed in, because I have less to lose than some men, if I'm killed no one will mourn me. I have led my life freely. With a wife and children, I couldn't do that.”

“Do you resent people for their families?”

“No,” Charles said calmly. “I never have. I have made my choices and lived by them.”

“Have you ever wanted to return to your wife?”

“Yes,” he admitted quietly. “Before she left the hospital, I asked her to come back to me, but she wouldn't. She said she would always feel responsible for what had happened, and she didn't believe that I no longer blamed her.”

“Were you in love with her at the time, Mr. Delauney?”

“Yes, I was.” He wasn't ashamed to say it.

“Was she still in love with you, in your opinion?”

“I believe so.”

“Are you still in love with her today?”

“Yes, I am,” he said quietly. “Perhaps I always will be. But I understand that our lives have gone in different directions. I don't even think we would suit each other anymore.” He smiled gently at her from across the courtroom. “She doesn't strike me as the kind of woman who would be happy camping on a mountainside, while her husband fights in the trenches.” There was a common smile around the courtroom. Few women were aching to do that, save one, who would have followed him in a moment to any mountainside of his choosing.

“How long had it been since you'd seen her when you ran into her in Saint Patrick's Cathedral last December?”

“Almost seven years.”

“And were you deeply moved to see her?”

“Very much so. It was the anniversary of our son's death, and it meant a great deal to me to see her.”

“Was she happy to see you, sir?”

“I believe so.”

“Did she lead you to believe that she would be willing to see you again?”

“No,” he shook his head firmly. “She said that she couldn't because of her husband.” It was in sharp contrast to Malcolm's testimony about his love nest with Brigitte. “She was very firm about it in fact.”

“And were you angry?”

“No, I was sorry. All I could think of then was the past. And what we had had, and I wanted to see her.”

“Did she tell you about her son?”

“No, she didn't, and I was shocked when I saw him the next day. I was terribly hung over from the night before, and still pretty drunk, and I was angry at her for not telling me about him the day before. He was a very nice-looking little boy. And I said a lot of very stupid things about her not deserving him. I think I was talking more about myself in my drunken haze, but in any case, I behaved very badly.”

“Did you threaten her?”

“Probably,” he said honestly.

“Did you mean it?”

“No.”

“Did you call her and repeat the threats, or had you called her before?”

“No.”

“Have you ever threatened anyone with physical harm and acted on it, ever, at any time in your life?”

“Never.”

“And was this time any different? Did you act on those threats, Mr. Delauney?” Tom's voice was getting louder and stronger in the courtroom.

“No, I did not act on those threats. I would never have hurt her or the boy.”

“Did you take Theodore Whitman Patterson, the Patterson's son, from his home on the night of December eleventh of last year, or did you hire or conspire with anyone to do so?”

“I did not, sir.”

“Do you know where the boy is?”

“No …I'm sorry, I do not … I wish I did …”

“Were his pajamas and a toy of his found in your home a week later?”

“Yes.”

“Do you have any idea how they got there?”

“None whatsoever.”

“How do you think they got there, Mr. Delauney?”

“I don't know. I thought they must have been planted.”

“Why do you think someone would do that?”

“So that I pay for the crime that they did, that's the only reason I can think of.”

“Do you have any idea who that might be?”

“No.”

“Do you have any enemies at all, anyone who has sworn to do you harm?”

“No …maybe only General Franco …” There was a communal smile.

“Are you a Communist, Mr. Delauney?”

“No,” he smiled, “I'm a Republican, or I used to be. Actually, I suppose I'm more of a free spirit.”

“Do you belong to the Communist party?”

“I do not.”

“Do you hold a grudge against Mrs. Delauney …Mrs. Patterson now, for leaving you? Or against Mr. Patterson for being her husband?”

Charles looked at him man-to-man across the courtroom and he wanted to spit on him, but he controlled himself as he addressed the court. “From what I've heard in this courtroom, he doesn't deserve her. But I have no grudge against him, or against Marielle. She has suffered enough in this life. She deserves better than either of us, and she deserves to have her child back.” There were tears in her eyes as she listened to him. He was a decent man, he always had been. She didn't believe now, as she heard his words, that he could have taken Teddy. And Tom Armour was praying that the jury felt the same way she did.

“Are you guilty of the crime of which you're accused, Mr. Delauney? Think carefully, and remember that you are under oath. Are you in any way involved in the kidnapping of the child in question?”

Charles looked at him solemnly, and shook his head slowly. “I swear that I had nothing to do with it.”

Tom Armour turned to the prosecution then. “Your witness, Mr. Palmer.”

The prosecution attempted to make mincemeat of him, to make him say he had lied, to make him look even worse for hitting Marielle after their child's death. But it was all out in the open now, there were no dark secrets anymore, and he stuck rigidly to his story. He continued to say that he had nothing to do with the kidnapping, and no idea how the pajamas had turned up in his basement. There had been no forensic evidence of the child there at all, no skin, no nails, no hair, no other clothing, no sign that he had been anywhere near Charles Delauney.

His testimony took an exhausting two days, and at the end of it, the mystery still wasn't solved, but Charles had remained adamant till the end. He wasn't guilty. The only real question was had he convinced the jury?

Malcolm left the courtroom separately that day, and Marielle stopped at church on the way home. She wanted to pray for a merciful outcome to the trial, whatever that would be, and for her little boy. Easter had come and gone, and other children had hunted Easter eggs and played with little chicks, and at home Teddy's nursery was still empty. It tore at her heart to go there, and yet she found some reason to every day, to look for something, to put something away, to fold some small item of clothing. Miss Griffin had long gone, still staying with her sister in New Jersey, and the housekeeper had told Marielle recently that Miss Griffin was taking a job in Palm Beach soon, with a new baby. How lucky for her, Marielle thought …how lucky to have a baby to go on to. But there were no new babies for her, and all she wanted was little Teddy. Her heart ached when she thought of the silky hair, the firm little cheek, the sweet lips kissing her, and he was gone now …vanished …probably forever. She was trying to accept that, day by day, but thinking of him even made Malcolm's betrayal less important.