The boy listened after all. Took everything in. And Stephen Horowitz realized he’d have to be careful.
There was no bench in front of the burghers, so Stephen had taken Armand over to his own favorite work by Rodin.
They opened the brown paper bag and ate their tartelettes au citron in front of The Gates of Hell. Stephen talked about the remarkable work while brushing powdery icing sugar off Armand’s sweater.
“I still can’t believe,” Stephen said fifty years later as they sat in front of the same statue, and ate their tartelettes au citron , “that you decided to propose to Reine-Marie in front of The Gates of Hell. But then the idea did spring from the same mind that thought it was a good idea to take her mother a toilet plunger as a hostess gift the first time you were introduced.”
“You remember that.”
But of course he did. Stephen Horowitz forgot nothing.
“Thank God you came to me for advice before proposing, garçon. ”
Armand smiled. He hadn’t actually gone up to Stephen’s office, high above Montréal, that spring day thirty-five years ago, for advice. He went there to simply tell his godfather that he’d decided to ask his girlfriend of two years to marry him.
On hearing the news, Stephen had come around his desk and pulled the young man to him, holding him tight. Then Stephen gave a brusque nod and turned away. Bringing out a handkerchief, he glanced, for just a moment, out the window. Over Mount Royal, which dominated the city. And into the cloudless sky.
Then he turned back and considered the man he’d known since birth.
Taller than him now. Sturdy. Clean-shaven, with wavy dark hair, and deep brown eyes, both solemn and kind. With, yes, still that hint of the mischievous.
Armand had been to Cambridge to learn English, but instead of taking law, or business, as his godfather had advised, young Armand had, upon his return to Québec, entered the Sûreté academy.
He’d made his choice.
And he’d found wonderment. It came in the form of a junior librarian at the Bibliothèque et Archives nationales in Montréal named Reine-Marie Cloutier.
Stephen had taken his godson out for lunch at the nearby Ritz, to celebrate.
“Where will you propose?” Stephen had asked.
“Can you guess?”
“Paris.”
“ Oui. She’s never been.”
Armand and his godfather had returned to Paris every year. Exploring the city, discovering new haunts. Then ending the day eating ice cream at the Hôtel Lutetia, which was just across the street from Stephen’s apartment. The waiters always made a fuss of the boy, even when he grew into a man.
Armand’s adopted grandmother, Zora, who raised him, didn’t approve of his going to the hotel, though it would be years before Armand understood why.
“It’ll be our little secret,” Stephen had said.
Zora also did not approve of Stephen. Though, again, it would be many years before Armand learned the reason. And learned that crème glacée at the Lutetia was the least of his godfather’s secrets.
Over a glass of champagne in the Ritz in Montréal, Armand had told Stephen his plans for the proposal.
When he’d finished, his godfather stared at him.
“Jesus, garçon ,” Stephen had said. “ The Gates of Hell ? Dear God, and they gave you a gun?”
Stephen had been in his late fifties by then and at the height of his powers. The business magnate intimidated all around him. Armand suspected even the furniture cowered when Stephen Horowitz entered a room.
It wasn’t simply the force of his personality and the immense wealth he was busy acquiring and wielding, but his willingness to use both power and money to destroy those he felt were crooks.
Sometimes it took him years, but eventually, he brought them down. Power. And patience. Stephen Horowitz had command of both.
He was genuinely kind and openly ruthless. And when he turned those intense blue eyes on a quarry, they quaked.
But not Armand.
Not because he’d never been in the crosshairs, but because what Armand was most afraid of wasn’t being hurt by Stephen. He was afraid of hurting him. Disappointing him.
He’d argued with Stephen. Explaining that he loved Reine-Marie, and loved the tranquil garden in the middle of Paris.
“Where better to propose?”
“I don’t know,” Stephen had said, the clear blue eyes challenging Armand. “The métro? The catacombs? The morgue? For God’s sake, garçon , anywhere but The Gates of Hell. ”
And after a moment’s pause, Armand had chuckled. Seeing Stephen’s point.
He hadn’t actually thought of that bench as being in front of The Gates of Hell. He thought of it as the place where he’d found a measure of freedom from crushing grief. Where he’d found the possibility of peace. Where he’d found happiness, with lemon curd on his chin and icing sugar down his sweater.
He’d found sanctuary with his godfather just outside The Gates of Hell.
“I’ll tell you where you need to do it,” said Stephen. And did.
That had been thirty-five years earlier.
Armand and Reine-Marie had two grown children now. Daniel and Annie. Three grandchildren. The imminent arrival of Annie’s second child was what had brought them to Paris.
Armand was now the same age Stephen had been when they’d had that conversation about the proposal. Over six feet tall, and stolidly built, Armand now had mostly gray hair, and his face was lined from the passage of time and the weight of difficult choices.
A deep scar at his temple spoke of the toll his job had taken. The wages of being a senior officer in the Sûreté du Québec.
But there were other lines. Deeper lines. That radiated from his eyes and mouth. Laugh lines.
They, too, spoke of the choices Armand had made. And the weight he gave them.
Stephen was now ninety-three and, while growing frailer, was still formidable. Still going in to work every day, and terrorizing those who needed the fear of, if not God, then this godfather put into them.
It would come as no surprise to his business rivals that Stephen Horowitz’s favorite statue was Rodin’s Gates of Hell. With the famous image of The Thinker. And, below it, the souls tumbling into the abyss.
Once again, godfather and godson sat side by side on the bench and ate their pastries in the sunshine.
“Thank God I convinced you to propose in the jardin du Luxembourg,” said Stephen.
Armand was about to correct him. It hadn’t actually been that garden, but another.
Instead, he stopped and regarded his godfather.
Was he slowing down after all? It would be natural, at the age of ninety-three, and yet for Armand it was inconceivable. He reached out and brushed icing sugar off Stephen’s vest.
“How’s Daniel?” Stephen asked as he batted away Armand’s hand.
“He’s doing well. Roslyn’s gone back to work in the design firm, now that the girls are in school.”
“Daniel’s happy in his job here in Paris, at the bank? He plans to stay?”
“ Oui. He even got a promotion.”
“Yes, I know.”
“How do you know that?”
“I have dealings with the bank. I believe Daniel’s in the venture capital department now.”
“Yes. Did you—”
“Get him the promotion? No. But he and I get together every now and then, when I’m in Paris. We talk. He’s a good man.”
“Yes, I know.” It seemed curious to Armand that Stephen felt the need to tell him that. As though he didn’t know his own son.
And the next thing Stephen said went beyond curious. “Speak to Daniel. Make it up with him.”
The words shocked Armand and he turned to Stephen. “Pardon?”
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