Bill Pronzini - With an Extreme Burning

Elliot shrugged. “Out in the country someplace. Not too far away; I hate commuting. A farm, if I can find one that's affordable. I always did want to own a farm. Grow my own fruit and vegetables.” He laughed his seal-bark laugh. “Chop the heads off my own chickens for recreation.”

Dix finished his drink. Elliot did the same and got immediately to his feet. “We can both use another one,” he said, and took the glasses away before Dix could protest.

When he came back with the refills, he asked, “Feel like talking about it?”

“About what?”

“What it is that's got you all worked up.”

“I'm not … it's just the heat, that's all.”

“Bullshit,” Elliot said. “It's more than that. More than what happened to Katy. Looks to me like you've had a shock of some kind.”

“No … all right, yes.”

“I'm a good listener,” Elliot said.

“I know you are.”

“But? Tell me it's none of my business and I'll drop it.”

Dix hesitated. He didn't want to talk about it. Talking about it seemed disloyal, to give the doubts weight, the accusations merit. And yet the need to unburden himself was strong. He said at length, without making a conscious decision, “I've been getting … phone calls.”

“Oh?”

“The anonymous kind. Half a dozen since just after the funeral. Heavy breathing, crank stuff—somebody who read about the accident in the newspaper. They didn't bother me much until today.”

“What happened today?”

Dix told him about the call earlier. But not the details, and he didn't voice his doubts. “‘Lies,” he said, “evil lies.”

Elliot was shaking his head. “Any idea who he is?”

“No.”

“Well, it's likely he's someone you know.”

“Why do you say that?”

“The altered voice, for one thing. Why bother to disguise his voice unless he's afraid you might recognize it.”

“Christ,” Dix said. He hadn't thought of that before.

“Another thing. If he's a stranger, he'd have to be one hell of a diligent researcher. And that's not the pattern in these crank-call cases.”

“So many private details, you mean.”

“More than he could've gotten out of the paper.”

“It's hard to imagine anyone I know personally doing a thing like this.”

“Doesn't have to be a friend or acquaintance. Man who works in a store you trade in, for instance—knows who you are, knows people who know you and can provide the details.”

“That's possible. But why me ?”

“Random selection. Or he was triggered by news of the accident. He might even be a former student of yours.”

Dix hadn't thought of that, either. He nodded slowly.

Elliot said, “Failing course grade, low grade on a term paper or thesis, some other slight real or imagined … things like that prey on young minds. Hell, you've been a teacher as long as I have. You know how much hostility some of the little shits can generate.”

“All too well.”

“Even with the voice filter, could you tell his age?”

“No.”

“But you're sure he's a man?”

“Positive. Women don't play sick games like that.”

“Not usually. But it has been known to happen.”

Dix finished his second gin and tonic. Even though Elliot had made the drinks light, he could feel the effects of the alcohol. When Elliot asked him if he wanted a third, he said, “No, I'd better not. The last thing I need is a DUI arrest on the way home.”

Elliot rummaged on the table beside his chair, came up with a package of Pall Malls. “Mind if I smoke?” he asked perfunctorily, and when Dix shook his head, he said, “I've got to quit one of these days,” and lighted up. He didn't mean it about quitting; he said the same thing every other time he had a cigarette, had been saying it as long as Dix had known him. He had cut back to a pack a day in the past year, but the faculty betting was that he would never go all the way.

“I wish I could offer you some sage advice on handling this guy,” he said, “but I can't. I don't know what I'd do if I were in your shoes. Change my telephone number, I suppose, and hope for the best.”

“That's what I intend to do,” Dix said.

“In any case, he'll go away eventually. They always do. Meanwhile … it's his shit and you don't have to wallow in it. Right?”

“Right.”

“So. On to a more pleasant topic. I spoke to Lawrence Hampton after you called this morning. Under the circumstances, he's willing to let you take his four-five-three for this semester.”

“He is? That's good of him.”

History 453 was the Age of Jackson, 1815–1850. Expansion and sectional change, economic sectionalism and national politics, the rise of Jacksonian democracy, and social and political reform in the U.S. from the Peace of Ghent to the Compromise of 1850. It was supposed to be a department course, with rotating instructors, but Hampton's specialty was pre—Civil War U.S. history and he'd taught 453 for the past several years by tacit agreement.

“Three classes, six hours a week,” Elliot said. “Not much, really, but there'll be refamiliarization and preparation to keep you busy over the next few weeks.”

“It'll help. Anything in the extension program?”

“One Saturday class, ten A.M. to noon. Twentieth-Century California History. Starts mid-September.”

“That's one of yours,” Dix said.

“It is, and I'll be glad to get shut of it. Open up my Saturdays for a change.”

“If you're sure you don't mind …”

“Absolutely,” Elliot said. “But there is a contingency: You have to take it for three semesters, not just one. Give me a full year of free Saturdays. Fair enough?”

“More than fair. Thanks, Elliot.”

“Least I can do. You'll need to get together with Lawrence before classes start next week; he has some material for you. I told him you'd call.”

“As soon as I get home.”

He was aware of the emptiness of the house the instant he walked in. The heavy silence seemed to gather around him, to take on a weight he could feel. Could he go on living here alone? It was a question he'd asked himself before and he still wasn't certain of the answer. On the one hand, it was the only place other than his parents' home that he'd ever felt comfortable living in. Too large for one person, one man alone—but so was Elliot's house, so were a lot of other people's. Money wasn't a consideration, at least not right now; and the prospect of putting the house up for sale, dealing with potential buyers trooping through and pawing possessions he'd shared with Katy, and then having to pack up and move and reacclimate elsewhere filled him with distaste. On the other hand, he saw and felt Katy in every room, every stick of furniture, as if some part of her lived on here. Maybe that ghostly quality would fade in time and he would grow used to the emptiness and the silence. And maybe not. You couldn't tell after only three weeks. How could you make any kind of long-range decision after only three weeks?

The message light on the answering machine was blinking: two blinks, two messages. No, he thought, not tonight. He went into his study and looked up Lawrence Hampton's number in his Rolodex. Four rings, and Lawrence's machine answered. He left a message, thinking: What did we do in the days before all these technological gadgets? How did we ever manage to communicate with one another?

He built himself a gin and tonic, stronger than the ones Elliot had given him, and took the drink out to the balcony off the living room. Almost dusk. He watched the last of the sunset colors fade and the sky turn a smoky lavender. Going to be hot again tomorrow. Streetlights and house lights came on, on the Ridge and across the valley and in scattered wink-points up on the eastern hills. In the new dark, crickets set up a throbbing racket. Somewhere a dog barked. In the east side rail yards a locomotive whistle sounded, thin and haunting, like a chord in a sad, lost melody.