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‘Home was never a place for me,” Kirsten says softly. “We moved around too much. It was always my parents. For a long time now, it’s been Asi.”

Dakota takes her eyes from the sky and looks down at Kirsten. “That must have been lonely,” she echoes.

“It—”

From the street behind them comes the sound of squealing tires and the blare of a horn. “Doc! Thank God, there you are!”

Koda looks up sharply, and Kirsten, swiveling, swears under her breath. A battered red Dodge pickup skids to a stop beside them, a Tech Sergeant still in uniform at the wheel. His buzz cut and neatly clipped blond mustache belie the agitation in his face. “Doctor Rivers,” he says, “can you come? My daughter’s cat has been trying to have her kittens since this morning, and can’t. She’s crying and won’t stop.”

Light as an evening breeze, Dakota’s hand brushes hers as she steps up to the passenger window. “Who’s crying, your daughter or the cat?”

“Both of them. Can you come? Please?”

“Later,” Dakota says softly, and again there is the soft brush of her hand. Then she climbs up into the truck and is gone, the tires squealing again as the driver hangs a hard U-turn and speeds off.

Kirsten turns back toward the house, making her way slowly through the growing dark. When she pushes the door open, Asi tumbles out past her, makes a couple circuits of the yard at a trot, then pauses to anoint his favorite fencepost. He halts again at the gate, ears up, tail poised but not quite wagging. From inside the house comes the fragrant aroma of coffee and something rich with basil and tomatoes, and she is suddenly as hungry as she is tired. “Sorry, guy,” she says. “Maybe after supper, okay?”

An hour later, Asi sprawls on the hearth, head between his paws, oblivious to the world. Kirsten, her legs tucked under her, balances her laptop carefully on the overstuffed arm of her chair and tells herself she should get back to work. But the figures that stream across the screen blur even with her glasses, and she closes the top. Soft footfalls cross the room from the kitchen in the rear: Maggie, carefully balancing two mugs that steam with something herbal mixed with honey. She sets one down by Kirsten. “Chamomile. It’ll help relax you.”

Kirsten glances up sharply. Maggie is out of uniform for once, in a pair of slim-legged black slacks and a pullover that emphasizes her slenderness and elegant height. Its dark wine hue picks up the undertones of her skin. The bobcat cuff glints on the curve of her ear. She looks like Cleopatra, damn her. Aloud she says, “Thanks.”

Maggie settles comfortably on the couch, sipping at her own drink. Its aroma is different than the tea in her own cup, something with cinnamon. After a moment she says, “I brought you a gun from the armory. It was very generous of you to give yours to Harry that day at the census, but you really shouldn’t be without.” A smile, half ironic, touches her mouth. “I probably should put a bodyguard on you, too, but I don’t think you’d like that very much.”

“I wouldn’t like that at all.” Kirsten hears the irritation in her voice and with an effort hauls herself back to civility. “You made him a handsome gift yourself, you know.”

Maggie touches the cuff on her right ear briefly. “Maybe more than you realize. I had these made years ago, when I first qualified on the Tomcat and joined the squadron here.”

“The Bobcats?”

“The Bobcats.” She pauses. “I had them made because I was the new girl and the odd woman out. All the other flyers were men. Most of them didn’t take me seriously, and I wanted some sign of—not loyalty, exactly, not quite allegiance—some sign of my commitment to the life I’d chosen. Like a wedding ring, only not as obvious.”

“Andrews and Manny wear them, too.”

Maggie nods. “It became a fashion when I was named squadron commander. Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery, and all that.” She sets her cup down and leans forward. “But it’s a little more personal than that for me, Kirsten. I meant it when I said it’s like a wedding ring for me. My first love is flying. Always has been, always will be. There’s something about the freedom of the sky . . . something about that solitary, high blue with nothing but the canopy between you and infinity. . .” She makes a small, dismissive gesture, but her eyes are bright, an a smile hovers at her mouth. “It’s like the poet said once, you touch something that’s at the bare edges of perception, not of earth at all.”

Kirsten’s heart slams hard against her ribs. She begins to know, or thinks she does, what the other woman is saying, and she is not at all sure she dares to believes it. She tries to say something appropriately profound, but no words will come to her dry mouth.

After a moment, Maggie says quietly, “No human can compete with that, Kirsten. My heart was given long ago, and I can’t take it back. I don’t want to.”

She forces her mouth to form the sounds. “Not even Dakota?”

“Not even Dakota. I won’t try to tell you I don’t care for her, but that’s not what either of us really needs.” She smiles and gets to her feet. “I’ve got to go back to HQ for awhile. I may not make it back at all tonight.”

“Maggie—” Kirsten stops, not sure what to say. Nothing seems quite adequate. But she says, “Thank you. I—”

Maggie brushes her cheek lightly with a long finger, a gesture so like Dakota’s that for a moment Kirsten is stunned. She says, “No thanks necessary, my dear. I’ll dance at your wedding when the time comes. Sleep well.”

Long after she is gone, Kirsten sits staring into the empty fireplace. Dakota does not come home, and eventually Kirsten rises and turns the latch on the front door. She calls Asi softly to her, and goes to bed. She sleeps dreamlessly.

*

It’s black as pitch when Kirsten is pulled from her sleep, courtesy of a gentle knock on the door. With a soft ‘wuff’, Asi clambers out of the bed and trots to the door, then sits and wags his tail, whining softly.

The knock comes again, accompanied this time by a voice she would…does…know in her dreams. The sheets conspire to trap her as she struggles to sit up. She tosses them away, then quickly snatches them back when she realizes that she’d be putting on a show she’s not yet comfortable enough to star in. When all pertinent bits are covered to her satisfaction, she runs a hand through her hair and clears the huskiness from her throat. “C-come in.”

The door opens, and Dakota pokes her head through, grinning as she notices Kirsten’s sleep-tousled form still tucked in bed. The rest of her body follows, causing Kirsten’s heart to leap into her mouth and flutter there, drooling. Koda is wearing a raggedy pair of cut-off jeans that display a heart-stopping length of tanned, muscled leg, and a hooded, sleeveless sweatshirt that displays her arms to the same effect. Kirsten tries to swallow, and fails. “Morning,” she croaks, knowing that she’s staring and unable to stop herself.

Dakota is by no means oblivious to the look she’s getting. On the contrary, she feels it with every molecule in her body, and her skin warms and tingles as hormones are released into her bloodstream and busily tango their way hither and yon. She also knows that if she were anyone other than who she is, gone would be any thought of any morning activity she had originally planned. Kirsten, looking tired, and rumpled, vulnerable and devastatingly sexy, pulls to her like steel to a magnet. It is only because she is the woman she is that she resists, and gifts the young scientist with a broader grin. “Rise and shine, lazybones! The fish aren’t gonna catch themselves, ya know.”

That breaks the spell, and Kirsten flops onto her back, making sure to take the sheet with her. “God,” she groans. “You sound just like my father.”