Jean Plaidy - For a Queen's Love - The Stories of the Royal Wives of Philip II

At times it seemed almost unbearably like that other occasion. But this was different. She was not going to die, and eventually she began to recover. She was very thin and her black hair seemed too heavy for her little head to carry; she wore it loose about her shoulders, for to have it piled on her head tired her so.

His only pleasure at that time was in arranging for her convalescence. He himself decided how she should rest, what she should eat. The women about her marveled, for the King of Spain had become a more devoted nurse than any of them.

The Queen was aware of this, and sometimes she would look at Philip with anxious puzzled eyes. One day she said to him: “It is a sad thing when a Queen cannot bear her husband sons.”

“You are a child yourself,” answered Philip. “And I am not old. There are many years left to us, for which I daily thank God.”

“What if I should never bear a child?”

“My dear, you must not say such things. Of course you will. I know you will.”

“It may be that I shall not.”

“We will not think of such a thing.”

“Is it not better to face facts, Philip?”

“You have become solemn during your illness, Isabella.”

“Nay. This thought has been with me often. The King of England put away his wives because they could not bear him sons.”

“He cut off the head of one because he wanted another woman. Have no fear, Isabella. I am not the King of England.”

“But you are the King of Spain; and the King of Spain needs sons even as did the King of England.”

“I have one son.”

“Carlos!”

“Oh, I admit I should like to have others … yours and mine, my dear. That I should like more than anything. But it will happen yet. Shall we lose heart because of one failure?”

“Philip, there is something you must know. You should have known before.”

“Well, Isabella?”

“The King of England could not get sons, and some say it was because his body was diseased. He suffered from La Malade Anglaise , some say.”

“I have heard that.”

“My grandfather suffered from that same disease. He died of it.”

“What are you trying to tell me?”

“Perhaps I am not the right wife for you.”

Her eyes were blank; he could not read the thoughts behind them. Did some part of her long for escape? Words came to his lips—tender and pleading. But all he said was: “You are. Of course you are. You are my wife. Is that not enough?”

She would not look at him. She said slowly: “But if I cannot give you sons … if I should be unable to give you sons …”

“Have no fear. If God wishes us to have sons we shall have them. Everything that happens to us is due to the will of God.”

“Philip, I am glad that you know of the rumors concerning my grandfather.”

“I have always known of them.”

She was thinking that her own brother Charles was wild, even as Carlos was wild, that François, the young King, suffered from many infirmities. It was God’s law that the children should suffer even unto the third and fourth generation for the sins of such fathers. If she was doomed to suffer for her grandfather’s excesses, she must accept God’s will as Philip would.

She was comforted and relieved because he knew of these things. There he sat, at her bedside, and she was aware of the warmth of his feelings beneath that cold surface. During her illness she had been perpetually conscious of his devotion.

He was a strange man, but he was good to her. She was more fond of him than she had ever been before; she put out her hand and he took it. She thought: If I were not afraid of him I could love him.

She was grateful; he had helped her escape from the fear which had dominated her childhood. She was no longer afraid of her mother, because she was under the protection of the man who would dominate her life from now on, and whom she might one day love.

There was bad news of Carlos. When was news of Carlos ever good?

Messengers came to Philip, who was staying in the Valladolid Palace at that time. He had been enjoying a certain peaceful contentment. He felt that he would soon subdue the Netherlands, and had started work on that great monastery, the Escorial, which, when he had witnessed the desecration of St. Quentin, he had vowed to build. He intended to fill it with the art treasures which his father had taught him to love and revere, and when he was there he would live quietly as a monk. His father had repudiated his crown when he retired to the monastic life. But Philip intended to combine the two. He would spend half his time in fasting and in prayer that he might the better rule his country.

Isabella’s health had improved considerably; her high-spirited temperament helped her. She was herself once more, and Philip felt that he had been foolish to have suffered so acutely. She was surely stronger than Maria Manoela had been. Soon there would be children born to them, and if he had a son—a healthy and intelligent boy—he would disinherit Carlos. He had discussed this possibility with Ruy, whose opinion it was that the disinheriting of Carlos—providing the Council agreed to it—could only be of advantage to Spain.

Ruy was grave when he talked of Carlos. He was fully aware of the Prince’s feelings for the Queen, and that knowledge Philip knew, disturbed him deeply.

Such were Philip’s thoughts when the news was brought to him.

“There has been an accident, your Majesty,” said the messenger from Alcala. “The Prince lies nigh to death.”

Ruy was with Philip at the time. Philip could not help but be aware of the sudden tension in his friend. Was it hope?

Philip betrayed nothing of his feelings, and the messenger hurried on. “It was a few nights ago, your Highness. The night was very dark and the Prince, hurrying down a staircase in his establishment, slipped and fell from top to bottom. He received injuries to his head and spine … terrible injuries Highness.”

“You came straight to me?” said Philip.

“Yes, your Highness.

“And it is some days since the accident,” said Ruy. “We know not what may have happened in the meantime.”

“I shall leave at once for Alcala,” said Philip.

Ruy rode beside him when they left. Philip knew that Ruy regarded the accident in the light of a blessing. Carlos was no good to Spain, no good to Philip; therefore, Ruy’s thoughts would run, it is well to be rid of him.

Philip knew, even as Ruy did, that while Carlos lived he would give trouble to all, and in particular to his father. Ruy worshipped logic, but Philip worshipped duty. However painful that duty, Philip would follow it. Ruy would have delayed on the journey so that the best physicians, who were with the court, might not reach Carlos in good time; but Philip saw nothing but the need to save his son, whatever misery that might bring to himself or to Carlos.

With all urgency, the court proceeded to Alcala.

Now the whole of Spain was in mourning. The heir to the throne was dying, wailed the people. They forgot the stories they had heard of his conduct. Don Carlos was the hero now. There were lamentations. There were pilgrimages to the shrines of the saints. Many sought to win Philip’s favor by having themselves publicly scourged in the hope, they said, of calling the saints’ attention to their sorrow, but actually in the hope of calling the King’s attention to their loyalty to the crown.

At Alcala Philip found Carlos in a very low state. He did not recognize his father, and this many thought to be fortunate for it was generally believed that excitement at this time would surely kill the Prince.

Dr. Olivares, the greatest physician in the world, whom Philip had brought with him from Valladolid, examined Carlos, and his verdict was that Carlos would die if nothing was done to save him; there was, he believed, a faint hope that the operation of trepanning might do this. If the King gave his permission for the operation, Dr. Olivares would see that it was carried out with all speed.