Three corpses, twisted and broken. He’d seen such things before.
But they were metal.
A plated hide, an exquisitely fine insect carapace, covered each one – eyelids, fingertips, genitals. Like one of his Tech’s, Mom’s, more fucked up experiments...
...trusst me, Tamarlaine. I can make you the besst. Hold your faith in me, my little one, my child, my obssession and creation. You wissh ssuperpowerss? I can make your dreamss come true...
...they’d been enhanced, a botch-job that’d gone terrifyingly off the rails – and he knew how it felt to have your skin delicately peeled back, your flesh exposed, the naked and intimate secrets of muscle and fibre and joint, all bared to eyes unseen in the darkness. He knew the screaming and the savagery of the pain, knew the terror of being that utterly helpless and vulnerable. He knew the hope, the struggle to retain self and sanity as you were remade, transformed into something more than human...
He’d survived. Through trial by blood and terror and nightmare and painstaking reconstruction, he’d survived. He’d survived by sheer motherfucking will.
And he was unbreakable. Nothing could ever torture him like that again.
These fuckers hadn’t been so lucky.
He found he was shaking, nausea in his throat from too much adrenaline. Against him, Tarvi was steady and warm.
“Ecko?”
His hand was on her shoulder, a grip like steel, but she didn’t wince or pull away. Her hand went over his, pale skin against the mottle his Mom had given him.
An anchor.
He said, “Maugrim did this?”
“That one – there – he trained with me. I didn’t know him well, but –” her voice shook “– name of the Gods, what happened to him?”
Anger, fear, outrage, heat in his face indicating a rising need to throw up.
“Seems someone likes to play.” His rasp was like a broken saw, as rusted as the steel that was scattered across the floor. Steel that this bastard had been using to create some fucking superbeing. “And got it wrong.”
The rocklight shone from the tiny plates, each one crafted with an expert touch that even Ecko couldn’t match. Beneath them, the flesh was beginning to decompose, to swell, blackening, through the cracks. Their eyes were open, death masks twisted with the kind of exquisite agony he fucking understood.
He understood.
There were marks on the stone where the cave-critters had come, but they’d turned away, empty bellied. The guy Tarvi knew had a plate across his mouth, carved with a ghastly impression of a smile.
Someone had not only done this, they’d enjoyed it. Found humour in it.
Ecko retched, controlled himself. His mouth tasted of bile. Jesus, looking at this, he was beginning to think it was Eliza who needed the fucking shrink already...
In the back of his mind, he heard his conversation with the Bard.
I’m s’posed to think this is real?
I’m supposed to think it’s not?
Kale, talking about pain. Pareus, burning to death...
Tarvi turned round, wrapped herself in his arms.
Looking over her shoulder, Ecko found his rage blazing uncontainable, his own pity and helplessness and snarling frustration mocking him . Dance, Ecko, daaaaaaance! To be that close to home – and then to face his own most terrible and most elating memory...
Eliza was taunting him, making him feel.
And, even against his will and better judgement, he knew that those feelings were growing stronger.
21: CRAZED
THE GREAT LIBRARY, AMOS
The air was thick and shadowed, soft with age and decay.
In the gloom, Jayr the Infamous shivered uneasily, absently rubbing her scarred arms. Chill breaths of draft exhaled rot and damp stone. Her boots sank in softness, a carpet of age across a broken floor. In places, curious creeper had forced itself through the wall and then died from the lack of light.
At one end of the long hallway, the Great Library had crumbled into collapse and pale sunlight slanted through the dust, touching delicate fingers to the rubble below. She could see the faded corners of books protruding, as if they still sought rescue.
She shuddered.
Over her, rising ringed balconies led up to a once-bright, real-glass dome, now dark with bird droppings and age. One pane was cracked, others missing, and the balcony edges beneath were fallen away with returns of invading weather. Their remnants covered the central mosaic in rubble and fragments of once-carved woodwork.
If she held up her rocklight, she could see only shadows. They hung in the dust between bookshelf and wall, balcony and branch and empty doorway, they lurked as though they were waiting.
Jayr could take a Range Patrol champion to pieces in shorter time than it took to tell it. And this place was giving her the creeps.
Ress sat cross-legged by a small scatter of books. He wore old pince-nez and he squinted at faded scribblings, words and pages that dissolved to nothing at his touch. Occasionally, he reached to scrawl something on a fresh page to his other side. He was frowning intently, rubbing his short beard and blinking in the poor light.
Jayr kicked out a clean place and sat by him, back to the wall, scarred shoulders crawling with tension. She reached to pick up a book – and the thing fell through her hands like sand.
Suppressing another shudder, she rubbed her palms on her breeches and picked up the next one.
“Careful.” Ress’s whisper was instinctive, the gloom swallowed it whole.
“Like one more dead thing’s going to matter.” Her callused fingers were covered in old webs, her lap was full of dust. She, too, was voice lowered, almost fearing what she’d disturb in this forgotten place. “This is loco. Five days on a downriver barge – why did I have to come? You know I should’ve –”
“Jayr.” The apothecary grinned briefly. “Change of focus won’t kill you.”
“What’re you even looking for?”
“Alchemy,” Ress told her. “Half man, half horse. Monsters. Where they came from, who made them. Why.” He crooked an eyebrow. “Seems the Bard isn’t so crazed after all.”
“We’re the crazed ones.” She was young, still prone to sulking. “Still don’t know why you need me.”
He chuckled, the sound oddly subdued.
“Your horse has got to heal. And you can read... feel... basic Kartian, which I can’t. I need your strength.” He glanced at her over the tops of the pince-nez. “This is Amos, and I could do worse for a bodyguard.”
“Against what?” She eyed the shadows. “Is there something else in – ?”
“Not in here, Jayr, out there.” He chuckled. “Any monsters in here are only in the books. Now, make yourself useful. Stuff on ancient, Tusienic discoveries – how they made bretir, and chearl. Whatever those things were, they came from the same –”
“They were no match for us, I’ll tell you that.” The memory of the fight made her grin, brief and tight. “I hope Triq’s okay.”
“You’re both infamous, Infamous.” He shoved his glasses higher up his nose. “Now work!”
Jayr grumbled, “Why’d you teach me to read Grasslander anyway – too many letters.” After a final, uneasy survey of the dimness and the filth, though, she looked at the book in her hands. It was called Reasonless Phemonenæ , the words embossed into a battered leather cover. Something long dead had nibbled the corners. Glancing at Ress, she was tempted to put it back.
Then a word caught her eye.
Listed as part of the contents was “Memory”.
On an obscure impulse, she let the pages fall open, and blew gently at an eternity of insect husk.
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