“No,” she said, quiet, her face relaxed and slack.
“Are you hungry?”
“No.”
“When did you eat last?”
“I don’t know.” Her voice was calm, without inflection.
I pulled her upright and propped her against the gray-green wall, gingerly, not wanting to cause more injury, wary of her slumping over. She stayed sitting, so I slowly spooned some bread-and-water mush into her mouth, working cautiously around the corrective. “Swallow,” I said, and she did. I gave her half of what was in the bowl that way and then I ate the rest myself, and brought in another pan of snow.
She watched me put another half-loaf of hard bread in the pan, but said nothing, her face still placid. “What’s your name?” I asked. No answer.
She’d taken kef, I guessed. Most people will tell you that kef suppresses emotion, which it does, but that’s not all it does. There was a time when I could have explained exactly what kef does, and how, but I’m not what I once was.
As far as I knew, people took kef so they could stop feeling something. Or because they believed that, emotions out of the way, supreme rationality would result, utter logic, true enlightenment. But it doesn’t work that way.
Pulling Seivarden out of the snow had cost me time and money that I could ill afford, and for what? Left to her own devices she would find herself another hit or three of kef, and she would find her way into another place like that grimy tavern and get herself well and truly killed. If that was what she wanted I had no right to prevent her. But if she had wanted to die, why hadn’t she done the thing cleanly, registered her intention and gone to the medic as anyone would? I didn’t understand.
There was a good deal I didn’t understand, and nineteen years pretending to be human hadn’t taught me as much as I’d thought.
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Table of Contents
Cover
Title Page
Welcome
THE CHURN
Meet the Author
Also by James S. A. Corey
Bonus Material
About Orbit Short Fiction
Newsletter
Copyright
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Copyright © 2014 by James S. A. Corey
Excerpt from
Cibola Burn
copyright © 2014 by James S. A. Corey
Excerpt from
Ancillary Justice
copyright © 2013 by Ann Leckie
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First eBook edition: April 2014
ISBN: 978-0-316-21766-8
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